Trigger warning: This is about them finding you trying to commit suicide

Ruby

. She missed a lot of the signs you were depressed. She noticed you getting sadder and more isolated, but she didn't know what to look for

. When she sees you dangling from that rope, her mind races so much she freezes for a little bit, she has no idea how to handle any of this. She doesn't want to lose anyone else.

. She frees you, and then cradles you and begins to cry herself, thinking about how she would have lost you if she was only a little bit later getting here

. When you wake up, Ruby begs to know why you tried that, crying hysterically.

. You begin to tell her your insecurities, and she says " nope" to each one until you start to feel better

. She spends every free moment she gets with you in the hospital as you recover, doing everything she possibly can to make you feel better.

Weiss
. She noticed a lot of signs that you weren't okay, however she didn't know how truly bad things were until you gave  her a prized possession of yours.

. When Weiss finds you in the middle of your suicide attempt, she worries it might ha e been something she said to you which drove you to this point, and then frees you as soon as she can

. Weiss calls you an ambulance and sits in the back with you as it drives down to the hospital, beating herself up mentally for not having been there for you, and wishing she had noticed so you didn't get to that point

. Weiss demands to know why you tried that, needing to know if she did anything to get you there. When you finish telling her everything, she refutes your insecurities and makes a note to be much kinder to you

. She uses her money to get you the best hospital and therapy money has to offer until she's certain you're not going to try that again.

Blake
. Blake knows all the signs to look for, and begins to get more and more worried as she sees them adding up

. She finds you and freaks out, but knows she needs to stay calm to help you. Before helping you, Blake will call for help, and then go over to you

. Blake keeps you talking until help arrives and keeps you away from anything you could use to hurt yourself.

. It takes Blake a long time to ask you why you attempted suicide, since she doesn't want you to feel forced to talk about it, she simply makes the offer that you can tell her whenever you're ready and she'll listen to you.

. Blake gives you space to heal, however if you need her, then she's right there next to you, and will often visit you in the middle of the night, and make sure you're okay, and watch you sleep for a little bit before leaving.

Yang
. Yang noticed you getting sadder, and did her best to cheer you up, but she had no scope for how bad things were

. Once Yang finds you, she takes you to safety right away, and will make sure you don't need medical assistance.

. Yang will angrily cry when she finds you tried to commit suicide, she's so sad that she could have lost you and there wouldn't have been a thing she could do about it. Yang tries to stay angry and ask what the hell you were thinking, but she'll break down and worry about you so much

. She blames herself for not having been able to make you feel better, and spends time to ask why you tried it, promising to make things better

. She spends every moment she can spare with you, joking and having serious discussions. Yang demands to be there every step of the way as you recover. You'll often find her promising she'll protect you next time.

Raven

. She's busy with the tribe, so the only sign you noticed is that you were getting more isolated from everyone else. When she finds out you tried to kill yourself, she feels terrible she didn't spend time with you to be there

. Once she finds you, she brings all the tribes best medics to you. Everyone in the tribe who's able is going to help in your recovery or have a long talk with Raven.

. She tried to be a source of comfort for you, and tries to appear strong. But don't be surprised if she breaks down crying at the thought she could have lost you forever. Raven doesn't know how to deal with loss, and the idea she missed every sign you needed help breaks her.

. Raven blames her long absences for why you tried this. She'll ask why you did this, doing her best to be calm. However, once you finish telling her the story, she'll hold onto you and promise to spend as much time with you as she can

. As you recover, Vernal becomes the real leader of the tribe as Raven is with you every single step of the way as you heal.

Kali

. She knows right away what the signs are headed to, and does her best to to regular check ins with you, and has called someone on suicide prevention to make sure they're monitoring you.

. If she finds you trying to commit suicide, she panics thinking she could have done more, and then she helps you the best she can as she waits for help to arrive

. Kali manages to stay strong for you, and be a source of strength, however cries thinking she could have lost you a lot. But, every time she goes to see you, she wipes her eyes and summons all of her willpower.

. She's very calm when you explain why you tried this but makes you promise not to try this ever again, and is there for you as often as she can be. She promises to listen whenever you need, and means it, no matter when

. As you heal, she comes in and reads to you and will watch you from a distance to ensure that you're not hurting yourself.

(Let me know what you thought and who your favorite was. My personal favorite to write was either Raven or Kalis)