Kelsey's POV

Two classes went passed and thankfully I now have a free period. Isaac went off to god knows where, while I am currently sitting outside on the bleachers alone, waiting for Derek to reply to my multiple messages I sent over an hour ago. I tried calling him a few times last week, and again this week, but no answer. I'm starting to think somethings up, but then again, he could be busy.

Well, I wish he'd just answer, I'm worried about him. And I want to know what he's been up to for the pass three weeks. Has he been anywhere exciting? Has he visited any friends? Does he even have any friends? I just...I need to know he's okay, because I'm going out of my freaking mind not knowing where he is.

And is Peter with Derek still? I hope they haven't tore each other apart, because that wouldn't be at all nice. Derek always answers his calls. I just think it's a little strange that he hasn't even called back. Okay, you know what, if Derek won't answer, I'm gonna try call Peter again and see if he answers his phone. Getting up Peter's contact, I pressed call before waiting for him to reply.

It rang a few times before going to voicemail. "Hello, this is Peter Hale, I'm obviously not available right now, leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can." Oh great, what a surprise; I'm left with his voicemail yet again. "Peter, it's Kelsey again. Can you and Derek please pick up your god damn phones, I'm getting worried...where are you? And when the hell are you coming back?" I let out a deep sigh before ending the call.

I wish he'd just answer, it getting annoying now. My head shot up as I heard footsteps stalking towards me. "Kelsey...what are you doing out here?" Jake asked as he sat down on the bleachers. Oh great, here comes trouble. "Getting some fresh air." I replied simply.

"Same here, well that, and looking for you." Of course, he wanted to talk about something...I just hope he doesn't want to talk about the other night, because I really just want to forget about it. To be honest, I really don't feel like talking to Jake at all, I just want to sit by myself before my next class starts. "I uh, I really should be heading back inside." I tell him, about to get up but Jake came closer.

"Kelsey, we need to talk." Oh for gods sake, I really can't deal with a reminder of that night. Jake and Isaac just need to sort things out, I want nothing to do with it...even though I'm right in the middle of everything. I sigh. "Jake, please can we talk later? This isn't a good time."

"Why not? It's not like you have anywhere else to be, this is your free period, isn't it?" He asked. "Well yeah, but-" Jake cut me off. "Then we can talk. Look, first of all, I want to apologize to you for being an asshole the other night...I uh, I don't know what came over me."

I knew it. I knew he was going to bring up the other night. Ughh, why can't this all be over and done with? "I'm not the one you should be apologizing to, Jake. You said some pretty hurtful things to Isaac that just went too far." I spoke.

Jake laughed sarcastically. "I was merely speaking my mind, being honest. Isaac deserved every word I hit him with, and I wouldn't take back anything, not even the punches." Really? That's all he has to say for himself? He doesn't feel bad...not one bit? I rolled my eyes. "Why do you hate him so much? Jake, he's done nothing to you." I said, raising my voice a little.

I just don't understand why he's being like this. Why he has to hate Isaac. If they'd put all this hatred behind them and shake hands or whatever, I recon that maybe they would be quite good friends.

Jake sat down beside me. "I hate what he did to you Kelsey. I hate that after everything he's done, you manage to forgive his cheating ass just like that. I just, I don't understand why you would go back to him when you clearly deserve way much better. He's pulling you down Kelsey. Look, all I want is for you to be happy, but that's not with Isaac, he's only making you feel bad about yourself."

Okay, right. I really don't want to be here and listen to this. "Jake I really don't want to talk about this anymore." I tell him. "Why? Is it because it hurts to much to remember what he did? You can't forgive him can you? And don't say that you do forgive him, because I know you can't."

Is this what he wanted to talk about? He wanted to tell me that I shouldn't have forgiven Isaac and taken him back? He wanted to rant? Well no, he's wrong. I do forgive Isaac...he said it was just a kiss...and it was Allison who kissed him first, right? Of course she did. Isaac loves me, and I love him, so why shouldn't I have forgiven him? "I have to go." I said, standing up from the bleachers.

"You're avoiding answering me because you know I'm right." Jake told me as he got up and walked beside me as we went down the steps of he bleachers. "You just don't want to admit it because if you do you'll feel guilty or something, but it's okay, Kelsey, because I know." He added.

What did he just say? I immediately stopped in my tracks and sprung round to face him. "Know what Jake? You think you know how I feel, but you really don't, okay? You don't know what it's like to have your ex best friend betray you, then ask for forgiveness, which by the way, blew back in my face when she kissed my boyfriend and apparently wanted more. I have to see her everyday at school, and she hangs out with every single friend of mine, so there's literally no escape."

I frustratedly ran my fingers through my hair. "Oh and let's not forget I feel like I have to compete against her. And to make matters even more worse, my freaking dad is back in town, which doesn't exactly help things. Do you know what it's like to put on a smile and pretend I'm okay with this? Because you don't know Jake!" I growled. Oh god, did I really just blurt all that out? I don't know what came over me.

