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1 week passed like this but nothing changed between them....preeta was teasing Karan so much and enjoying his cute facial expressions these days....

What about Karan he is happy seeing her happy but he is almost broken from inside and always crying over his faith....

He talking with her normally but only he knows how he is hiding his pain and his feelings from her....he tries to make some good distance from her knowing she has some feelings for him but he is failing in it badly whenever he sees her....

He loves to spend his time with her still he is making himself stay away from her and pulling himself more in the work because if thinks she will gets attached to him if he spends more time with her....

And what if she gets to know about her feelings.....he can't keep her with him knowing she is not safe around him....he has to let her go when her dad comes and it's doesn't matter if it is hard from him as her safety is most important to him.....

If she gets more attached to him then it will gets difficult for her to go away from him he thinks....so for that only he is trying to keep her away from him as much as possible.....but he himself is not able to stay away from her.....

It's another morning preeta wakes up and straches her arms lazily....she looks at her side but didn't find Karan beside her.....

She confusingly sats on the bed and pouts looking around....

Preeta- yeh Karan kaha chale Gaye....(looks at the watch) 9 baaj rahe hain Roj tho kamre main he hote hain....

She gets up from the bed and looks in the bathroom but he was not there also....she scratches her nose cutely....

Preeta- huh....chale Gaye lagta hain apna vho mafia vala kaam karne.....main tho ready hoon jati hoon thodi Der main tho aa he jayenge vho.....muzhe college bhi tho jana hain main ready hoon jati hoon....

She goes in the bathroom and takes one quick shower as she is getting late....she comes out and gets ready in one top and jeans....

She sets her hairs perfect and then do minimum make up.....she glance her self last time in the mirror and moves down....

She sees yash who is sitting on the sofa with gloomy face she gets confuse and moves to him....

Preeta- Yash bhai....kya hua....aap aise sad kyu lag rahe hoon.....(he sees her)

Yash(mind)- kya isein bata du Karan ke baare main....

Preeta- Yash bhai....bhai....(he sees her and stands up) kaha khoye hue hain aap....

Yash- are nahi kuch nahi....tum hoon gayi ready college keliye....(she nodded) tho chalo kuch khaa lo.....

Preeta- bhai khaa leti lekin aaj itna late uthi hoon na ke aaj mere professor meri band Baja denge....Roj tho karan utha dete hain lekin aaj tho vho kamre main bhi nahi dikhe subha sein apko Pata hain vho kaha hain.....(listening her Yash gets worried but didn't showed on the face)

Yash- kuch kaam aa gaya hoga usein....lekin tum kyu aise bina khaye jaa rahi hoon....Karan ko pata chala na tho vho tumhe Daat laga dega....kuch khake tho jao....

Preeta- bhai sacchi main khaa leti lekin time he nahi hain....vaise aap udaas kyu the thodi Der pehle.....

Yash- main udaas nahi...nahi tho tumhe galat laga hoga....just kuch soch raha tha....(she nodded)

Preeta- accha thik hain....main chalti hoon main aa jaungi dupher tak aaj itne lecture nahi hain....main aati hoon Haan.....(he nodded and she leaves)

Yash- Karan tu thik hain na....I know aaj ke din tu thik nahi hota....lekin is baar sirf yahi ek dard nahi hain tere andar....tu phele he itna takleef main hain aur upar sein yeh aaj ka din....tu aaj zaldi Ghar bhi nahi aane vala pata nahi main preeta ko kya bolne vala hoon jab vho Ghar ayegi....(he says tensely)

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It's 1pm in the afternoon now....preeta is sitting in their room being irritated as from the morning she didn't see him for once....

Preeta- aise bhi kya busy hain vho ke Ghar bhi nahi aye abhi tak....(she sees his photo on night stand and takes it) kaha hoon aap Karan Kab tak aaoge.....

She waited for another half an hour and now it's getting difficult for her wait more.....she moves out from the room and headed towards Yash room....

Preeta- Yash bhai.....(he sees her)

Yash- kya hua preeta.....aao na andar....

