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6:43 AM

"DON'T worry about me... I know I have you, I'll be fine. I think the only thing that could break me is not having you..." I say and he smiles, picking up his candy bar and shoving some in my mouth.

"Trying to shut you up..." he mumbles sarcastically and I squint at him. He looks into my eyes and chuckles, his smirk returning to his face as he looks around. He tries to find anything important to me that he can run away with and steal, but right now the only thing that's important to me is him.

Before he can run away I bring my leg over his lap so I'm straddling him. When he looks up into my eyes he looks exasperated.

I chuckle as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls my lips to his. While kissing him I mess blindly with the extra blankets and throw them behind us, his tongue trailing along my bottom lip for entrance that I let him have.

This time I fight him, trying as hard as possible as I bring my body closer to him but he won't let me, winning promptly after as my body moves with our kiss, grinding my hips against him as I feel him grow beneath me.

"You can't run away with anything of mine and make me tackle you now, huh?!" I ask like I've won and he quirks an eyebrow, standing up with ease as he holds onto me tight.

"Oh really? So you think I can't run away with... you in my arms?" He asks, flirting shamelessly.

"Well that would be rather unnecessary-!" I start but he grabs a blanket from the ground and wraps it around me before running into the middle of the field.

I scream just like we did at the mud river a week before and he chuckles. "What can I say, you just have a different way of letting of everything out!" He explains to himself and I nod as he stops moving, looking around at the field and up at the stars.

"Yea I knew that! You just didn't believe that I couldn't do what you did!" I accuse and he gasps, faking hurt as I laugh. "I did no such thing!" He calls out in a fake voice. I cover his mouth. "Quiet down asshat!" But he doesn't, he moves his head away from my hand and starts screaming and yelling.

"Leo!" I say with a chuckle as he drops us to the ground, him knowing that nobody will hear us. "Love when you scream my name but I'm trying to let out stress!-" he starts sarcastically before I pull him in roughly for a kiss.

He pulls back, exasperated before pushing his lips roughly onto mine. His hands hold him up in the smushed field were laying on as he unwraps the blanket from around me and unravels it onto the ground.

I wrap my legs around his back as he hovers over me, something stiff between his legs and a hand dangerously close to my boob, laying on my ribs.

I move his hand closer and he chuckles against my lips, his hand massaging my breast through my shirt. I moan into his mouth as his hand leaves. Heat radiates off of him and onto me as I rock and move my body into his. "Stop moving around so much...." he mumbles and I bite my lip, "I can't...." I mumble, so many feelings overwhelming me as he leans back from our kiss with red swollen lips.

His beautiful blonde hair falls onto his forehead before he breathes out heavily and sexily, "why..?" He mumbles as though he knew the answer.

When I don't reply his head goes to my neck, his lips grazing and teasing my skin. "why?" He repeats, more confidence in his voice.

I swallow, one of my hands roaming his back and the other moving to his hair. "Leo..." I say in a warning and he bites onto my neck lightly, sucking through his teeth in painful bliss to leave his mark.

"tell me why..." he says as my body moves against his, "cause I want you, Leo." I say and he lets out a breath he'd been holding.

"You sure?" He asks and I nod profusely,pushing his lips against the skin of my neck as he chuckles.

I moan, my hand dropping and moving to the bulge in his trousers. It's not just about me it's about him. I wanna be the best he's ever had. I wanna be his everything.

He's rock hard and I feel him twitch in my hand when I moan. I moan more often, glad that for at least a ten minute drive in each direction nobody is around.

"Please..." I moan without thinking as he groans, my hand massaging him and the other running through his hair.

His vacant hand finds its way traveling to my skirt. He pulls it down, knowing earlier that I shimmied into it and didn't zip in.

He puts it on the ground and his hand rests on my vagina before rubbing in gentle circles against me. I arch my back into him as his lips leave my neck and he pulls my shirt over my head, doing the same with his before he comes back down.

His head trails kisses down between my boobs as he reaches behind me and takes off my bra. He releases my boobs as I groan, feeling free and slightly cold, but the heat from him and the late summer night Im quickly warmed up.

His hand plays with my boob making me almost shake from his touch, looking down at him to see his eyes on my face, as he kisses down my stomach. Remaining eye contact I moan, and he smiles against me.

"Ohh yea..." I moan and he bites his lips, his hands spreading apart my thighs, making me feel like I'm exposed in the light of the moon and the stars.

He quickly rips off my underwear and attaches his warm mouth to my clit, his breath bouncing off of me as I arch my back, my head falling backwards as my mouth opens to make sound but none comes out. I can't say anything as his tongue darts in and out of me before switching to twisting around my clit.

I run my fingers through his hair, clenching onto it as he smiles lopsidedly against me. "Oh my god.." I moan again as his hands run all over my smooth skin.

My hips buckle and he chuckles sexily, he leans back and I whimper. "Leo-" I start. I miss his touch so bad that it practically hurts me.

"Do you wanna do this?" He asks, unbuckling his belt as he's stepped back, looking over my naked body. "Yes..." I whine, impatient as he smirks at me.

He grabs onto my neck and makes me face him, my eyes never leaving his, he repeats it again. "Do you wanna do this?" He asks, serious and I nod. He smirks, "Good girl..." he growls and my heart pounds, my body hot and red.

He pulls his jeans off, his red birthmark once again appearing in a dark maroon shade, the scar on his chest beautiful and clear. I loved every bit of him even if somebody thought it was an imperfection or somehow thought that it was weird or gross.

