"that lovely face sets

off a fire inside me that

isn't ever supposed to burn."

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"Evan." Jonathan said cheerfully as he entered the living room where his lover sat, watching a random show that was on.

"Yeah Jonny?" Evan replied with Jonathan's nickname which usually ticked the smaller boy off but he was in too good of a mood to let that bother him.

"Brock and Brian invited us out for a double date at the movies! It's tomorrow night and they were thinking about Doctor Strange."

"Why not? I've heard good things about it."

"Cool! I'll tell them we'll meet them there."

"Okay." Evan said as Jon moved around Evan then sat down right next to his body, leaning on his shoulder.

"You doing good? You seem a bit out of it."

Curse Jonathan for knowing him so well.

"Just starting to feel a little under the weather, y'know?" Evan faked, rubbing circles on Jonathan's shoulder.

"Aw, I'm sorry to hear that babe, do you want me to run out to get medecine for you?" Jonathan asked, leaning more into his boyfriend.

"If you could, that would be so amazing Jon." Evan praised his boyfriend.

"Got it." Jonathan jumped up and kissed the top of his boyfriend's nose, making Evan's heart flutter at this contact.

Evan was quick to wrap his arm around his boyfriend's neck, then push himself up so their lips met. Jonathan deepened the kiss and as soon as Evan was getting more into it, Jonathan pulled away and began to snicker.

"Sorry babe but I don't want to get sick. I got work tomorrow and you need your medicine." Jonathan snickered as Evan pouted.

The two said their goodbyes and as soon as the front door shut, Evan's phone beeped. The man was quick to lean over and pick it up, seeing it was from Tyler.

tyler: you available tonight?

Evan was about to type no but thinking about it more, was he able to get out of it? Well, that would mean lying to some of his closest friends and his fucking boyfriend. Then again, it was Tyler. Tyler was his drug and Evan, was of course the addict. Though, Tyler wasn't a free or satisfying drug. Sure, Evan would feel pleasure for a bit, just like with most drugs, but so much guilt and regret came with it. Even if one day that guilt and regret weighed more than anything, would Evan really be okay with giving it up?

evan: maybe, i can check. ill update you asap

tyler: cool

Evan switched from Tyler's contact to Jonathan's and messaged him, asking if it was okay if he bailed on tonight. He felt terrible, but he started feeling butterflies at the thought of seeing and being able to touch Tyler again. His body and mind needed to feel Tyler's body and just feel the pleasure that only Tyler could give him.

Jonathan had said sure, but he was still going. Evan told him to give him updates (especially on when they were leaving, though Evan didn't have to worry much because the theaters they were going to was almost an hour away.) and Jonathan agreed, saying that it's Evan's fault if Jonathan happens to spoil anything.

evan: tonight is on, my place?

tyler: sounds good, just send me the address

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As much as Evan was anticipating the knock on the door, it still gave him a jumping when it did happen. Evan rushed to the door, opening it to reveal Tyler. Evan was quick to pull in the tall man before pulling him down by his collar of his jacket and kissing him. Tyler moaned into the kiss, deepening it as he pushed Evan against the wall, one of his hands roaming up and down Evan's thigh as the other was placed softly against Evan's cheek. As they pulled away from the kiss, looking into each other's eyes knowing that it would only get more sexual as the minutes passed, Evan only had one thought.

He needed Tyler.