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Nandani POV

"I have all the right to apply the Haldi to the would-be Queen of Suryagarh,"

He muttered in a slow voice and I felt his hand applying the cold paste against my cheeks.

Tears collected in my eyes with the touch and I lowered my gaze.

"Hum to aapke naam ki Haldi or Mehndi lagane ko Taiyaar the na, Rudra. Aana tha to chale kyu gaye. Or chale gae to kyu laut aaye?"

"I was ready to apply the Haldi and henna for you, If you wanted to come then why did you leave? And, if you wanted to leave why did you come back?"

He inhaled a deep breath and applied it to my other cheek.

"Ye kiske nam ki hai Nandani?"

"And to whom does this one belongs?"

He asked and I lifted my gaze to look into intense eyes. Hearing what he said, I felt goosebumps all over my body.

"You can fool everyone but cannot fool yourself. You can play a good princess for the world outside but deep down you know to whom you belong,"

He exclaimed and I sat frozen listening to him.

His words had suddenly blocked my thoughts travelling outside the well of him, us and this moment.

His fingers moved from my cheek to my neck and I could feel my lashes start feeling heavy with the touch.

I inhaled a deep breath closing my eyes when I felt his fingers raking over my collarbones.

"Rudra, this is so wrong, you cannot touch me... please, I am someone's bride, it is my wedding in two days,"

I opened my eyes to look at him and I blinked nervously when I felt his face leaning into the other side of my neck.

I shivered insanely when I felt his lips in the corner of my neck. He sucked me slowly and I felt his wet and warm tongue on the side of my neck.

"Rudra, please... this is wrong, please,"

I begged him almost but my body was behaving otherwise. He was so close to me, that I could feel my nipples getting erect with his touch.

My head falls sidewards and my lips parted to moan when I felt his other hand lowering my blouse from the shoulder and he applied the paste on the other side of my collarbones.

While on this side, he was deepening his kiss on my neck, his lips sucked my skin slowly and I shivered under the touch. It felt so intense and sparkling that I could feel goosebumps all over my skin.

And, suddenly I cried with slight pain.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh,"

I felt his lips sucking me harshly now and I tried to get rid of the knot around my wrists.

But slowly he brought his hand down to my waist and pulled me even closer. I felt his wide and strong hand snaking around my bare waist and I inhaled another deep breath feeling the roughness of his hand against my skin.

My waist felt so tiny in his single hand that it somehow scared me a little.

I lowered my gaze, slowly giving in and he straightened his face to look at me.

"You are blushing,"

He commented kissing my chin and I gulped, closing my eyes.

"Rudra, please. This is wrong, we should not be doing this,"

I tried to say again and he touched his forehead with mine. My heartbeats fastened and my breathing turned so wild with the sudden pull he made to bring me closer to him and his hand slipped towards my back.

I saw his eyes looking at us in the mirror and I followed his gaze to see that his fingers held the string of my blouse, I closed my eyes, begging in a slow voice.

"Rudra, this is wrong. I am getting married in two days, please,"

But my whole body was speaking otherwise, feeling shivers and dancing under each of his touches.

But, he was not listening and pulled the string to loosen my blouse. Now, I felt really timid and it was making my stomach do flips. It was all wrong but deep down it was giving me peace and calmness. Being with him right at this moment was like collecting the fuel for a lifetime to bear whatever future was ready to give me.

I saw him taking more paste in his hand and when he touched my nape, I went insane. He cupped my neck from behind with his long fingers having thick, wet paste. My breathing went so wild and when he raked his hand from my nape to my lower back, I could not stop myself from closing my eyes shut and moaning lightly.

The cold paste sent shivers down my spine and I shivered with the intense touch and the gaze that was carrying fire and melted the iron which I was using to shield myself.

Our foreheads were touching each other and then slowly I felt him bringing his cheek closer to mine. He rubbed it against mine and I looked at his cheek and smudged it with the paste too.

He did it again to the other cheek of his and then I felt his palm touching my arms. He held either of my arms with his palms and raked his hands to my fingers, rubbing the paste all across my hands.

This was intense and now he was making it difficult for me to breathe evenly.

"Rudra,"

I breathed and I felt his cold and wet palms against my palms. He intertwined our fingers and pulled my face even closer. Our lips were so close and it became difficult for me to say anything.

But.

"Rudra, please. It will complicate everything, please... nothing more,"

I tried to say but he leaned in closer and claimed my lips with his. I shivered with the touch and it tickled each corner of my body. My heartbeats went insane and my stomach twisted wrong. I felt butterflies in my gut and he took his lips back.

I blinked nervously and he looked into my eyes.