Preeta- Karan kaha hain bhai....nahi vho mere calls ka answer de rahe hain aur nahi vho abhi tak Ghar aye hain....apko tho pata hoga na vho kaha hain.....(Yash sees her)

Yash- preeta muzhe Pata hain vho kaha hain....lekin main tumhe nahi Bata sakta....Karan ko pasand nahi aaj ke din kisi sein milna ya baat karna.....vho aaj ke din akele rehna he pasand karta hain....(she gets confuse)

Preeta- aaj ke din....kya hain aisa aaj ke din.....

Yash- preeta yeh baat Karan sein Judi hain.....aur yeh main tumhe nahi Bata sakta....yeh tumhe Karan khudh bataye tho accha hoga....

Preeta- bhai koi tension ke baat hain kya....Karan subha sein Ghar par nahi hain.....aap ke avaaj bhi aisi sound kar rahi hain muzhe tension hoon rahi hain....(she ask worriedly)

Yash- preeta I know lekin....main....(she cuts him)

Preeta- please bhai agar Karan kisi takleef main tho aap please muzhe Bata dijiye....shyad unki takleef main kaam kar Pau....

Yash(mind)- agar maine preeta ko Karan ka pata Bata diya aur agar Karan ne uspar apna gussa nikal diya tho aaj ke din vho jitna dukhi hota hain utna he uske andar gusse ke aag bhi hoti hain.....kya muzhe usein Bata na chaiye....(he sees preeta who is waiting for her answer her eyes only showing him the worry she has for karan)

Preeta- bhai please I am requesting you please Bata dijiye Karan kaha hain.....

Yash- thik hain main Bata ta hoon kaha hain vho.....(he tells her his address) Preeta tum driver ke saath ja sakti hoon vho tumhe chod dega....lekin please dhyaan sein.....(she nodded thankfully and leaves)

Yash sits on the bed being tense but knowing she is going to him he is relaxed little bit....

Yash- shyad jho dard tere andar itne Salo sein hain uski dawa preeta Baan jaye....jho dard tu dusro sein batana nahi chata shyad tu usein keh de....I think uska tere saath Hona tere dard ko kaam kare....maine kuch galat nahi Kiya usein tere pass bhej kar.....sirf vahi hain jho tuzhe aaj Sambhal payegi.....tere dard main Teri humdard Baan payegi....

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Screen sifts to preeta she stops the car in one of hilly side....this place is little bit far from the city....she steps out from the car and ask driver to go home she will come with Karan....he leaves....

She looks around and find on one around that place is full of trees and there is so much greenery around that place which is so soothing to eye sight....

She smiles softly and sees Karan's car and then moves to find him.....she walks little bit ahead and sees him standing at the lake side alone he was just starting at the lake with blank face.....

She slowly moves towards him and stands behind him....he looks around feeling something.....he starts looking here and there as he feels her presence around him.....

Karan- aisa kyu laga jaisein preeta hain yaha.....lekin vho yaha kaise hoon sakti hain....

Preeta- aap muzhe dhundh rahe hoon....(he listens her voice and turns around he is surprised to see her there)

She moves towards him and stands infront of him.....

Karan- tum yaha....tumhe kisne kaha ke main yaha hoon.....(ask her sternly)

Preeta- pehle tho aap muzhsein aise baat nahi kar sakte samjhe aap....aap kya muzhe aise looks de rahe hain Haan gussa tho muzhe aapsein hona chaiye....kaha hain aap subha sein Haan....Pata hain main kitni tension hoon subha sein.....apko kaise Pata hoga Haan apko tho meri kuch padi he nahi hain.....hain na.....(hits his chest he stumbles little back)

Karan- see preeta jaisein yaha ayi hoon vaise he yaha sein chali jao....muzhe tumhe kuch nahi batana....so just go and leave me alone....(says calmly)

Preeta- kyu....kyu nahi Bata na apko....aapko main sab kuch Bata ti hoon na....kabhi kuch nahi chapati aapsein tho aap kyu muzhsein apna dard chupate hain.....kyu nahi batate muzhe.....kya aap muzhe apna nahi mante....Haan kyuki agar mante tho muzhe batate muzhsein share karte lekin nahi app ne nahi Kiya bas yaha chale aye.....

