When Ryan was 6 his father killed his mother, what is father didn't know was Ryan saw his own father kill his mother, his dad never cared about his son he would hit him, and at one point almost killed him, his dad always told him 'no one will ever never love you, your nothing but a monster!' and for a long time Ryan believed him at night all Ryan could hear was his father saying that all he was is a monster then one night Ryan couldn't take it anymore so Ryan ran away from his home and built a cabin in the woods and hope he would never see his father again and to try to find someone that loves him for him