"Walking down 29th and park. I saw you in another arms, bout' 6 months we been apart... You look happier..." I say as a memory immediately hits me.

Julissa and I were walking through a park and saw Nessa with another guy.

"Logan, stop it! You're lucky I love you," Nessa says as the guy who I suppose was Logan, he was tickling her.

"I love you more," He says and pressed his lips onto hers.

My heart broke into a million pieces.
Then I realized, it was her, it was always her.
I remembered that night when we fought, before anything happened she confessed she had feelings for me but I was too occupied with Julissa to hear what she was actually saying. I was so fucking stupid. She was strong and brave enough to actually tell me how she felt and I threw it away!

"Babe.. Come on! Are you ready yet?" Julissa whined. "Stop being such a virgin!"

I closed my eyes and swallowed hard.

"I'm not feeling well," I say walkings away.

Julissa turned to see Nessa and Logan.

"That bitch has a boyfriend? How? She doesn't deserve anyone to love her! Ugh, Jaeden why are you so upset?" Julissa rolled her eyes. "FORGET ABOUT HER!"

I turned to her with sorrow and anger in my eyes.

"Don't you ever insult her again!" I yelled and ran back to her house.

I packed my stuff and head outside.
I saw Julissa pressing her lips against another guy.
It was Wyatt.
A tear slipped down my cheek.
They both looked at me, Julissa with regret and Wyatt with a confused look.

"I knew it, you're such cheater! Such a hoe! You cheated on my with my friend Wyatt! How did Wyatt even end up here? Did you pay for his flight? Wyatt was suppose to be in Los Angeles!" I exclaimed with anger and take my bag.

"Jaeden wait! No! It isn't what you think!" Julissa cried.

"You got a fucking nerve!" I shouted at her.

By this time, it was winter and I left footprints on the snow.
The sky was bright.

"Saw you walk inside a bar," I strummed the strings. "He said something to make you laugh. Saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours, yeah you look happier.. You do."

"Hey man, what are you looking at?" Wyatt asked.

We were walking inside the coffee shop but I say Nessa and Logan together.

"Come on man, let's go. You don't need to see this," Wyatt says and pulls me away.

"Let me go, I'm not a pussy," I growl and walked passed Wyatt, sitting in a chair.

"Wow, such profanity you used," Wyatt said astoniched.

"Shut up, I just want a mocha frappe." I say and put my head down.

"I don't think it's a good idea to be here Jae--"

"Shut up and get me a mocha frappe," I murmured.

"Alright, alright!" Wyatt said putting his hands up and going to the cashier.

I lift my head up more to be able to see Logan & Nessa.
Both of them laughing their heads off, both their smiles were wider than when me and her had a great laugh.
Wyatt came over with my coffee and sat down, he let out a long sigh.

"Don't worry man, you'll find someone like her."

No I won't.

"Ain't nobody hurt you, like I hurt you," I sang. "But ain't nobody love you like I do."
What verse should go after?

"Promise that I will not take it personal, baby, if you're moving on with someone new," I say as a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Hey Jaeden," Nessa says and pokes my cheek.

"Yeah?" I answered, giving her my full attention.

She snuggled into my chest and whispered,"I love you."

"I love you too, Nessa." I responded and wrapped my arms around her.

My heart began to beat faster. Woah, what the hell?

"I wonder what's going to happen in the next 3 years," She says.

"I hope we'll still hang out," I say.

"Of course, you're going to move into my apartment when I get one in Florida." She chuckled.

Aw, she wanted me in her future.
I hope we do move in together.

"What happens if I don't?" I say playfully.

"Then, bye!" She says pushing me off the bed.

"Oh you're going to get it!" I say getting and tickling her.

"Cuz baby you look happier, you do!" I strum the stings of the guitar.

Then I see a new post notification.

I was subscribed to Nessa for the longest time, I never stopped.
It was Vanessa, it was always her.
She was the one I loved, the one I've always wanted. The one I craved for all these months.

6 months.
6 fucking months, since we've talked.
And now by the looks of this notification, she's moved on.

Suddenly a flashback hit me.

"Hey Jaeden, I have to tell you something," Nessa blurted out.

I kept typing on the phone and bit my lip.

"Yeah, what's up," I say, still not taking my eyes off the screen.

"Well, I just. How do I say it?" She start. "I like you Jaeden,"

"I like you too Nessa," I chuckled and typed more. 

"Really?" She say overjoyed.

"Yeah, you're so amazing," I says.

"So, then what are we?" She asked and smile like an idiot.

"Umm, best friends," I said raising my eyebrow and smiled at the phone screen. "What else?"

She suddenly became quiet.

W-What?" She croaked.

"Mhm," I murmured and texted more. 

"Okay, you're clearly not paying attention to me," She spat and snatch the phone out of my hands.

"Hey! Give my phone back!" I argued nervously and tried to take it.

She ran down the stairs and read my  texts.

"She liked me." I say. "She felt the same way."

I get up from the chair and turn off the camera.
I paced around the room.

"Oh no I fucked up," I say as a tear rolls down my cheek. "She liked me more than just a friend, and i threw it away!"

Suddenly the door opens to the studio and Wyatt walks in.

"Yo bro, what are you still doing in the studo?" Wyatt questioned. "We're staying at a hotel, or no?"

"Sorry, I just." I started.

I looked down and wipe the tear off my cheek.

"Woah, dude are you okay?" Wyatt asked coming closer and patting my shoulder.

"I fucked up dude," I sniffed. "I fucked up."