Karan- for god sake preeta please jao yaha sein nahi karni muzhe koi Bata abhi please.....main already bhaut gussein main hoon kahi aisa na hoon ke main gusse main tumsein kuch galat bol duo jho tum sunn na pao....so please jao.....(turns to other side)

Preeta(turns him towards her angrily)-gussa karna hain apko tho kar lijiye.....datana Hain tho Daat lijiye lekin atleast Bata tho dijiye ke baat kya hain karan kyu aap itne pareshan hain.....(cups his face tensely)

Karan- main pareshan nahi hoon suna liya.....(slides her hands) now go please....

Preeta- nahi jaungi tab tak nahi jaungi jab tak aap muzhe Bata nahi dete.....

Karan(moves towards her angrily she moves back)- kya jana hain tumhe aur kyu jana hain Haan.....ek baar kaha na nahi batana muzhe kuch tho samjha nahi aata....why you are testing my patience....

Preeta- Karan because I care for you....chinta hain muzhe apki nahi dekh sakti main apko aise.....kyu nahi samjha sakte aap.....(she holds his hand)

Karan- maat karo meri chinta....maine nahi kaha tumhe ke meri chinta karo....(takes steps towards her being frustrated and she moves back she is standing at edge of the lake and he didn't noticed it) suna tumne....now just go and leave me alone....

he jerks her hand away angrily and turns away she gets little push and her legs twisted little....

Preeta- ahhh Karan.....(he turns around sees her who is about to fall)

He tries hold her hand but she falls inside the lake....he gets worried and he sits down trying hard to hold her hand....

Karan- preeta....preeta haath doo....preeta......(tears brims in his eyes)

Preeta- Karan....uhhh uhhh....(coughs as water goes in her eyes and mouth) muzhe Tehrana na...nahi aata....

He gets worried seeing her who is drowing inside the water so he jumped inside and pulls her up and holds her tightly and gives her support.....

He takes back her all hairs and rubs her back as she is coughing badly as the water goes in her nose and mouth Making her breath uneven...

Karan- saas lo preeta....saas lo....(he rubs her back and she keeps her head on his shoulder breathing heavily)

He takes her out slowly and sits there taking her in his embarce....she is still coughing little....

Karan- I am sorry pata nahi kaise....mera dhyaan nahi tha.....I am sorry.....(tears starts brimming in his eyes)

Preeta- abh aap kyu meri chinta kar rahe hoon Haan.....maat karo meri chinta agar aap muzhe kuch mante he nahi tho....apko farak nahi padna chaiye is baat sein ke main jeeu ya Maa....(he keeps his hand on her mouth and nodded in no)

Karan- please aise maat bolo....please....(he hugs her and cries holding her tightly) please kabhi muzhsein dur Jane ke baat maat karna main...main tumsein dur nahi reh sakta....

Preeta- kyu....kyu nahi reh sakte aap muzhsein dur Haan....(she breaks the hug and makes him face her)

Karan(he adverts his gaze)- tum thik hoon na....utho vaha betho....(makes her stand carefully)

He makes her sits on the bench and he himself sits beside her....

Preeta- apne kaha nahi kyu nahi reh sakte aap muzhsein dur....boliye....

Karan- vho bas maine kehne keliye keh diya us vakat mere muf sein nikal gaya...tum uske baare main itna maat socho.....

Preeta- accha thik yeh nahi batana na apko tho thik hain yeh he Bata dijiye ke aaj aap subha sein Ghar sein gayab kyu hain aur aap yaha kyu ayein hain.....Yash bhai ne kaha aaj ke din aap bhaut dukhi hote hain.....kisi sein milna julna pasand nahi karte kya aap Bata sakte hain karan aisa kyu....muzhe jana hain aisi kya baat hain jho aapko dard de rahi hain.....kya baat hain jho apko khul kar jeene sein rok rahi hain.....aur apko batana hoga.....apko meri kasam hain......(he looks at her shockingly) muzhe Pata hain aap meri kasam nahi todenge....

Karan- preeta yeh kasam vagera....(she cuts him)

Preeta- agar aap ko nahi batana tho tod dijiye yeh kasam....jyada sein jyada kya hoga main.....(he cuts her)

Karan- nahi ruko....maat bolo aisa kuch main Bata ta hoon sab....

He closes his eyes and takes deep breath....tears rolls down from his eyes remembering his past....she sees this and moves closer to him and holds his hands in hers...

