Barry's P.O.V
I smile at Iris and James I see those two the getting together in the future I left them alone and went to my room. I closed my eyes. And thought about Kara again. The real reason we stopped talking was because we had an argument. I pushed her away from me because I knew she was in love with James and not me. And every day I was reminded of it and finally I couldn't take it anymore.

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FlashBack
"Barry what's wrong." Kara asked

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a december
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to lose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

"Nothing." I sigh

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say

"Something is wrong with you." Kara coaxed. Then I lost it.

[Chorus:]
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

"YOU KNOW WHAT WRONG WITH ME IT'S YOU KARA YOUR IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH JAMES AND I'M TRYING TO BE HAPPY FOR YOU BUT I CAN'T. WHY IT'S BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOUR NOT GOING TO LOVE ME BACK. HEARING ABOUT YOUR LATEST DEVELOPMENTS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP YOU KNOW IT HURTS KARA TO BE REMINDED OF SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER HAVE." I YELLED.

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
But deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Cause I'm lost without you

"Barry I'm sorry."

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say

"Please just leave me alone..." my voice cracks.

[Chorus:]
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

[Bridge:]
I get kind of dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Cause I need you now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world
I would die without

[Chorus:]
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

"Okay...."