I'm just some ordinary kid, with ordinary views and that's news because it turns out I'm just an ordinary kid making out with average dudes,
I had an epiphany,
I am far from extraordinary,
I am average,
Common,
Nothing.

It turns out there truly is nothing special about me,
No matter how many times you said I was priceless,
I feel like I'm nothing in the eyes of the world
What the fuck made me believe I was special,
Different,
Wonderful..

I'm still so sad,
I find it so hard to get up every morning because I have to endure my day knowing that I'll never talk to you,
You are gone and I forced you away,
and here I stay,
Average and broken.
It's all my fault and I've hurt myself today,
I have fallen.
I have fallen from grace.
Did you really think I was beautiful?
Did you really think I was talented?
Did you really believe with all your heart that we would be able to spend eternity apart,
And now you're gone and who do I have to blame,
I pushed you away
And I miss you.

But I can't go back,
You can't bring back the dead and it's time I put this all to rest so this is the end,
It should never of happened and yet I smile at the memory's we shared,
Although you're gone,
And I miss you dear,
I know that things will be okay and that I will always hold you near, my heart,
I shall never let go truly,
But I must bury the hatchet and I'll do it on my own,
Six feet deep and maybe a little bit deeper,
I can't turn back now.
I can't turn back..