I've been weirdly happy lately. Things have just been kinda going right, and I've been basically feeling good about life.

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hings have been slipping into a routine. The same things everyday. That can get a little dull sometimes, but I make do. I'm still enjoying the present, at least right now.

However...that kinda worries me.

When things are going right, I can't help but wonder how they might start going wrong again. When you're so high up, the only place you can go is down.

I get emotional easily- I jump between sad and happy and angry and content. Most of the time, I recover and keep going just fine, but sometimes it takes me awhile to get up again.

To say it straight out- I'm waiting for something bad to happen just because of freakin karma.

But I'm also trying to live in the moment, because I'd rather be happy than upset. I'd rather move forward step by step, and deal with things as they come.

I'm trying to keep my head up, and not slip into shadows. So far I'm doing alright.

-Rush💙