He opens his eyes and looks into her eyes....he smiles tearfuly and looks forward and starts telling her his past which always hunting him and not letting him to leave peacefully....most painful days of his life his childhood....

Karan- tumhe tho pata hoga na Har kisiko apna baccha pan kitna pyaara hota hain....sab ko lagta hain ke vho vapas sein vho pal jiye jho unhone bade hone ke baad jine nahi milte....lekin mere liye mera baccha pan vaise nahi tha....jho sabko pyaara hain usein muzhe sabsein jyada daar lagta hain.....jisme sabki acchi aur pyaari yaadein Judi hui hain vaha mere pass mere bachpan ke yaadon main dard takleef aur aasuo ke alawa kuch nahi tha.....(he sees her who is looking at her with moist eyes)

He is getting emotional even to tell her about his past....as each and every memory is haming on his mind like Hamer.....it's still fresh in his mind and still gives him the same pain.....

Karan- tumhe Pata hain maine na apne mumma papa sein bhaut pyaar karta tha....vho log bhi muzhsein karte the....lekin ek time aisa Aya tab muzhe Pata chala ke unka pyaar tho sirf kehne keliye tha.....jho kuch bhi main unke liye mehsus karta uski aur meri unhone kabhi kadar ke he nahi.....(tears were flowing from his eyes without any break)

She clutches his hands in hers as she can't able to see the pain of him....his eyes were having tears and his voice is cracking in middle.....

Karan- pehle tho sab thik chal raha tha....fir dheere dheere Pata nahi kaise sab bigadne laga....mom aur dad main jhagde hone lage......chota tha tho kuch samjha nahi pata tha....papa ke gussein sein daar jata aur kone main chupkar mom ko dekhta.....vho roti thi....ek din main unke pass gaya Tha unko rota dekh chup karane.....lekin unhone muzhe he thapad maar diya tha us din....muzhe laga mom tense hain dukhi hain kya hota hain agar unhone maar diya tho.....main rote rote unke piche bhi gaya Tha....lekin unhone meri ek avaaj nahi Suni.....

Flashback...

Screen shows the nearly 8 to 9 years old Karan crying standing at the door pleading to his mother to open the door....

Karan- mumma door kholo na....mumma muzhe aapke pass Ana Hain....aap ro kyu rahe hoon mumma....kholo na darwaja.....

Anchal- dekh jaa yaha sein mera dimag pehle sein kharab hain aur kharab maat kar....jaa aur Jake apne papa ke saath reh....kyuki hain tho unhi ka khoon na.....dhoka tho Teri Nass Nass main bhara hoga....

Karan- mumma aap kya bol rahe hoon....mumma kholo na door....mumma.....(he cries)

Anchal(opens the door)- samjha nahi aata tuzhe ek baar bola na ke nahi baat Karni.....jaa yaha sein.....(pushes him and close the door)

Karan sits on the floor with tears he clutches his knees close to him and cries....

Karan- mumma tho karan sein pyaar karti hain na tho vho door kyu nahi khol rahi....mumma door kyu nahi khol rahi....(he cries whole night sitting near the door)

Flashback end....

Karan sobs remembering that time of his life....preeta moves closer to him and hugs him rubbing his back to calm him....he hugs her back and cries in her embarce.....

Karan- muzhe laga ke sab thik hoga....lekin kuch thik nahi hua....ek din mom Ghar chodkar jaa rahi thi....papa ne unhe nahi roka....maine mumma ko rokne ke koshish ke unsein kaha ke muzhe bhi apne saath le chalo papa ko mana ne ke koshish lekin koi nahi mana.....

Flashback....

Karan- papa mumma ko roko na....mumma maat jao na mumma....(holds her saari pallu) mumma Karan bhi apke saath ayega....

Anchal- main tuzhe leke jau....kabhi nahi bhoj Sambhal ne ke aadat nahi hain muzhe....Tera yeh baap hain na yeh Sambhal lega tuzhe....(snatches her sarri pallu angrily)

Mukesh- Tera beta hain isein tu he Sambhal main free nahi beta isein Sambhal ne keliye....saar par koi musibat nahi chaiye muzhe....jaate jaate isein bhi leke jaa apne saath aur fir kabhi muzhe tum dono apni Shakal maat dikhana na.....(he says angrily)

Karan- mumma Karan ko apke saath aana hain....Karan ko mumma chaiye....please mumma....please mumma....(but she didn't gets affected after his so much pleading and tears)

Anchal- bhaut Shauk hain na aane ka chal leke chalti hoon....fir kabhi nahi bolega ke mumma chaiye....(holds his hands and drags him out and leaves the house)

Flashback end....

