// What Have I Done To Deserved All That? //

I always questioned myself,

What have I done to deserved all that?

People whom I thought they were my friends,

But I was so wrong about them,

It's like a devil,

It can be anyone,

Their motif was to break you,

To see you suffer in their very hand,

Well it happened to me few hours ago,

I wasn't awared of it,

Until he spoke up,

He said 'It was all lies. I better leave before I hurt you even more.'

That very moment you told me the truth,

The pain was like being stabbed repeatedly by the heart with a knife,

But I didn't want to believe it at first,

I tried to asked you what's wrong,

But you kept on avoiding me,

You left without a single explaination,

You left me crying over you, as a friend,

I was so deeply hurt,

And that I said some harshful words.

Truthfully, deep down in my heart,

I felt so guilty to hurt you with my words,

But you were the one who hurt me first,

Every since that moment,

 I kept on crying,

Constantly asking myself this same old question over and over again,

What have I done to deserved all that?

What have I done to deserved all that?

I was being used,

I was being lied to,

It will always be me,

Who gets to feeling that pain,

Dear you-know-who-you-are,

What have I done to you to deserved all that from you?

When all these while I been a good friend,

Be by your side,

Cheered you up when you're down,

I kept your secrets until to this very moment and till the day I die.

What have I done to deserved all that?

- Rachel Lee