Zayn's P.O.V.

"Good Morning Nya," I said running down the stairs after her before she made it to her first shift in the kitchen. Looking back at me she gave me a weird look before rolling her eyes at me, 

"Stop calling me Nya, Leo how many times do I have to tell you. And why are you coming after me?" She said backing away from me

"I need a favor-"

"No," Nya said firmly before walking away from me or attempting to grabbing her arm roughly I pull her back

"Come on,"

"I am not going help you get one night stand with Bella," Confused I look down at her "I saw the way you were looking at her last night and the answer is no. Finally out of this whole palace there is one girl who doesnt drool over you. I'd like to keep it that way thank you very much."

"But you see-" I said wrapping my arm around her waist to fully trap her, "I don't like that, so I need you to do something for me and you will do it unless you want to be fired from the cooking team."

Glaring up at me she stomped on my foot just like Ellie did last night making me loosen my grip in an instant, "I can't believe you would threaten me for something so stupid Zayn, you should be glad I won't tell Eddie about this, I am not going to help you get into another woman's pants just for the fucking hell of it. Back off or I will tell Eddie next time."

Shocked at her outburst I tried to cut in but before I could even say anything Nya walked off. There are only a few people in this world who can talk to me and get away with it, shes one of them. Sighing I run back upstairs to my room, fuck what will I do now?

Arabella's P.O.V.

Annie came storming into the kitchen looking pissed off, looking over at Raya I point towards her she just shrugs continuing to cut the meat we had to prepare for the Royals tonight. 

Sighing I walked over to her putting my hand on her shoulder, "Annie?"

She grumbled turning around not meeting my gaze, "Hey is everything alright?"

"Fine, just woke up a little sore," Annie said slipping out of my grip before heading towards Raya asking what she had to do today. Something seemed off about her. But what?

"Annie, you know you can talk to us right?" I said walking over to them, "Are you sure its because you are a little sore, or is it because of something else?"

Looking up at me she sighed, "Zayn came to me this morning,"

Raising an eyebrow up at her I say, "Yeah...?"

"H-He wanted me to convince you to sleep with him or at least help him get to you." She whispered looking down at the floor, "But I swear I said no, I said I would never do that to another girl who is unwilling to-"

Clenching my jaw I spun on my heel towards the door, "Where are you going, Bella?"

Not answering her I storm out of the kitchen and up to his room pushing Eddie to the side as I shoved the doors of his room open, "What the-"

"How dare you!" I yelled at him 

Zayn had the audacity, the audacity to look confused, "What are you talking about?"

"How dare you bring Annie into this sick game you are trying to play with me?!" It was like a switch went off in his mind because in an instant he was in front of me shoving me against the doors closing them in the process, "Shut up,"

"Excuse me!" I snapped at him trying to push him off, 

"Maybe if you were so fucking difficult I wouldn't need to ask other people to come in between n us."

"Oh, so it's my fault? It's my fault that I won't drop to my knees for the oh so great Prince Zayn."

"Don't talk to me like that,"

"Or what?" I said through gritted teeth, "Or what you'll fire me? Do whatever you want at least that'll mean I'll get to get away from you."

I saw his eyes turn into a deeper shade of brown, swirling with anger caging me in with his arms, "Get away from me? Then why are you here?"

Looking at him in disbelief I shake my head at him, "Because you were using an 18-year-old to get to me, do you realize how pathetic that is?"

Clenching his haw he leaned in closer, to close, my breathing got fast, "Watch it,"

"Or what?"

Suddenly I felt his lips crash onto mine, "Mhm" My eyes shot open beginning to struggle against him but he had his hand wrapped around the back of my neck locking my head in place.

"Kiss me back, I promise I won't hurt you," He said 

Pulling away I shook my head with tears streaming down my face, "Please let me go,"

Hitting him repeatedly on the chest I tried to push him away but he would budge, "Come on Ellie,"

"You taste so good," Pushing me down further down on the ground he trapped my hands so I couldn't hit him,  Freaking out I bit his lip but that didn't faze him either he just bit mine back. 

"Let me go," I managed to get out before gathering the strength to push him back from me hard, making him stumble, my breathing got fast, "I told you to let me go!!" I screamed at him shaking I fell to the ground.

"Ellie," Zayn said kneeling down beside me, I was gasping for breath, 

"Let me go!" I screamed again scrambling to get away from him, 

"Hey, Hey," He said putting his hands up in surrender for me to see, "I'm not touching you,"

Eddie came rushing in, "What the fuck happen?"

"I-I kissed her,"

"You what?!" Eddie said freaking out kneeling down in front of me he tried to touch me but I flinched,

"Don't touch me!!" Crawling into a corner I was heaving, begging for breath but everything was a blur, I couldn't hear anything, couldn't see anything I felt him everywhere. His touch everywhere.

"Fuck she's having a panic attack," Eddie whispered to Zayn, "Fucking idiot."

"I can't breathe," I cried, "I can't breathe,"

"Bella," Eddie said gently keeping his distance he sat down in front of me, "Bella,"

Looking up at him, I gasped, "Just watch me," Putting his hands up so I could see them, "I'm not going to hurt you or touch you just breath with me." 

"Inhale," I did as he as, "Exhale,"

"That's it, good."

Doing this a couple of times, I felt myself stop shaking, wiping my tears away I tried to stand up but I stumble Zayn came forward to grab me but I flinched back, "Don't touch me,"

He immediately took a step back, "Okay, Okay I'm not touching you,"

"Bella, here," Eddie handed me a glass of water which I drank greedily,

"Thank you Eddie, again."

He nodded, "What triggered it?"

Looking away from him I said, "He kissed me,"

"A kiss triggered it?" Eddie said confused, "But-"

"I don't want to talk about it. I should go, thank you again."

"The fuck you are, what happened?" Zayn said standing in front of me

"Back off," I snapped at him, "Don't ever touch me again."

"What happened?" He pressed on

"None of your business,"

"What triggered it Ellie,"

"Stop calling me that!" I said covering my ears, "Fuck off Zayn," I made a move to step around him but grabbed me making me shove him off, "Don't touch me!"

"What the fuck happened to you? Why are you like this? Why are you so damaged, Ellie?"

"I was fucking raped!!" I screamed back at him, The room went silent, "Happy? Now you know, I was raped."

I ran out of the room ignoring Eddie's and his calls, I ran straight out of his room, down the stairs and out to the Palace gates. I wanted to run, get away from everything, find my peace again before I tell to much.