Karan- mom muzhe apne saath lekar Ghar sein nikal gayi....muzhe laga ke main mumma ke saath khush rahunga...papa sein tho main pehle sein bhaut darta tha....isliye us din bhi unka gussa dekh ke daar gaya aur mom ke saath chala gaya...lekin tab muzhe nahi pata tha ke vho din vho ek raat meri zindagi main humesha humesha keliye andhere bikher degi....(he cries making her shoulder all wet by now with his tears)

Preeta- Karan shhh....shhh main hoon yaha apke saath....agar aapko jyada takleef hoon rahi hain tho aap maat bolo....shaant hoon jao.....(creases his back smoothingly)

Karan(breaks the hug)- nahi preeta muzhe bolna hain...shyad fir kabhi na bol Pau...kyuki himmat nahi hoti us din ko yaad karne ke.....aaj ke din ko yaad karne ke....Haan yahi din yeh vahi din hain jisne muzhsein sab kuch chin liya....meri khushi mera vishawas sab kuch.....koi Maa apne sage bete ke saath aisa Kaise kar sakti hain....kaise vho apne sage bete ko dukh ke daldal main dhakel sakti hain.....

Flashback...

Anchal comes with Karan on the old road which is not crowded with people's....there is hardly anyone who is passing from there....

Insects are making creepy sound and road is surrounded with the lots off trees on the both sides....there is no lights around.....it's time of the late night....

Karan- mumma hum kaha aye hain....yaha koi kyu nahi hain....(Anchal ignored his question and keeps walking)

She stops at a one point and makes Karan stand near the tree....

Anchal- sunn tu yaha khada reh...main aati hoon.....(she is about to leave when Karan holds her sarri)

Karan- mumma aap papa ke pass jaa rahi hoon....(he ask innocently)

Anchal gets angry but thought to control on her anger....

Anchal- main kyu us insaan ke pass jaungi Haan....tu reh yaha....main aati hoon....

Karan- aap tho papa sein pyaar karti hoon na....tho aapne unsein jhagda kyu Kiya....abh kya aap dono kabhi baat nahi karenge....apko Pata hain main jab bhi apne dost ke saath jhagda karta hoon na tho usein sorry bol deta hoon aur hum fir dost Baan jate hain....aap aur papa bhi ek dusre ko sorry bol Dena aur batti kar Lena....(he smiles showing his dimples)

Anchal- tuzhe kya lagta hain yeh rishte aise chalte hain....yeh rishte kuch nahi hote....sirf ek dhoka hota hain....koi kisi ka nahi hota sab apne Matlab keliye jeete hain Matlab Khatam tho us insaan ke ehmiyaat bhi khatam hoon jati hain.....yeh pyaar vagera tho sab khokali baatein hain jho yeh movies main fantasies karke dikhayi jati hain....lekin asliyaat tho yahi hain....ke yeh rishte kuch nahi hote....yeh pyaar kuch nahi hota....logo ko sirf paiso sein Matlab hota hain.....paise keliye tho koi bhi rishta Beek jata hain.....

Karan was standing there cluelessly as he didn't understand anything as he was to small to understand the meaning of her words.....

Karan- mumma aap kya bol rahe hoon....(scratches his head)

Anchal- kuch nahi....tu reh yaha muzhe kuch kaam hain vho Pura karna hain yaha ek uncle ayenge vho tuzhe apne saath le jayenge....tho unsein bina kuch bole unke saath jana maine tumhe vaha he milungi....

Karan- mumma aap maat jao na dekho na yaha Andhera hain muzhe daar lagta hain....muzhe bhi apne saath le jao na....

Anchal- Karan zid maat kar samjha...(she says angrily but again calm herself) tu mera accha beta hain na...mumma ke sarri baatein manta hain na tho yeh bhi Maan le....fir tho tuzhe mere saath he rehna hain na....Maan ja na....