I just...I let it out and I couldn't stop myself. Jake looked at me with confusion, his eyes widening. "What?" I questioned. He opened his mouth a little, but no words came out. Why is he looking at me like that? "What?" I repeated.

Jake cleared his throat. "Um...your eyes...I uh...I could've sworn they turned bright yellow just then." He said distantly, while furrowing his brows. Oh god, it must've been when I exploded. Anger got the better of me. "It's just the sun, Jake. Look, I'm gonna go now." I told him, about to walk away but he pulled me back.

"I'm sorry...I didn't know you-" Jake cut himself off before staring at me blankly, not knowing what to say. I looked down at the ground, only to have my chin pulled up by his finger. "You don't need to keep things bottled in Kelsey. I'm here whenever if you need to talk about anything. Look, I think you just need to relax, take your mind off things." He said, while using his other hand to remove a strand of hair from my face.

"I'm trying Jake, but it's no use." I answered, feeling slightly frustrated. Jake glanced at me with a small smile across his face. "Close your eyes." He said, causing me to furrow my brows. "Just trust me, it will help." Following his instructions, I slowly closed my eyes, and let out a deep breath.

He was right, closing my eyes helps a little, but I can still hear my own thoughts ranting. I could feel his hands caress my cheeks, then suddenly, I felt his warm breath blowing against my face...and that's when I knew what was happening, his lips were on mine. Jake's hands traveled to my waist, gripping them as he pulled me towards him, closing any gabs between us.

The thoughts left my mind, but I was bewildered with what was currently happening and not knowing what to do, I decided to just curl my arms around his neck. His lips, gentle and soft were swifty moving in sync with mine. Wait, what? Why is he kissing me? And why the hell am I kissing him back?

Immediately pulling away, I look at him in shock. Am I imagining that or was that real? Holy shit, did that just happen? Oh my god, what am I doing? "W-what was that?" I asked while taking a step back.

"I kissed you." Jake answered simply. "I didn't expect you to kiss me back, but I'm glad you did." He smiled while taking my hands in his. What the hell? Oh god, what was I thinking? This can't be happening, not today, not ever.

"Jake, I was confused, I'm sorry but it didn't mean anything." I said pulling my hands out of his grip. Jake looked down, feeling hurt. Okay, now I feel really bad. "Jake I'm so-"

Jake cut me off. "I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that you have to be with Isaac and pretend that you can be with him after everything he's done. How did you even get back together, huh? Did you seal it with a kiss and think everything would go back to normal Kelsey? Is that what happened?" I was about to answer him when he began to speak again.

"Well let me tell you something Kelsey. Isaac may be your boyfriend now, but sooner of later, Allison will try and take him away from you again, and if not Allison, then some other bitch will. I just wish you'd open up your eyes and see that Isaac isn't the only guy in the world you could be with." He added.

Woah, where the hell did that come from? I can't believe he just said all that to me. Before I could react, Jake walked away and didn't turn around when I called out his name. I didn't bother chasing after him, instead, I made my way through the woods to try to clear my mind. What the bloody hell just happened? Okay, I need to forget about this. I wasn't here. This never happened.

Great, now it's all I'm thinking about. I need to tell someone, I need to let this out...I have to tell Derek, tell Peter. But where the hell are they when you need them? Stiles...I could tell him when I get a chance. What will he think of me?

Oh god, I need to stop with all these thoughts. Strolling deeper into the woods, I notice Lydia standing alone. What is she doing all the way out here? Wait, isn't she usually with Allison? Lydia's head turned to was me as she must've heard me coming towards her. "Lydia, what are you doing in the woods alone?" I ask her.

"I'm not alone." She's not? Then who's is she with, and where are they? "I'm with Allison, she's right over there..." Lydia paused while looking around searching for Allison, whom was no where to be seen. Well that's a little weird, where did she go? She wouldn't have just left Lydia here alone.

"Well she was over th-" Before Lydia could finish her sentence, I spotted Allison ahead of us...what is she doing? "Allison?" I called, but no answer. Allison aimed her bow and arrow towards Lydia and I, before letting go of the string. And in that moment I had to think fast.

Thankfully my quick reflexes caught the arrow before it could go right through Lydia's head. "Oh my god. Oh my god, Lydia." Allison said in shock once she came back from her daze-like state. Lydia was probably traumatized, and I don't blame her...it's not like this wouldn't be the first time she tried to kill her friends.

But Jesus Christ, what the hell was she doing? "Lydia, are you okay? I didn't- I'm am so sorry." Allison added as she came closer towards us. Did she really ask Lydia if she was okay? Is she stupid? "You're asking if she's okay? You could've put an arrow through her skull Allison! What were you thinking?" I yelled.

"I-I'm fine, honestly...it was an accident." Lydia commented. What? How can she be okay with this? She would be lying on the ground with a hole in her head if it weren't for me. Ugh, you know what, I'm just going to leave them. I came out here to clear my mind, not to argue. "Okay, fine...just don't let her go near any arrows, or any weapon fro that matter." I told Lydia as Allison stood next to us.

