I woke up and again found myself alone. I don't know when he leaves, so I just lay there and started thinking then yesterday came to my mind. What happened between us and what we talked about?

I mean, I think I can trust him, so I shouldn't be doubtful or scared. And from the very start, he has been with me. He sleeps with me and I'm 100% sure that he does something to make me go lost in his eyes or paralyze me. He does it on purpose, so he can do whatever he wants but he still didn't have sex with me. Even after laying naked on me, he didn't just take advantage.

I was busy thinking about everything then got up and went to change, but today I just wore a simple dress.

And thinking about what to do, since I don't have anything to do in my life actually, I had to quit my study because of my step-parents. I had made it through college but I guess, I didn't have the luck to go to university and further continue my study and get a job.

I didn't even realise my tears were falling, I just wiped them and went out of the room. Since his room was upstairs, I thought of going downstairs to see what was happening over there, since I don't much leave the room and see the whole castle.

I went down and was walking when I saw someone, they were walking towards the door to head outside but stopped as they saw me and I looked at him since I felt like I saw him before and then remembered, he was the doctor. I looked at him and he smiled while coming towards me, so I just smiled back and greeted him.

"No need with the formalities. How are you feeling now? "
He asked as he stood right in front of me.

He was good looking just as Namjoon I must say.

"I'm good now.
You were the doctor, right? "
I asked him.
"Yeah, it's like my job to take of everyone and treat them and sometimes I treat them with food too".
He said and winked at me. I cook hold myself but chuckle a little since he's a nice person.

"Oh sorry, I didn't even introduce myself,
I'm...

Kim Seokjin

Namjoon's cousin and childhood friend.
You can call me Seokjin Oppa"
He said looking at me smiling sweetly.
"I'm Kim Areum".
I said and smiled back.
"Areum? Beautiful name I must say, suits you".
He said and I remembered something then asked him.

"Have you seen Namjoon? "
"Ah! I haven't seen him but I think he must be in the library, He's always in the library in the afternoon".
He said and told me where the library is and I thanked him and went upstairs, since the library is on the same floor as Namjoon's room, just a little far from there but I still got out of breath as I reached the library.

How do vampires not get out of breath and sweat like humans, even in the stories they won't, never.
I thought then entered the big library.

I was roaming around and also found Namjoon there, but the library was so big that it was hard to find him but then I don't know, how I went there but there was a big table and there sat Namjoon at one end of it with book in his hands reading it.
I stood there looking at him and suddenly his eyes went from the book towards me, who was standing in front of him beside a big bookshelf.

His eyes were now fixed on me and I went towards him and stood right in front of him behind the chair that was beside him, I looked at him and saw how his eyes were looking into mine, like attracting me towards him. I looked down trying to avoid his gaze and said:
"I- I was getting bored and had nothing to do, so I thought of coming to the library".
I said looking down, trying to not look him in the eyes but failing when he said,
"Sit".
He just said that and I looked at him and he moved his head a little and motioned me to sit beside him.

He didn't take his eyes off of me even for a bit and I just sat beside him and then looked at him. And he was doing the same we both were staring at each other.
But then I just looked down and cleared my throat a little.

"So, you were in the library? "
I asked as I thought he would stop staring at me and there won't be an awkward silence.
"I am always, at afternoon".
He replied but something was changed today, he wasn't sweetly smiling at me like he used to do. Today was different and he was staring at me, just staring which was weird for me since he didn't do that before.

"Namjoon? "
I said I never called him by his name and he looked at me, happy, blank his face was confusing.
"You alright? "
I asked looking at him with a concerned face since I got worried because of his sudden behaviour change.

He didn't reply me to which just felt weird and heavy in my heart.
"I- I'm going out. I'm not feeling quite well".
I said and got up and was about to leave when he quickly got up and grabbed my wrist and made me face him, to which I was now really close to him. Our chests were touching and we looked at each other in the eyes.