"Had thousands of dreams and titles to achieve but I cannot afford to lose you as the price,"

He muttered and placed his lips over mine again. He took my lower lip between his and sucked it intensely. I forgot to inhale and my eyes shut close with the pull his lips carried. In this moment of touch, he had possessed me and I felt aroused.

His lips started sucking me passionately and I felt his hand against my neck as he angled my face closer to his.

He brought his lips back and inhaled a sharp breath looking into my intense eyes.

My eyes turned teary with the intense passionate kiss and I blinked with the turbulence of emotions that hit me suddenly.

"Can you bear his child, Nandani?"

He asked in a slow voice and I looked at him.

My eyes tried to comprehend his eyes and I felt like I was exposed. I realised that no matter how hard I would try now, he knows. He knew everything about what I feeling, what I wanted and what I was afraid of.

I shook my face lightly.

"Words,"

He said and I gulped.

"No,"

My voice was so low that It was almost inaudible.

He gulped looking at me and I felt his hand undoing the knot to free up my hands.

I inhaled a sharp breath when he undid it and I felt his hands immediately touching my wrist, bringing them forward he made my palm rub against his cheeks and moved down on the revealing chest. Slowly.

A lone tear slipped down my eyes when I felt his cheek and chest. He had never let me touch him when we were together.

"Kal Mehndi hai aapki?"

"Tomorrow is your Mehndi ceremony?"

He asked and I nodded lightly.

He looked deeply into my eyes and I felt his hand moving towards my hair bun he pulled out my hairpin leaving my hair flowing down to his thighs.

He pulled the steel cap of the hairpin and took out the sharp small knife looking at me.

I saw him lowering his gaze down to his hand and right in front of my eyes, I saw him piercing his arm to write my name.

नंदनी

He wrote on his arm and I stood up from his lap.

Reality hit me when I saw the blood flowing from his hand and my heartbeats went insane. Tears fell from my eyes and I quickly looked around to find my dupatta.

"Are you mad?"

I yelled at him and tore my cotton dupatta.

"You are not the only one mad here,"

He said with a smile and I sat on my knees, holding his arm to wrap the cloth around his arm.

But, he took his hand backwards and stood up from the chair.

"Rudra, your hand is bleeding,"

I tried to say and he suddenly pushed me against the dressing table. His eyes looked into mine and I felt my knees turning weak now.

It was dangerous.

He cupped my cheek with the other hand and made me look into his eyes.

"Write my name in your hands tomorrow,"

He muttered in a slow voice and I pushed him away.

"Are you mad? Rudra. Invitations have been sent, and the guests have arrived. This is not the game, this is my life,"

I tried to say and he came closer once again. He leaned in closer to my lips and I felt his hand on the side of my waist.

"Exactly this is not a game, this is your life,"

He said and I felt his lips once again on mine. 

"Kiss me back, Nandani,"

He demanded and I blinked nervously. He took my lips between his and sucked them harshly. My head fell backwards and then I felt something that shivered the hell out of me.

I felt his hand moving a little above my waist, just below the hem of my loose blouse. I felt his thumb tracing the boundary of my bosom and then slowly his thumb reaching closer to my erect bud.

He pulled his lips back and I panted hard with the lack of breath. My eyes blinked and I thinned my eyebrows timidly when I felt his thumb brushing against my swollen bud. Once, twice and thrice. Slowly.

My lips parted to moan lightly and I immediately jerked his hand away.

"I will come if I will survive and if I would not, you can happily get married to my Uncle and become the Queen of Suryagarh,"

He said and took steps away from me.

I stood frozen hearing him and I called him slowly.

"Rudra, you will not do anything stupid,"

I tried to say and he wrapped my dupatta around his bleeding arm. 

"You are not the only one stubborn here, Nandani,"

I took my steps towards him and held his hand.

"Rudra, please, you will not do that,"

I exclaimed with trembling lips and he cupped my cheeks. Kissing my forehead, he pulled me into a warm hug and tied my blouse, pulling my hair aside. Tears fell from my eyes and I smelled him.

"My whole life I tried to understand why my master always says that a moment of distraction can cost a lifetime of control and now I understand what it means,"

He said and released the hug.

I gulped and saw him taking his steps backwards.

My knees started feeling weak and my fingers shivered.

"I will not do what you are thinking, Rudra,"

He turned to look at me before jumping down the window.

"You will, You will do as I would say, Nandani,"

I inhaled a deep breath and sat on the bed when he left. My hand immediately touched my lips remembering how insanely he kissed me. It was so intense that I could still feel his lips on my lips.

What are you doing to me, Rudra?

I hate you.

I cursed him with my breath and walked towards the bathing room to take a bath quickly.