Don't freak, this is just a lil vent-ish thing

It's just...ugh.

I try.

I try really hard.

To draw well. To update shit when I'm supposed to. To finish requests and art trades within a reasonable amount of time. I put a lot of time and effort into, well, life.

It seems to be getting me all of nowhere.

I tend to feel...really overlooked. I try so hard, and no one seems to notice or care. My efforts still fall short, no matter how much I overexert myself. I'm always just another face in the crowd. But I try to not care about that. If I pretend that everything's okay, maybe it will be. I can keep going.

Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.

I'll figure it out. Somehow.

This isn't all of what I was going to say, but I think it's enough. Saying more won't really make much of a difference anyway.

-Rush