So....

I lied.

I defininetly have 0-maybe 10 interest in this fandom now. I sincerely apologize for this. But dont worry, I have really good memories from this fandom :)

I still remember how it all started.

It all started one time where I was watching a countryballs video when I get recommended an... Amephil edit?? I was like: tf is Amephil?? So I clicked it and.... instantly regretted it. But I ended up being unable to get it off my mind. So the following day, I searched some art for "Countryhumans Amephil". I still remember the first ch artist I ever saw was casey keshui with their fucking buff asf art lmfao. Another one was princon, he had the first ch comic I ever read (if u wanna know which one it is, its the one where ame calls phil "mahal" and being completely oblivious to its actual meaning).

Now of course, it didnt stop there.

I then found out about Rusame (man i had no idea how fucked up my brain was gonna get after) and the first art I ever saw was blumerlin (ilysm mel /p). She also happened to have the first ch animation I ever saw (that being her mamma mia animation meme). Another notable animation meme I can name is lomayaret leon's guy.exe (istg I watched that shit so many times already, you have no idea). My most notable animators though are Lomayaret Leon, Blumerlin, FalloDK, ClouMello, and so much more. Thanks for the high quality brain rot (best brain rot tho fr).

But of course, we have to address the elephant in the room...

How tf did I end up in ch wattpad?

Well its simple...

After I encountered Rusame, I saw a really cool cover art for a wattpad story (I didnt know wtf wattpad was at the time, so bare with me). So I decided to click on it and guess what it was...

Royal Guard by Miriorite.

Yep.

That beautifully made book.

(Im so glad I got a good first impression though)

I was so fucking invested that I ended up reading his Take Two as well, then finally his Russian Roulette. At this point, I was around 1 1/2 months into the community. After that, I scrounged every bit of the internet of Rusame, SouthJap, ChiNorth, and so on. After around 8 months in the community, I finally decide to read Onyxxcrow's When Winter Meets Summer (I already saw it in the recommended books at the sides when I was reading Take Two, but I didnt bother since I thought it "wouldnt be that good"). Holy fuck it was so good, that its one of the only books that are still keeping me even a tiny bit interested in this fandom still.

Now, present day, Ive been in this community for around 2 years. Thats 2 years of brain rot, can you imagine?? 2021 was the start of something I had no idea I couldve been so dedicated to. It helped me through such hard times, it made my days shine brighter (somehow), and it gave me a world that I could freely imagine. Call me insane, but when I would panic or start getting really stressed or nervous, I would always think: "just think countryhumans", and I would start playing scenes in my head, fantasizing over a world unachievable to me. I daydream and imagine about different possible fanfictions or scenes that could happen, and I would even end up acting it out if I was alone. It let me vent my emotions in a way I didnt think would be so effective for me. It was a way to calm myself down, and to cure my boredom. My imagination ran wild because of this one crackpot fandom that always makes me shit bricks, simping over Russia's damn muscles-

Ahem ahem....

Anyways-

Im so glad to have been part of this community, no matter how much brain damage it may have given me for the past 2 years.

I'd first like to thank these people here:
- Princon
- Miriorite
- Onyxxcrow
- FalloDK
- Casey Keshui
- SnowGalaxy
- The Mushroom Witch
- Caffeinated_sheltie
- Weirdest Arrow
- Callmecactipri
- MysterySavior
- Sel_va
- raindropsonmushrooms
- Rusame_606
- Cloumello
- Muffinno
- iguessthiscanwork

...for helping me go through rough times, and keeping this community alive with your amazing and beautiful work.

Thank you Glissbun for being here since almost the start.

Thank you Nasuada and Person_meh for commenting so often and letting me know that my books arent as shitty as I thought.

Thank you justabritshteacup for giving me your funni a comments and for giving me those requests of yours.

Thank you to all the people who helped me stay in this communtiy and kept my love for it strong.

Thank you to my loving brother for getting me into countryballs. If I never got into countryballs, I wouldve never discovered that crackpot hilarious yet loving and caring community. Thank you too for supporting me all the way through me time here. Love you lots, kuya.

And a very special and loving thank you to all my followers that gave me the love and support that I never asked for.

Thank you all for being a part of my journey in this amazing community. I dont know how I wouldve been able to go through those times without you all. All of you guys' fucked up and cursed comments helped me so unbelievably much, you have no idea...

So...

Short qna time:

Is this a final goodbye?....

Thankfully, no.

I will still be here and will still read your comments and replies amd respond or like it.

Will I do requests now?

Unless heavily requested, no. I have lost motivation long, long ago, and have decided to save it up for another book.

Will I leave wattpad?

Like I said, no. I'm still going to be here, just not in countryhumans anymore. You're still free to chat with me anytime, and I'd love it if its updates on the ch community. Even though I'm leaving, I still want to know whats going on, so I highly suggest you do so when something big comes up/happens.

Will I come back anytime?

Perhaps, but I highly doubt it. My interest is so low, that I no longer have motivation to actively be here anymore. I may come back at some point, but I highly advice that you dont get your hopes up too high.

What community am I in now?

Honkai Star Rail and Genshin Impact.

Where can you chat with me?

You can message me on my message board here since I still check daily, though you can also chat with me on my discord (username in bio).

Will I upload a new book?

Hopefully. I've been planning on publishing a special genshin impact book (check my announcement page for details), so I hope I have the motivation to finish it. At the time of typing this, I've been trying to fix the planning and stuff, so I'm definitely nowhere close to finish, so its to be expected that it will take incredibly long to actually start publishing.

What about that 10% interest I was talking about? Where does that go?

Well, some books are just incredibly difficult to let go... like RR and WWMS. Once those books are finished though, I can assure you that I have around a 99.998% that I am not going to new things. I'll most likely just reread the best ever ch books imo.

Am I deleting all my countryhumans related books?

No. I'm keeping them up. It would be a shame to put them all down the drain, you know?

What happens to Concept-kun now?

Uhhh.... hes playing Genshin too? And hes not coming back here either?-

Well, thats enough of the qna.

Again, thank you to everyone for making a huge impact on my life. I love you all so much (/p).

Thank you.

- a crying Author-chan

Update: I wish this is an april fools joke, but its not people, its not.