Takes place during the early days of Schllat's rule, late one evening...

I can't stay. I tried to live under Schlatt's rule but I just can't do it. The man was, for a lack of better words, an asshole. With no respect for the other people on this server and a drinking problem that hits way to close to home, he makes my stomach churn in disgust. And the way he looks at me, like I'm a piece of meat that he can't wait to devour. It's unsettling, terrifying even.

I don't feel safe here anymore, not that I ever did but that's not important. What is important is escaping this hell hole. I've already hid all my valuable possessions and have an escape route ready, all I need to do is pack up some tools and burn my house to the ground. Too many bad memories to hold on too (a distant scream can be heard, along with the breaking of glass and unhinged laughter). By the time the sun is up tomorrow, I'll be long gone.

I don't care anymore to stay. I'm finally freeing myself from my chains and running as far as my legs will take me. This prison of a country will no longer hold me down. I refuse to let it take anymore of the freedom I fought so hard for. I won't let it.

Niki, my darling sister, I'm so sorry to leave you behind but I can't risk taking you with me, at least not right now. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. Tommy and Will are gone, Tubbo is stuck with Schllat, Eret's with you, and Fundy..
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I don't know anymore when it comes too that boy. It hurts to think about all of you, all the memories we've shared. Both the good and the bad ones.

So, with my bag packed and the fire lit, I must leave now. With tears streaming down my cheeks and a guilty conscience, I feel the flames lick my skin and burn away my flesh slowly. I fell to the ground, feeling my 2nd life drain away as I burned to death. Leaving behind the hell that is this country and my sin stained soul.

Goodbye L'manberg, the unfinished symphony.
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