Karan looks at her and nodded slowly with tears....she smiles forcefully and patted his cheeks....

Karan- aap muzhe vaha milengi na....(she just nodded and then leaves Karan sees her going)

He looks around fearfuly as there was dark around....he stands nearby tree and waited for that man which his mother told him for nearly half an hour....

One man comes there on bike and moves to karan....Karan sees him but didn't said anything....

Raghu- chal main tuzhe lene Aya hoon....

Karan- aap kon hain....main apko nahi janta....

Raghu- par Teri Maa tho muzhe janti hain....unhone ne he bheja hain muzhe....

Karan- apko mumma ne bheja hain....aap muzhe mumma ke pass leke Jane keliye aye hoon....(he nodded irritatingly) tho chalo na....

Raghu- tho chal....(he takes him on his bike and leaves)

Flashback end....

Karan- main khush tha....ke main apni mom sein milne vala hoon....lekin muzhe nahi pata tha ke us din meri saari khushiyaan pal main Chin jaane vali hain....vho aadmi muzhe ek bar main lekar gaya.....main vaha bhaut Der behta mom ka wait Kiya lekin vho nahi ayi....fir thode time baad vho aadmi Aya aur usne muzhsein jho kaha us sein meri duniya pal main bikhar gayi....mom jaa chuki thi muzhsein dur muzhe chod kar.....unhone muzhe us bar ke Malik ko 1 coror main bech diya....(preeta looks at him shockingly with tears) unhone paise keliye muzhe bech diya....apne sage bete ko jho sirf 6 saal ka tha....vho aisa Kaise kar sakti thi preeta kya kabhi unhone muzhesin thoda sa bhi pyaar nahi Kiya tha....maine tho unka apna beta tha na....tumhe Pata hain jab us aadmi ne muzhe yeh baat boli thi na maine tab bhi nahi mana tha....muzhe yakeen tha ke mom ayengi mere liye ayengi.....lekin main galat sabit hoon gaya....ek Maa ne paiso keliye apne bete ko bech diya....Maa ka pyaar tho selfless hota hain na....sab kehte hain....main suna bhi hain lekin meri Maa tho selfish nikali.....unhone tho mera he Sauda kar diya.....(he cries badly)

Flashback....

Karan was sitting at the corner of the bar putting hand on his nose as the bad smell of the alcohol hits his nostrils....

Raghu comes there and sees karan angrily....

Raghu- tuzhe yaha raja ke thrah bethne ko nahi laya hoon maine...kaam kar nahi tho muzhesin bura koi nahi hoga....tere liye 1 coror diye hain isliye nahi ke tu betha reh....

Karan- uncle par meri mumma....vho abhi tak kyu nahi ayi...Karan ko unke pass jana hain usein yaha nahi rehna.....(he cries when one tight slap landed on his face he holds his cheeks tearfuly)

Raghu- aeee....(holds his mouth tightly in his hold making him cry in pain) ek baar samjha nahi Ata yeh kya ghadi ghadi mumma mumma ke raat laga kar betha hain....vho nahi ane vali yaha.....samjha nahi aata chali gayi vho tuzhe bech aur muzhsein acchi khassi rakam bhi le hain Teri Maa....tho abh yeh apna rona dhona band Kar aur chal....kaam par dhyaan de chal.....ae leke jao re isein.....(he shouts at his man)

They takes Karan with them and makes him do work...they are making him wash the plates and glass of wine Karan didn't liked the smell of it at all still he was doing it his eyes were full of tears and he is sobbing silently.....

Flashback end...

Karan- tumhe Pata hain vho log muzhe choti choti baato par marte the....pehle pehle darru ke smell sein ulti aati thi lekin baad Main aadat hoon gayi....vaha main 2 mahine keliye tha....Roj raat ko rota tha....vho log khana bhi thik sein nahi dete the....jho subha ka Bach jata tha vho muzhe thama dete the....agar main kuch bolu yah vho khane sein mana karu tho muzhe dubara marte the....tho maine fir kabhi unsein kuch nahi kaha chup chap vho sab karta tha jho vho log muzhe karne ko kehte the.....daar sa lagne laga tha....mom ke bhaut yaad aati thi....unke pass Jane ka Maan karta tha....par vho aati he nahi thi....

