It was 4:55 p.m.

I got ready in my orange kurti and black jegging. I know Rana sa hate to wait. Now I am not feeling much pain but still my mood is off but the thought of meeting him makes me a little excited. I know I am being stupid but that is how I am.

I went downstairs. Mumma already knows that I am going for a coffee with Rana sa. She knows how my mood is when I have my periods so she agreed when I told her about it so that my mood can be better.

I asked her permission and went out only to find him leaning on his white Rolls Royce having his shades on. I know I need to start maintaining a distance from him soon but he makes me feel happy. Sighing I made my way towards him who removed his shades when he saw me approaching and nodded at me. I gave him a small smile as usual. 

Why is he so cold I don't know?

His chauffeur opened the door for me first and then him. I sometime feel so uncomfortable due to his ways of using his money and power but I can't really say anything about it.

Soon we reached the cafe and sat in a corner. Even though we were sitting in the corner we did gain a lot of attention. I feel so suffocating at this time.

"Don't you feel uncomfortable with these many eyes focused on you", I asked him.

"Many people admire the moon but he only belongs to his moon light", he answered making me look at him with my mouth slightly open. I felt a sudden fire building inside me. I felt so jealous of the girl he would marry.

"I brought something for you", he said and I came out of my world. I gave him a questioning look. He passed me a dark chocolate which made me narrow my eyes at him.

"Why dark chocolate?", I asked him glaring at the chocolate as if it would burn it.

"It helps in periods", he said and I look at him totally shocked.

"How do....um How do you know?", I asked him like a stupid instead of denying.

"Just an assumption but I guess it was right", he stated and I know I must be red by now.

"No need to be embarrassed its normal", he stated observing every moment of mine.

"But still.......................", I said shifting uncomfortably in my seat.

"All right leave it. Keep this chocolate it may help in lifting up your mood", he stated and I took the chocolate without anymore drama.

"Wanna go for a walk", he asked while looking outside. Today's weather is so good. 

"The only thing good about this day is the good weather only. Everything else is so dull today", I whined but suddenly realized where I am saying this. He was looking at me with an amused look. I would blame it on my mood swings.

"Let's go", I said quickly finishing my coffee to which he nodded. We started walking near the cafe. There is a beautiful lake there. I was so in love with it. 

Suddenly my eyes fall on a couple who were playing with their son. The scene itself made me smile brightly.

"You love kids don't you", Rana sa pointed out and I nodded giving him a big smile this time.

"They are the only one who don't judge me for my looks", I stated.

"Everyone is jealous of your natural beauty", he stated looking intently at me. I looked at him totally shocked. 

"Rana sa I am not beautiful I am just a nerd", I stated looking downwards feeling self conscious and upset for not being beautiful suddenly.

"A beautiful nerd though", he stated looking forward.

"What was Abhay telling you today", he asked suddenly being serious.

"He is an idiot", I told him.

"Then stay away from that idiot", he stated coldly taking me aback from his behaviour.

"You can't tell me with whom should I stay away or close to", I said being irritated by his controlling nature. Suddenly I felt a tight grip around my wrist and he pulled me towards him.

"Try me", he said angrily. 

"You are so bad", I said with tears forming in my eyes.

"Now stop crying", he said strictly.

"You are no one to tell me what to do", I told him.

"When you will act like an idiot I have to take the charge ", he stated coldly looking in my eyes.

"You don't have to take any kind of charge. My brothers and papa are there to take care of me. Go take care of Surabhi she would appreciate it", I told him.

"Now where did Surabhi came from", he asked pulling me more close.

"Why? felt bad when I brought your girlfriend between our fight. You are no one to me. You don't have the right to touch me", I said yanking my wrist from his grip and surprisingly he let it go as well.

"Go home", he stated.

Was he asking me to leave him alone. Of course why would he care for my emotions. I am nothing to him. Absolutely nothing.

I turned around and was about to go when he said.

"You are going in my car. You came here with me and are my responsibility. Go now I will come after meeting Surabhi", he stated very coldly and I felt tears falling down my cheeks.