"It's not her fault, Kelsey...she's having side effects from the near death experience by the Nemeton, they all are." Lydia spoke. Wait...they all are? Is that what's wrong with Scott? Is Stiles like this too? Oh god, this is not good. "Side effects...like what?" Lydia looked at Allison.

Allison let out a deep sigh. "I'm seeing Kate everywhere." She said. "Kate, as in your dead psychotic aunt Kate?" I questioned. Allison nodded. Oh great, that can't be good. Especially since it's Kate...and if Allison tries to use any more weapons, she could definitely kill someone, and I'm not going to let that happen.

Wait, Scott and Stiles. "What about Scott and Stiles, what's wrong with them?" I asked worriedly, remembering Lydia mentioned they all were experiencing side effects from their near deaths. "Hallucinations and sleep paralysis." Lydia answered. Great, what else is going to happen to the people in this town?

I actually wouldn't be surprised if there were to be a zombie apocalypse breakout. I swear some time soon, the Winchester Brothers will coming cruising down to Beacon Hills in their black Impala, knocking on everyone's door. They'd probably end up killing the whole town with the amount of supernatural people that live here, me included.

Well, who knows...maybe I'll get to sleep with one of them before they kill me. I know Sam likes to get the frickle frackle with the supernatural, and Dean...well, he just likes all the frickle frackle he can get. "Kelsey?" Okay...I'm totally getting way off topic here...there is no time to be thinking about the gorgeous Winchester Brothers at a time like this. "Hmm?"

"Are you coming back to school with us?" Lydia asked. "Yeah." I replied before the three of us headed back to our classes.

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School went by pretty quickly. Nothing much happened, as usual. Well, apart from the fact that Jake kissed me, which I still haven't stopped thinking about since it happened. Oh and I did bump into this new girl, I think she said her name was Kara, or it might've been Kaya...I don't really remember, I had too much on my mind at the time.

"Kelsey?" Isaac called. I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to Isaac. "Huh? What?" I answered while sitting back on the couch.

"I said, should I put then next Iron Man on." He said, holding the Iron Man 2 DVD in his hand. "Oh...yeah, put it on." I replied distantly while scratching the back of my head. What am I supposed to say to Isaac? We said we wouldn't lie to each other again. Jake kissed me, and I kissed him back. Oh god.

Everything is just too messy. I want to tell Isaac, I do...but it would just cause more drama, and I really don't want that again. But in the other hand, I don't want to hide this from him. He could know something is up, or what if he finds out from someone who witnessed the kiss. Oh shit, did anyone see Jake and I?

No. No, I don't think anyone was there but Jake and I. Of course Jake could say something to Isaac. He could break us up for good, but I know Jake, he wouldn't do that? At least I'm hoping he won't. Oh god, this is just like Isaac and Allison.

Isaac put in the DVD and sat back down before gazing at me while furrowing his brows. "What's wrong? You seem...distracted." Isaac asked.

I moaned at Isaac for kissing Allison, and he didn't tell me about the kiss, then I found out...and now, everything with Jake and I...I'm such a hypocrite. I have to tell him before he finds out from someone else. But not right now, I need to find the right words, the right time. I hope this doesn't cause another fight. "Uh...I just have a lot on my mind, that's all." I smiled lightly before sitting back.

"Want to talk about it?" Talk about it? Oh god, no. Not now. "Um, I'd rather just forget about it...come on, let's watch the film." I said after clearing my throat.

Isaac kept his gaze on me, narrowing his eyes a little, probably trying to figure out what's wrong. "Okay..." He replied before turing his attention back at the tv.

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Hiyyaaa my beautiful people's!!

I am so sorry for my mini hiatus, I've just had so much coursework and drama going on at the minute, but with the little time I had, I managed to squeeze in some writing time.

So here we are updating in Valentine's Day...Anyways, have any of you got plans today? Have you got a valentine? My plans for today is stuffing myself with food, watching either Harry Potter or Supernatural (I haven't decided yet) with my date...Treacle. Yes, Treacle...he's my be a cat, but hey, a date is a date right?

Sooooooo, what did you guys think about that chapter? Jake and Kelsey kissed...hmmm, what do you think about that? Do you agree with what Jake said, is he right?

Do you think anything more will happen between Jake and Kelsey? Does anyone ship it? Okay, confession...I may have forgotten the ship name...unless, there was never a ship name created...

And do you think Kelsey will tell anyone about the kiss? Should she? What do you think she should do? She she confess to Isaac? Or should she keep it from him and confide in someone that's not Isaac?

Okay and this has nothing to do with the book, but I just wanted to say you should all go listen to: W I L D (Blue Neighborhood Part 1/3) by Troye Sivan, if you haven't heard of it already, because it's stuck in my head and I thought you'd might like it...so, you're welcome. And if you guys have anything for me to listen to, your favorite songs, literally anything, I'd be more that happy to...BECAUSE I NEED NEW MUSIC.

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