Preeta hugs him tightly not able to bear the pain of him.....his voice his tears are showing pure pain which he suffered in his childhood.....she is not strong enough to see him like this....she always sees him throwing attitude and little bit naughty but now he is all broken infront of her....his broken state and his tears are breaking her heart apart in million pieces.....

Karan- us din sein mera sab par sein bharosa utha gaya.....pyaar par sein bhagwan par sein sabsein....daar lagne laga kisi sein bhi pyaar karne sein kisi ko apna Maan ne sein....pal pal yahi daar sata ta tha ke agar kisi sein pyaar karunga kisi par vishawas karunga tho sirf dhoka milega.....tab mom ke vho baat yaad ayi jho unhone Jane sein pehle kahi thi....ke pyaar tho sirf ek mayazaal hota hain....koi kisi sein pyaar nahi karta yeh tho sirf humara ek veham hota hain asaal main tho insaan apke saath sirf tab tak hota hain jab tak us insaan ke usein jarurat hoon...jab kaam hoon jaye tho na vho insaan yaad aata hain uske saath jho Rishta hota hain vho yaad aata hain.....

Paise bhi kya chiz hain na....logo sein kya kya Kara deta hain.....dekho na is duniya main sabsein uncha mana jata hain Maa ke rishte ko.....lekin meri Maa ne tho usi rishte ke izzaat nahi ke....us rishte par is duniya ke sabsein pak rishte par kalik phoch di....main bhi mane laag gaya ke yeh pyaar aur rishte kuch nahi hote jho hota hain vho sirf paisa hota hain.....aur manta bhi kyu na akhir meri sari Maa ne muzhe paise keliye bech diya....Maa ke rishte ko Neelam kar diya.....agar is duniya main ek maa apne bete sein pyaar nahi nibha sakti tho baki duniya tho kya he nibhayegi......tabsein muzhe Nafrat hone lagi in sab chizo sein.....unhone mere andar itni Nafrat bhar dii ke maine isme khud ko kho diya.....Andhera kar diya unhone meri zindagi main aur yeh andhera aaj bhi hain.....(he says bitterly)

Vaha 2 mahina rehne ke baad ek din muzhe yash ke papa apne saath lekar chale aye unke ghar....unhone muzhe ek nayi zindagi di....apne bete jaisa pyaar kiya halaki vho jyada humare saath nahi rhete the lekin kabhi kabhi aate the milne....fir bade hone ke baad main unhe unke kaam main help karne laga....socha agar vho mere liye itna kar rahe hain tho main yeh tho unke liye kar he sakta hoon na....fir dheere dheere us zindagi ke aadat hoon gayi.....vho gun meri zindagi ka hiss baan gayii.....jho karan dara sehma rehta tha usein puri duniya darne lagi maine tab he thaan liya tha abh kisi par vishawas nahi karunga....jho dhoka dega usein usi pal khatam kar dunga taki aage jake vho dubara dhoka na de......kisi par daya nahi khayi....nahi kisi keliye kabhi kuch accha socha......

Preeta looks upto him who is looking at her with tears.....she cups his face and wipes his tears kissing his forehead softly.....he holds her hands which is cupping his face and cries......

Karan- Abh tho muzhe lage laga hain ke main shapit hoon....(she nodded in no with tears) kaise nahi hoon preeta agar main shapit nahi hoon tho kyu muzhe bhagwan ne aisa rakha....kyu unhone muzhesin mera sab kuch chin liya....tum Mano ya na Mano I am cursed of love....unhone muzhe pyaar keliye banaya he nahi.....meri lakeero main pyaar ke lakeer banayi he nahi....agar hoti tho aaj main akela nahi hota....aise tut bikhara nahi hota.....mere kismat main pyaar nahi likha yahi meri zindagi ke hakekaat hain.....na main kisi sein pyaar karne keliye Bana hoon aur nahi koi muzhsein pyaar karne keliye Bana hain......(he says brokenly as he remembers that he can't tells her his feelings he can't keeps her with him forever)

Preeta- kisne kaha Karan aap pyaar keliye nahi bane.....pyaar sabke liye hota Hain.....har ek insaan ko pyaar karne pyaar ko pane ka pyaar main jeene ka haq hota hain.....sab ke kismat main pyaar likha hain karan......