My eyes travel all over him as he rips off his shoes and my shoes. He looks at me the entire time, teasing me as he moves. He digs through his pants as I push my thighs together, trying to get some satisfaction.

He finds a condom and pulls down his boxers, opening it and rolling it on as I moan a little from seeing him. He chuckles as he jerks himself off a little bit, watching me struggle.

He leans down slowly so he's above me and in between my legs, holding himself up by his forearms. He looks into my brown eyes like they were that chocolate I gave him on Halloween when I was 12. Like they were the Eiffel Tower.... like they were the most beautiful thing in the world.

He puts one hand over my mouth and bites his lip, looking at me with furrowed eyebrows of sarcasm. "Stop being such a little bitch." He whispers with a chuckle and I laugh, putting one of his hands on my breast as he leaves the other one under my head, just cradling me with his hand.

"Do it." I say and he nods, swallowing before resting his forehead on mine. He slowly puts himself inside me, and he wasn't small to say the least, like I said before he was rather big. It isn't surprising though since girls want him to be their boyfriend after they fuck him. Like... he was a man whore, a pump and dump sorta guy! He was maybe 7" to 9".

I don't really know how to measure very well but it kept going and it hurt, it felt like the pain went on forever as he kept sliding into me. I ran my fingers through his hair and pulled as he groaned, not from pain like me though. I dig my nails into his back, tears running down my cheeks from the pain down below. It wasn't fucking easy like books say, it fucking hurts like hell for at least a minute or two and don't even think about moving anymore. "Roxy...." he mumbles and I sniff, my fingernails slowly stopping from making markings on his back as I pull them off of him.

"fuck." I hiss and he kisses my lips. "I've taken a lot of girls' virginities and yours is the worst to watch-"

"Don't talk about being inside of another girl you asshole it's disgusting."

He smirks, finally getting a reaction in word form from me as he smiles, "You're disgusting." He shoots back sarcastically and I squint my eyes at him as he winks proudly. He pushes his head onto mine, our lips colliding as he finally starts moving inside of me again. "I love you.." he mumbles sweetly.

"Oh my god..." I start, still feeling the burning but now feeling something deep in my stomach as well. "Fuck..." Leo groans as I push my lips together, grinding my hips against his as he pumps in and out of me.

"Oh my god, Jace..." I moan and he stops, out of breath as he looks at me and sighs, "Why did you call me Jace?" He asks and I feel my cheeks grow red. "Cause thats what you wanna be called..." I mumble and he chuckles. "That's so sweet, baby... but also, I want other people to call me Jace so that you... you can call me Leo. Cause I love when you say my name baby, and if you moaned it that would be even better..." he says as his hips start moving again.

I look him in the eyes as he begins again, our mouths colliding as I moan into his mouth. "Leo..."

"fuck... you're so beautiful.." He groans, going faster and harder when he hears me say his name. "Oh my god Roxy." He says, looking between us and then back at my face.

"I love you so fucking much.." he says as I clench myself around him, my hands going up and down his toned abs. He stiffens as he pumps inside of me and it feels as though a wave of pleasure goes through me as my head goes back in moaning, clenching myself against his dick.

His head leans down as he takes a nipple in his mouth, a hand massaging my other breast as my moans intensify. "Fuck keep moving like that baby.." he groans and moans and I nod, doing what I'm told as he growls. He grabs onto my hips as I do it again and moans. I love his moans...

He stops my hips from moving, leaning back and riding his high as I slowly grind against him.

He sighs, pulling out of me and falling flat on top of me as I chuckle. He wraps his arms under me and holds me as close as possible. "I love you..." he says and I smile, "I love you too..."

Tears brim my eyes and when they fall, he wipes them away with his thumb.

"You okay?" He asks and I nod. "You're just so beautiful I'm crying..." I say, looking back at his blonde hair and beautiful blue green eyes.

"It'll never change.. you can look at me and cry whenever..." he says and I laugh, pushing him up as I grab my underwear and my skirt, pulling them on. "You wanna go back to my place and sleep our lives away?... we can eat the candy bars you got me...?" I ask and he laughs, nodding.

:;

I pull on a big T-shirt and shorts, jumping into my small twin bed with Leo. He doesn't care though. He's just wearing his boxers as his arms goes around my shoulders. His hand travels under my shirt so he can rest it on my bare stomach.

"I love you..." I mumble and he smiles against my neck. "I've always dreamed of this... laying in my small ass bed with you in it. Laying here and kissing you and loving you and having you for once love me too. Have a fairytale where the peasant wins instead of Cinderella..." I say and he bites his lip.

"You'll never leave me, right Lee?" I ask and he scoffs, "Of course not! I love you..." he says and I smile, digging my head into the pillow next to his and sighing.

"In like thirty minutes you'll be eighteen..." I say and he shakes his head, "No at 6:43 am, I'll be eighteen."

I laugh.

"I'll see you in the morning."

:;

I wake up to shuffling and huffing next to the bed, the warmth from Leo's cuddled up body no longer next to mine as I groan, the shuffling gets louder and more angry. It almost leaves a residue of anger on my ears as I listen.

I open my eyes to see Leo putting on his jeans roughly, shirtless with a red chest. His chest gets red when he's mad... and he's.... mad.

"Leo what's wrong?" I ask sleepily, stretching as I look outside at the light blue sky, clouds covering it to a grey. I look over at him and lay back, a smile on my face as he shakes his head with a scoff. But not a sarcastic scoff...

"Lee?" I ask and he growls.

"Don't fucking talk to me. Don't fucking call me Leo. It's Jace." He growls out, grabbing his wallet and keys.

What. The. FUCK?!

don't break my heart now...

Please..