Amri's POV

I woke up in the cave in my human form i must've shifted when i was asleep. I grew in strength good as new and the wolfsbane was out of my system so i healed while i slept. I transported to my old room into my closet and grabbed old clothes from my closet and got dressed. I walked out and i saw kai.

''where have you been'' he said 

''long story but that place is shut down and there is no one left to come after you i can take you home to your baby girl'' i said and smiled and he smiled back.

''well good thing no one ever came in i kept the door locked i hope you don't mind i showered and used some clothes that were left in the drawer.

''those are my mates don't worry its okay'' i said and he nodded.

''just tell me where to go and i can transport you there'' i said and i grabbed his hand. 

He told me where he lived and i transported there. He looked up at the house and he smiled.

''thank you amri'' he said and smiled and the front door opened and i saw a women. 

''kai!'' she said and she ran towards him and hugged him. 

''amri this is my sister kendra'' kai said 

''kendra this is amri she saved my life'' kai said and smiled

''oh it is so good to meet you'' she said and she hugged me.

''pleasure is mine.

''where is she'' kai said 

''right here'' we heard and i saw a man.

''oh my god'' he said and smiled and he ran to her. 

''hi beautiful'' he said and smiled 

''well kai if you ever need anything don't be afraid to link me'' i said and he nodded

''thank you for saving my brother'' kendra said and i smiled

''i actually think it was the other way around had it not been for your brother i wouldn't have made it out of there again he made me think of something i should be fighting for and it gave me the strength to get out of there'' i said and smiled 

''be safe amri'' he said and i nodded

''you too'' i said and i transported home to mine and adam's house and i saw everyone. 

''where the hell have you been!?'' adam said and he came and hugged me. 

''we just got back from searching the area'' adam said and i sighed.

''we all need to talk'' i said and i sat down. 

''this is more important than where i have been.'' i said and i looked at them. 

''i am so sorry i lied about this'' i said 

''amri'' luke said

''it's okay'' i said and he nodded

''damon, riley, and levi'' i said 

''what about them'' andrew said

''they are alive'' i said and they gasped.

''how is that possible'' kira said 

''i felt completely powerless against everyone who came after the boys and i forgot just how strong i was in the moment. I went to levi's to drop off the boys as planned and i set off the bomb'' i said 

''what'' adam said and got up.

''i knew that the only way to get people to stop was if the boys were..'' i stopped and looked down. 

''gone'' i said 

''when i got there i told levi the plan he was on board i changed his face his eye color and his hair i got them passports to anywhere if they needed to keep moving i grabbed three bodies that were already dead from a morgue in the city that were identical to the boys and levi and i got levi and the boys out of there before i placed the bomb and then i came home.'' i said 

''what the guards found were not the boys and not levi'' i said and adam looked at me. 

''you mean to tell me my kids are alive and you refused to tell me'' he said 

''your reactions had to be real'' i said 

''if any of you knew it would have been thrown off i wanted to tell you but i knew i couldn't it was dangerous for even luke and my dad to know'' i said 

''YOU TOLD THEM AND NOT THE FATHER OF OUR KIDS'' adam growled.

''I DID WHAT I HAD TO DO TO PROTECT OUR KIDS FROM FEELING WHAT I FELT WHEN I DIED'' i yelled 

''i felt alone adam i felt cold and alone and in darkness'' i said 

''it doesn't give you the right to make me think my kids are dead'' he said 

''they are not just yours'' i said 

''they are mine as well'' i said 

''exactly ours amri and you didn't even tell me you let me go through the pain of losing them like i went through losing you amri'' he said 

''you think this was easy'' i said 

''you think me not being able to see my kids my pups that i grew attached too is something i wanted'' i said 

''I DIDN'T WANT THEM GONE ADAM BUT I NEEDED TO MAKE SURE THEY WERE SAFE SO YES I DIDN'T TELL YOU BUT IF ROLES WERE REVERSED YOU WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME THING'' i said 

''no amri i wouldn't have it's not being good parents if we both aren't helping'' he said 

''so what i did wasn't being a good mother'' i said 

''adam i'd watch your tongue'' luke said 

''she's the one who wanted them to be gone because she apparently wasn't strong enough she took my kids away without me even knowing they were still alive'' adam said 

''so yes i don't think thats a good parent'' he said 

I felt so much anger. So much hatred. In that moment all the love i had for him was over looked by anger. 

''im not a good parent'' i said and i threw him to the wall. 

''I SACRIFICED MY LIFE WHEN THEY WERE BORN I CAME BACK TO LIFE TO SAVE THEM AND MY BROTHER FROM BEING MURDERED AND YOU HAVE THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO SAY I AM NOT A FUCKING GOOD MOM'' i said and i threw him to the ground. 

''i protected them with what i could come up with in the fucking moment because you sure as hell had no idea's to keep them fucking safe'' i said and i grabbed him by his shirt and threw him against the wall. 

''you have no idea what i just went through to fucking come back to make sure everyone including your over ego insensitive ass adam and you tell me i am not a good mother'' i said and i let go.

''if i wasn't i would have killed you leaving my kids without a father for what you just said because you lost my love when the words came out of your mouth.'' i said 

''if i was a bad mother i wouldn't even be alive and i wouldn't have fought to crawl out of my fucking casket'' i said 

''i don't even know how long ive been missing for'' i said 

''and you don't even know why'' i said 

''probably seeing the boys and not letting me get the chance to'' he said 

''you wanna fucking know what i went through'' i said and i grabbed his head and i showed him my memories as he screamed from the pain of me making him feel what i felt down to my emotions and the cut of the blade that went through my stomach. When i was done i let go. 

''i was cut open like some fucking project and then i was nearly dead from what he did to me and it wasn't only me and i only saw a fragment of what other people who were there longer than i was felt'' i said 

''and now you know what the hell i went through to fucking be here and even tell you our boys were safe had i died you wouldn't have known unless luke or my father told you'' i said 

''you live with that fucking guilt of what you just told me because don't worry this not good mother will not be the luna of your pack'' i said 

''amri'' andrew said 

''no'' i said 

''im done'' i said 

''i was hurt when i met you and not only did you give vows you promised me you would never hurt me'' i said 

''i didn't mean to hurt you with not telling you where the boys were i wanted to keep them safe even if it meant not telling you and i felt horrible not telling you'' i said and i looked at my hand and took off my ring. 

''you can see the boys we can set up a schedule for when we get them but other than that don't ever come near me again or i will not be worrying about killing you and leaving my boys fatherless'' i said and i dropped my ring at his side. 

I walked up to the room and i started packing. I looked at the pictures of me and adam and i just flipped them down. I grabbed my phone and i called levi. 

Levi-hello

Amri-its safe time to come home where are you

Levi-santorini 

Amri-must be having a blast

Levi-always the boys are laughing at so much 

Amri-ill be there soon

Levi-okay see you soon

I hung up and i transported there.

Levi sent me the address of where he was staying and i transported there again. 

''hey'' i said and saw levi feeding damon. 

''hey i just put riley down i was working on damon.'' he said and smiled and i nodded. 

''i can finish'' i said and he handed me damon and i fed him.

''you alright'' he said 

I told him what happened and what happened to me. He was furious. To be very honest. I wasn't even mad anymore. I was hurt........