I didn't turn around to see him and made my way towards his car not before wiping my tears not wanting to show myself more weak. He didn't join me as usual because he went to meet his dear Surabhi. I felt out of place. I never had any place in his life. He was just taking care of me because I am his father's friend's daughter. Nothing else.

Why do everyone hate me this much? As soon as we reached at my house I took my hand bag and ran inside. Fortunately there was no one in the living room so I ran to my room even though my period cramps were back.

I fell on my bed after locking the door and cried. Cried till no more tears were left. 

At dinner time, I heard a knock on the door and I sat on the bed.

"Princess", I heard papa's voice.

"Ji papa", I said before entering in the washroom and quickly washing my face. I ran to open the door and saw papa standing there with a worried look.

"How are you bacha", he asked.

"I am fine papa", I said while hugging him.

"Did you cried", he asked breaking the hug and looking at my face with worry.

"No I just washed my face. Maybe the soap entered inside my eyes", I explained while giving him my best smile not really meeting his eyes. I am still the worst liar. He sighed knowing very well that I was lieing. 

"When did you come back?", he asked changing the topic while we made our way downstairs.

"I don't know I didn't see the time", I said truthfully.

"When is Adhi bhai coming back", I asked. He went to New York for some business meeting.

"Tomorrow morning may be", Papa said as he took his place beside dadu who was talking to bade dada. I don't see bade dada much outside I mean he is getting old and badi dadi is always in her room or in the temple area.

"Good evening everyone", I said pulling their attention towards me. 

"Good evening princess", They wished back and I went to give them a hug.

"How is our princess today", dadu asked and I gave him a small smile.

"Not really well I guess", I heard Anav bhai's voice who took a seat beside me.

"Bhai you are as always late", I told him.

"Papa didn't came to call me because he was busy with his princess", he put the whole blame on papa.

To which papa gave him a bored look.

"Atleast update your dialogues. You give the same reason everyday", papa pointed out.

"No body loves me", he whined when mumma came in the picture.

"What happen bacha", she asked ruffling bhai's hair. He never has a problem with mumma playing with his hair instead of getting irritated he smiled at her.

"Mumma nobody loves me", he whined pointing at papa.

"You were in my team once", Papa pointed still giving him a bored look.

"But then your princess took my limelight", he said making me laugh.

"Somebody is jealous", I winked at papa who laughed at bhai.

"Not somebody me, your own brother is jealous from you. You even forgot that I am your so handsome and dashing brother who use to give you my all chocolates", he said dramatically.

"You use to take all my chocolates and you still do. Adhi bhai use to give me his chocolate you drama queen", I pointed out.

"God make any person mad but never make him a middle child. I don't have any place in this world", he said looking up at the sealing finding his god there.

"Now stop both of you. Have your dinner", Mumma said but who can stop us we keep on bickering about everything. And I felt my mood getting better.

"I am missing Adhi bhai", I said as I almost finished my food.

"You never miss me", Anav bhai said again.

"Come on bhai", I whined.

"He would be back tomorrow morning", dadi said having an amused expression looking at bhai. I turned my head towards bhai and he was glaring daggers at me.

"What?", I asked.

"You don't love me. I am your brother as well", he said making a cry face.

"Seriously. Mumma see the handsome and dashing brother of mine is acting like a cry baby", I told mumma.

"Nobody loves me", Bhai said and went to his room.

"If somebody wants me to be happy then she can give me her two chocolates", I heard him shouting from his and Adhi bhai's room.

"Bhai not my chocolates", I shouted back

"Nobody loves me", he shouted back as if he was crying. Drama!!!!!

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After the dinner I was sitting beside the window in my room looking at the full moon today. I was sad without any reason. Rana sa never belonged to me so why to ruin my mood for him.

He has no feelings for me. He didn't even deny that Surabhi is his girlfriend that means he likes her. He would definitely like her I mean she is gorgeous, sexy, everything he wants in his girlfriend and I am nothing in front of her.

Neither I am beautiful nor sexy. I am just plain me.

Stop it Aadya you will have your prince charming one day who would consider you beautiful. I told myself and smiled.

"I will try to keep my distance from him from now onwards", I said to myself and sighed