// I've been used //

Last time I was trying so hard,

Searching for Love.

When I thought it was 'the' one,

I confessed my love to him,

All I got was rejection, rejection and rejection.

Then I stop trying so hard,

I gave up my hope on searching for love.

And then you showed up,

When I least expected.

You were everything I dreamed of,

You were everything I hoped for,

I've been sitting around,

Waiting for the right 'one'.

And then there you are.

You told me that you loved me,

You told me that you never said those words to anyone.

You told me that I was pretty when all I knew was I'm fat and people hates fat girls.

You shined my way, You saved me.

Then suddenly,

You started to ignoring my messages.

I sent it through kik and skype,

But non of that received any notifications from you, at all.

I tried and tried everyday,

Tried so hard to get in touch with you again,

But you never answer me.

If you got tired of me, why don't you just tell me?

Why do you need to faked that you're not?!

And next time try to fake it better.

Next better check your skype and your kik is not 'Online' sign.

I gave you my trust.

I gave you everything.

My time, my heart, my trust, my love.

But what did I get from you? Nothing.

Clearly, you used me for your own good.

I've been used......

- rachel lee *sobbing*