"What's wrong? "
He asked now
"Nothing I'm just going out".
"Tell me what's wrong? "
He asked again and held my face in his hands, really gently, like, like I would break at any time.

"Well I think you aren't yourself today, you're always smiling and looking at me but today your different, your just staring at me".
I said not looking at him and looking down but he made me look at him in the eyes I guess he didn't paralyze or made me get lost in his eyes.
But he kissed me with love, it's like I can feel his love in it and It made me think if I should kiss back or not.

Namjoon POV:

I got up as I saw her, she was a Sleeping Beauty. I got up, changed and left the room and after doing some work, I went to the library, I started roaming but then went to the shelf of poetry which I like and came back with a book in my hand, to the study table.

I sat there opened the book and started reading but my mind wasn't focusing on the book like it usually did.
Whenever I opened a book, I would get lost in it but today the book didn't do that but someone did.
I suddenly used my telepathy and she got up and I heard what she was thinking. I heard everything, I call her love but didn't expect love can be this powerful she makes me go lost in her eyes, in her.
I heard her talking to Jin Hyung,

Areum

I said and closed my eyes, a beautiful name for a beauty herself.
She was coming here, I looked at the book as I couldn't focus but waited for her. It took her some time, but she stood in front of me I couldn't help but look at her.
She wore a simple dress but it looked beautiful on her.

She started coming towards me, I don't know why my heartbeat got a little quicker than before,

Is this love?
I thought

I was staring at her, and my mind went blank but then I told her to sit and talked a little I knew I was making her feel weird by looking at her, but I just can't help it.

She was leaving no she can't leave me, I hold her wrist but then her face her fragile face in my hands, I held her so gently.
She's so pure and I'm a devil which people fear.

But I won't let her fear me, I would make her fall in love with me. Without using hypnosis, I kissed her but she wasn't kissing me which broke my heart. I was breaking now, I kept kissing her as memories flashed through my mind,

When I was with my mother the first beautiful woman I had known, she was the one who made everything bloom through her presence,
White Roses suited her, she was so pure. But they killed her, the Werewolf, they killed my mother. My father was fighting with all his might and I was hiding with Jin Hyung cause our moms wanted to protect us and they did but she got killed brutally and my father was injured badly to which, he was on his bed sobbing and grieving over my mother. And now I only have her, my love, my Areum, the second beautiful woman I have seen, which is just like my mother and I want her to love me to be with me, always, till my last breath.

End of Namjoon POV.

He was still kissing me, and I was out of breath now, I didn't kiss him back but didn't push away either, something inside me was telling me to kiss him back but I just didn't. I held his hands that were holding my face and tried to move away from him.

He looked like he wasn't feeling like it, but then moved and I breathed heavily. He was looking down and had tears in his eyes. I couldn't believe it I looked at him.

"Namjoon? "
He turns away and wiped his tears.
"Don't worry about me, go and eat lunch".

"I'm not going to do it without you".
I said to which he turned back and looked at me in the eyes.
"If you're hurt, feel free to tell me, don't hide things. I'm here for you.
By his face, I can say he needs love, it doesn't matter if you're a human or a vampire, everyone needs love and affection.
And I was right since he hugged me and I hugged him back.
After a while, I pulled back to face him,

"Come on now, let's eat, I'm hungry".
I said and pouted to which I got to see, what I wanted.

That dimpled smile.

That beautiful smile is back, to which I smiled brightly and held his hand and started dragging him, along with me.

For me, he's not just a king but also an ordinary person.

We both held hands and went to the dining table to sit and eat together then again at the library he told me things about vampires and I told him about humans as we talked more and get to know each other more.

He's a sweetheart nothing else I would say.

And now, I'm no more doubtful about him, even at night, he was doing nothing but standing there and apologising about hypnotizing me, to which I didn't mind and just smiled. We didn't do anything but lay there, looking at each other in the eyes, getting lost without even trying, like there was no tomorrow and I didn't realise I already fall asleep.

He was smiling while admiring my face and eventually fall asleep beside me.