Katniss P.O.V

I wake up and I laying with Buttercup on my kitchen floor. I get up and go to my room. I look at my mirror and it's full of pictures of me and my friends and family. I take off a picture of my family and hold it to my heart. Tears fall but I don't care. I put the photo in a little bag and then I go to the car and go the cemetery. When I'm there I look for my fathers gravestone. "Hey dad." I say with a few tears falling. "Um.....so I'm sure that you're with Prim and uh...just tell her I love her okay? I miss you guys like so much. Please know that I'm sorry." I kneel down and place the picture next to a bouquet of flowers. I stand up and look down at his grave. I sniffle a little and then wipe away my tears. I go home. School is about to start so I decide to go but first I change. I wear a black dress and a red bow and heels with lipstick and  gray and black accessories.

 I get my bag and keys and phone and drive to school. I try to find my friends. Clove is talking to her boyfriend Cato but she must've seen me out of the corner of her eye because she leaves him for me. "Katniss are you okay? You look down." She asks. "No!" I say. I start to cry and she gives me a hug. "What happened?" She asks. "Prim is gone!" I cry. "What do you mean? Did she run away? Or what?" She asks. "No, she was killed in an accident with my mother yesterday." I say and wipe away tears. "Oh Katniss I'm sorry." She says. "I miss her Clove!" I cry. "I know that you do but she's with your dad now. He'll keep her safe." She says. She stops hugging me and she takes me to our friends. I wipe away my running make-up and put on a fake smile. "Hey Katniss!!" they all say. "Hi." I say back and wave. "We missed you yesterday." Madge says. "Oh well, we were just out and about." I say. "Where were you?" Annie asks. "Peeta and I went to the Fair." I say. "Fun!" Annie says. "Yeah it was." I say. Peeta comes and I go up to him and hug him. "How have you been holding up?" He asks me in a whisper. "Not the best." I confess. I let him go and he kisses me. The bell rings and Peeta and I go to math. The teacher has us do an assignment but I don't. I just stare out of the window and allow tears to fall. "Katniss text me." Peeta says. "Okay." I say. I pull out my phone and we text.

Kitsy Kat: Peeta I went to see my dad and ........IDK. I'm just so stupid!! I should've  never let her leave!!

Peetsie: Katniss it's okay. It wasn't your fault that she was killed. you're not stupid

Kitsy Kat: But i am Peeta! If we weren't to caught up in having sex then she would still be alive!

Peetsie: Oh so it's my fault now too?? You know you were the one who was so desperate to at that very moment. I would've waited but you insisted. 

Kitsy Kat: Yes Peeta it's your fault! you should've said oh lets wait but you didn't stop me. So yes I'm blaming you!

Peetsie: don't bring  me into this Katniss. I had nothing to do with her death. I'm sorry that she's gone but move on okay?

Kitsy Kat: move on? MOVE ON!!?? it happened yesterday. How in fucks name am I supposed to move on Peeta??? How would you feel if the only thing in your life that cared for you was gone just like that huh? And you could've saved that thing but NO you were to busy with your stupid boyfriend huh???!!

Peetsie: Stupid boyfriend huh? Well i'd feel stupid for being with my stupid unstable bitch of a girlfriend!! That's how I'd feel Katniss. 

I cover my hand with my mouth so I don't scream. I look at him and then I can see the regret. "Katniss," He starts. I don't stay around to hear what he is going to say. I run out in tears and go away. Away from him. I hide in the old chem. room and cry my eyes out. Why would he say those things? How could he? Or maybe are they true? There is a beep on my phone and I look and see that it's a text. 
Peetsie: Katniss I'm so sorry for what I said. I wish that I could take them back.

