I'd experienced terrible writer's block. But I have something for you guys to enjoy.
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Struggles

Xavier

I knew my birthday was in 5 days and I was very anxious for what it all meant. With finally obtaining my wolf, I had some doubts. The main one would be the mating bond that would make itself established. The next few things on the list was reluctantly meeting my wolf, going to the official training to become the next King, and the complaints of more rogue sightings.

Growling deeply I remembered the moment I saw Aaron nearly attacked by the rogue and his "pack". Feeling irritated I got up and headed for the training grounds. I stood in near the entrance watching the others practicing. I whistled getting everyone's attention. "Who wants to fight me?" I asked with a smirk. A few of the newest guard trainees came at me.

Smirking deeply I waited for them to get closer than attacked. They were were quickly dropping to the ground writhing in some sort of pain. I barely gave them a glance and challenged the others. It took 25 minutes till the last challenger conceded. Rolling my shoulders, I noticed the few scratches and bruises I got from my fights.

It made me feel good though I did feel a little pity towards the others since I didn't hold back on my frustration or strength. I realized I still had some more training to do on handling my emotions. Heading inside I took a shower then joined the pack when Mom said food was ready. The normal conversations were going around the table till someone mentioned my birthday was this Friday.

I smiled at the congratulations and jeers of who my mate might be. After dinner I went to my room and got ready for bed. The weekend flew by and Monday came quickly. I got ready for school and headed out. Upon arriving to school I met up with Tiffani, Alex, and Will. We hung out, listening to Tiffani talk our ears off about Trent. Hearing about Trent made me think about my own mate. I couldn't wait till art class.

The few interactions I had with Aaron were interesting. He seemed a little out of it but still his shy self. School came to an end as quickly as it started. I wondered what was up with Aaron but I let it go. On Tuesday he seemed more skittish and blushed more than usual but overall seemed fine. By Wednesday it seemed as if he couldn't get too close to me or he'd turn tail and run. I noticed a slight change in his scent which should have given something away but I dismissed it.

When Thursday came around I was getting a little fed up with our game of chase. I had cornered him during my free time. "Why are you running from me!?!" I asked feeling irritated and edgy. "I-I... we um... I uh I can't be around you! I'm sorry!!" He stuttered as he slipped away from me and ran away. I ran my hand through my hair then down my face. Breathing in deeply I discovered that I couldn't really smell much of his scent as if it was muddled or something. Confused and tired I just went about completing the rest of school and went straight home.

Friday morning finally came and I did my usual routine like any other day. I planned on asking Aaron out on a date today when I saw him. Arriving to school it all seemed normal but when I entered the building, I was hit with the overwhelming scent of warm honey mixed with fresh vanilla beans and a pinch of lavender. Instantly my wolf began to claw at my mind and the need to track down the scent was intense.

I took off after the scent immediately, rounding a few corners until I finally found the one emitting the intoxicating aroma. It was Aaron and as soon as he felt my presence, he turned around and looked me straight in the eyes. I saw a flash of emotions flutter across his eyes. Anxiety, longing, and fear were a few that I noticed.

I was concerned as to why there was fear. I started to approach him but he ran again but this time I gave chase. The chase lead us all the ways to the roof top where I pinned him against the fence. "Now why did you run from me Aaron?" I questioned with a husky tone. "I um was... I don't know! Please don't reject me!!!" He sobbed as he crumbled to the floor. I disregarded the clawing and shouting of my wolf to wrap my arms around him.

As I brought him to my chest I felt electricity travel through my body. I heard a gasp then a small moan combined with a whimper. I started to run my hand through his hair till something hit against my hand. I pulled back and looked at him. A surprised gasp escaped my lips as I saw a white ears lying upon his head. Something moved behind him then wrapped itself around his waist.

As I stared at it, it appeared to be a white tail, both the ears and tail had a silver/white look to them. "W-What is this?" I asked in shock. "I-I.. my mom knows what is going on with me but she only told me a little of what might be wrong with me but I'm not sure if I understand." He whispered as he wiped away his tears. I brought him back into my chest and continued running my fingers through his hair. Once he seemed calmer I was finally able to concentrate on what my wolf was saying.

MATE! HEAT! READY NOW!!

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Well there it is and I hope to have another up sooner or later but I already started college and I'm not sure what my scheduling will look like but I will do my hardest to post as much as possible. Y'all know the drill by now but for those who forgot comments and votes are greatly thankful and helpful for my motivation!!

Ja ne kits!!