Ryan's pov-
H-he just kissed me. I slid down the door
In that moment it seems like it all my problems slipped away
"Ryan, man, I'm sorry" Shane begs on the other side of the door.
Feeling a sudden rush in me I stood up and swong the door open.
I wrapped my arms around Shane's neck.
"R-Ryan"? He blushed.
"Kiss me" I whisper, getting closer to him.
He quickly smashed his lips into mine.
My 'rush' quickly faded.
I'm not good enough for him.
He's only doing this out of pity.
Just leave him alone.
I quickly ripped my lips away from his.
"R-Ryan"? He asks as I slam the door behind me.
Shane's pov-
    This is impossible. Realizing it was so late I slowly walk down the stairs and lay on the couch.
Ryan's pov-
So many thoughts.
It's now five in the morning.
I feel my throat burn for water.
I've been crying too much.
Opening the door I slowly walk down the stairs to see Shane's feet hanging off the couch that's half his length
He woke up.
"R-Ryan"? He says half asleep.
I let out a soft hum in response.
"Come here" he whispers
I slowly shuffle my way towards him and meet his gaze.
"Closer" he says, still half awake.
He grabs my shirt collar and pulls me on top of him.
"Sha-"
"Shhhhhh.." he interrupts
"Lets go to your room" he whispers, still obviously half asleep.
I quickly grab his hand and lead him towards my bed.
As soon as we lay down he pulls me close
"I'm always gonna be here for you"
I felt a smile creep on my face.
Maybe I have hope.