(Watch the video when I tell you to)

AuthorsPov

After the six boys had got word that their best friend, Jimin, was dead everything had grown quiet and silent between them. Taehyung had locked himself in his room, as expected of him. He loved Jimin more than anyone ever. His world was taken from him and there was no way he could get it back. Not anymore.

Namjoon tried keeping up with the others but they rarely replied but the times they did reply is what made him keep at it, it gave him strength and hope for his friends. His family.

Seokjin still couldn't believe that Jimin was gone until they saw his body, not moving in the hospital. It was heartbreaking, what was even more heartbreaking was the scream Taehyung had let out when he'd lain his eyes on his deceased friend.

Hoseok tried to stay happy for his friends but seeing as he couldn't make them smile, not even a little, made him fall into that deep depression they were all in. He couldn't help it, he lost it.

Yoongi, he tried to act like he was okay, he really did. Seeing as everyone else didn't even care to pretend to be fine, he soon joined the quiet pit of silence and depression between his friends. He didn't care about hiding his feelings anymore. He didn't.

Jungkook felt the same pain as his hyungs did, but him seeing his hyungs slowly stray away from the outside world everyday, tearing themselves apart everyday made him feel worse. They were all slowly dying and none of them noticed or cared to pay attention to it. None of them knew how to cope and that was making everything worse.

They didn't care.

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It was three weeks after Jimin had gone, time passed by fast when you don't pay attention to it. Taehyung sat on his bed with a gazed look, staring at the scars on his wrist, slightly smiling at them. If I die then I'll be with Jimin. That's all that matters. Jimin. He thought over it many times, everyday he cut longer and deeper. It didn't hurt anymore. The only pain he felt was his heart being torn in half, as if someone was eating it out slowly. He hated that feeling. His chest always tight, the fuzzy feeling inside his head and how his hands shook violently when he went to move them. He wanted to end it all in that one moment, but something stop him. Something held his hand away from the blade. Something took his arm and caressed his wounds. They softly glowed a bright blue, then faded. He thought he'd gone crazy but it felt so real. He broke down into tears, feeling even more desperate for comfort.
(Play it now oof)

A soft tune echoed in his ears, silencing his cries. It was muffled, but enough to catch his attention, he let his eyes wonder around his room. There was no one there, just then at that moment he felt a small force push him gently back onto the bed. Holding him in it's embrace. It was soothing him, slowly reliving him of his pain. Taking it away for the time being. ' When you see me, when you touch me '  Taehyung nearly cried again, this time he knew. He knew it was Jimin.  Jimin was there, but he wasn't there physically and that was enough for Taehyung at the moment. He knew Jimin wasn't completely gone.  " Jiminie.." He sobbed, "Jiminie I'm so sorry.." 

' Love me now, touch me now. Just let me love you '

' Just let me love you.'

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And that's the end of chapter one UwU

Mayhaps I near damn cried skksns