// Behind These Hazel Eyes //

I may seem happy,

I may seems like I don't have any bad days,

I may seems like a talkative girl,

I may seems like no one can bring me down to my knees,

I may seems like a new shiny toy every single day,

Nothing broken,

No dirt on it.

But you were so wrong about me.

I cried myself to sleep,

I feel the pain every night,

Thinking of it until my head hurts,

Cried my heart out until there's no tears left to shed.

I am broken inside,

I've been pushed,

I'm tried of being someone's good friend,

But look what it got me?

They ended up leaving me behind.

I don't know why would they such a terrible thing to me?

When all I did was be by their side all along.

Their names,

Their words will forever haunt me.

I'm torn in pieces,

I can't denied it anymore,

I can't pretend it anymore,

It kills me every night,

But you won't get to see the tears I cried,

Because when you see or meet me,

I'll be in my happy state,

Laughing like it was really funny,

But actually it was all an act.

This is the truth about me.

Things that you can't see,

Things you can't watch me doing it,

It all happened...

Behind these hazel eyes.

- Rachel Lee