Karan- sab ki kismat main hoga lekin meri kismat main nahi hain.....unhone likha he nahi.....unhone meri kismat main sirf Andhera likha hain akelapaan likha hain.....bas aur kuch nahi.....(he turns to the other side and looks at the lake with tearfull eyes)

Preeta looks at him with teary eyes....his pain is aching to her heart that to with another extend which no one can know.....she is feeling like someone is stabing her heart seeing him in pain.....

Preeta wipes her tears and and keeps her hand on his shoulder.....he didn't turned but sobbed feeling pain in his chest which was eating him alive from childhood but now it's little bit better as he shared his pain with her.....he is feeling relaxed after disclosing thr truth......

Preeta- aur agar main kahu ke apki kismat main bhi us upar vale ne pyaar likha hain tho.....(he turns to her little tears slipping from his eyes she holds his hand) agar main kahu ke upar vale ne apki haatho ke lakeero main pyaar ke lakeer banayi hain aur un lakeero par Mera naam likha hain tho.....(he looks at her shockingly) aise maat dekhiye muzhe main Sach keh rahi hoon Karan apki kismat main apki lakeero main apke dil main apki har ek dhadkaan main mera naam likha hain yeh baat muzhe apki ankoh ne tho bhaut pehle he keh de hain.....aur mere main apka....I love you Karan....I love you pyaar hoon gaya hain muzhe aapsein.....I love you.....

She hugs him tightly and he is utterly shock and he didn't even process what she just said to him....is his ears are working all right is she really said she loves him.....yes she is she said she loves him.....

Karan is happy to know that she loves him.....but he is scared also but feeling her in his embarce he forgets everything he just wants to hug her tightly pulling her into him as much as possible and he did so....

He wrapped his hands around her and pulls her into his embarce completely hidding her in his embarce.....soft smile is playing on their lips are showing how much happy they are.....

Karan is smiling his eyes were close and he was drown in another world of sukoon.....but his smiling face turned into scared one as the past event which happened with preeta somedays back flashes infront of his eyes he opened his eyes with jerk.....

He sees preeta who is still hugging him tightly he departs from her unwantedly.....preeta looks at him with small smile.....

Preeta- Karan....(he cuted her)

Karan- yeh kya pyaar pyaar laga rakha hain preeta.....maine abhi tumsein kaha na main pyaar keliye nahi bana....tho maat karo muzhsein pyaar maat karo apni zindagi ko barbaad muzh jaise insaan sein pyaar karke.....tumhe tho koi bhi mil jayega tumsein tho koi bhi pyaar kar lega....(he looks at her emotionally feeling pain in his heart while saying this)tho please apna yeh pyaar muzh jaise insaan par waste maat karo jisein pyaar ka Matlab tak nahi pata....maat karo muzhsein pyaar.....maat....(she cuted him)

Preeta- abh tho kar liya maine apsein pyaar.....dediya maine apna dil apko aur apko yeh kisne kaha Haan ke apka pyaar meri zindagi barbaad kar dega Haan.....Karan pyaar kuch barbaad nahi karta balki zindagi ko abaad karta hain usein khushiyo sein bhar deta hain ek meethas Ghul jati hain rishte main agar us rishte main pyaar hoon tho.....(she says with soft emotional smile he stands up from there and moves to other side)

Karan- yeh bas kehne ke baat hain preeta.....kal kya hota hain kisi ko nahi pata.....aur main nahi chata ke meri vajha sein meri berang zindagi ke vajha sein tumhari zindagi main Andhera hoon.....don't love me because I am not worth of it.....jaan leta hoon main preeta aur jho insaan jaan leta ha hain uspe tum apni yeh kimtee zindagi barbaad maat karo muzhe pyaar karke.....(he didn't even sees into her eyes and keep looking at other side as he knows if he would look into her those eyes he definitely not able to control his feelings)

He turns after some minutes as he didn't hear any response from her and gets shocked.....

दर्द मै वो था आंसू मेरी ऑंखो से बहनै लगे....
उसका हर गम हर तकलीफ मुझे अपना सा लगे....
ये दिल मेरा धीरे-धीरे उसकी और बढने लगे....

End with the chapter.....

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