Beomgyu didn't know where he is going. He just had to run, run from all the voices filling his head. He wanted to be free from all the people. The heavy weight in his heart gone unnoticed, I just wanted him to be better.

He could hear Taehyun's broken voice filling his head and he let his legs exhaust itself from running. The branches of the trees scratched his black hoodie, he tripped from multiple rocks, making him have bruises.

But he still ran, ran until he isn't seen by anyone. Did I do something?

Beomgyu landed on his knees, scratching it badly. He let out a cry of pain, he sat down and held his knees to his chest.

Did I even deserve everything in the first place?

Taehyun could feel something terribly wrong when Beomgyu didn't show up in practice nor when he checked in their room. He tried to keep a calm facade but every second that passes makes ir get broken piece by piece.

He could hear the managers talking among each other, that's when something caught Taehyun's attention. "I wasn't sure if it was Beomgyu, but I saw someone holding a backpack and looks like he's running away."

Beomgyu wouldn't do that, would he? Taehyun tried to shake the thoughts but when he turned around, he saw everyone's worried faces. Soobin is calling Beomgyu, over and over again. Kai is tearing up and Yeonjun is hugging the younger with the same tears pooling in his eyes.

No. He wouldn't do it. Taehyun tried to convince himself, but the more it enters his mind. The more ugly thoughts enters his mind.

His heart started beating rapidly and he knew, he just had to get out of there before his heart can't take it.

Avoiding everyone's concerned gazes and questions of worry. Taehyun walked away, head hung low and hand clutching his chest.

He couldn't breath. He ran where his mind tells him to. He ran, in hopes of finding Beomgyu.

Beomgyu didn't know what he was doing for the past few hours, he felt really numb. He stood up, wincing at the harsh pain coming from his knees and when he looked down, he could see blood staining his jeans. Soon.

It didn't made Beomgyu stop walking, his eyes settling on a river. He limped towards the river and sat down beside it. What if I just disappear from the face of the world?

He stood up again to follow where the river is flowing to, his eyes casted down on the stones crippling underneath his feet. His hands clutching on the hems of his hoodie. He looked up when he could hear the stream of the water falling, he ran at the edge and looked down on the fall.

He didn't realize he was stepping on a slippery rocks until he could feel himself fall. He tried to grip on something but before he knew it, he is about to fall on a large drop.