I don't answer him. I can't talk to him right now. I don't care how sorry he is. I can't forgive him. I continue to cry and I get about 50 more texts from Peeta. I leave the old Chem. room and decide to go to class. I sit and avoid doing anything with everyone and talking with anyone. The bell rings and I leave. I see Peeta in the hall and he sees me. I turn the other way and he follows me. "Katniss!" He says. I walk faster. "Katniss!" He calls. I'm now running. He runs after me and catches my arm. I look away from him and cry. "Katniss I'm sorry." He says. I look at the ground and continue to cry. "I'm sorry Peeta but I need some time." I say. I pull my arm out of his grasp and head to class. I sit down and hide my face in my hands. Clove and Annie and Johanna come in and then I try to act like I'm fine. But they can see through the mask I put on. They take me to the hall and make me spill out whats wrong. "What's up? You're obviously sad about something." Johanna says. I can't hold it in anymore then I have. I just cry. "Peeta and I got into a fight about letting go or whatever but we said things and he said some things to me and now.....I just can't anymore!" I cry to them. They all hug me and try to comfort me. They take me back in class and we sit in the back. "What did he call you?" Annie asks. "He called me an stupid unstable bitch of a girlfriend." I say. "Katniss that's not true, don't listen to him." Clove says. "Katniss I'm so sorry that he told you that. Don't believe what he told you." Annie says. "He doesn't know what he's talking about Katniss. You're not unstable and you're not a bitch or stupid." Johanna says. I give them a small smile and then hug them. Class starts and right as it does I get a text from Peeta. 

Peetsie: meet me outside please? I need to talk to you. 

I look at Annie and she can see the concern on my face. "What's up?" She asks quietly. "Peeta want to talk to me." I say to her. "Well...." Annie looks at Johanna and Clove to see what they think. "Well if you want to but you don't have to you know." Annie says. I take a minute to prepare myself to talk to him. I use the hall pass to "use the bathroom" but I'm really going to talk to Peeta. He's sitting on the steps of the school waiting for me. I sit next to him and then I rest my head on his shoulder. "Katniss I know that there is no way to take those words back but I would if I could. I'm so sorry Katniss. I overreacted. Like way overreacted. I want to apologize to you Katniss. I love you." He says. I take my head off of his shoulder and look at him. "I love you too Peeta. But you left a permanent dent in my heart. I still need time for it to heal a little but. you know?" I say. "Yeah I get it." He says. "Take as long as you need to heal. I'm sorry that I left a dent in your heart Katniss." He says. "It's okay, I can heal and then it will be gone." I say and smile a little. He smiles a little too. I kiss his cheek and then I go into school again. I sit down and Johanna, Clove and Annie move their desks around me. "So what did he say to you?" Clove asks. "He just apologized to me." I say. "Did you accept his apology?" Johanna asks. "I said that I need time to heal but we are still together." I say. "That's great." Annie says. "But give yourself some time like a few days of so or longer before you get back with him okay?" Johanna says. I shake my head yes. The bell rings and they give me quick hugs. We all leave. I go and put my books in my locker and then I head to my next class. 

Enoboria, Cashmere, and Glimmer and the rest of her posse come up to me. "Katniss we need talk. Well actually Glimmer needs to talk to you." Cashmere says. Glimmer takes me away from them and we talk. "Katniss," she starts. "Look Glimmer you and I both know that you don't give a damn about what's happened to me so what do you really want?" I ask. "I want to ask if we could be friends. My posse.................... they're kicking me out since I'm not "mean or bitchy  enough" to be with them. You are the only person who may forgive me so I thought that we could be friends. I kinda realized that being a bitch won't make my rep higher or gain me more friends. It just makes me be less liked and have no real friends. And I'm sorry for being a bitch to you all these years. Can we be friends Katniss, Please??" She asks. I start to smile and then I hug her. "Of course you can be my friend." I say. "REALLY!!?!?!" she squeals. "Yeah." I say. "Oh thank you Katniss. You don't know how much this means to me." she says. She gives me a hug and squeezes me tight. She lets me go. "I'll see you in class okay?" she says. "Okay bye." I say. She goes but I go to restroom and fix my hair and makeup. The bell rings so I hurry to class. I sit in my seat and then the teacher starts to lecture. Glimmer and I text all through that class over Snapchat. I think that this could be a nice friendship. 

Whoaa long chapter sorry guys. But I hoped that you enjoyed!! Please vote and comment and just give me ideas please!! After this I'm all out of Ideas!! I need some please!!! It would be so great if you guys could give me some. Anyways I love all of you who read this chapter!! I really want at least 500 reads before tuesday next week cause that's my b-day!! And I'll be 15 if anyone was wondering. but if you guys could let people know about this book that would be great!! Thanks a million if you guys share with others, that's a b-day wish from me. BYE GUYS!!!!! <3 zeffie

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