Before I could ask her, small sobs escaped from her mouth, tears slowly made their way down her face, her face changed in an instant.

"Hey Yuqi, are you alright?" I sniffled, successfully holding my cough back. "No Soojin, not really," she openly said. I'm actually glad she's open about these things. It only harms you if you keep everything inside.

"Do you.. choo! Wanna talk about it?" I asked. her. "I shouldn't have to talk to you about it. I should talk to Kook. He was the one that witnessed it alongside with me," she explained.

"I-if you don't mind me asking.. what did you both witness?" I kept my voice low. She wiped a tear off of her face. Dang, the Yuqi I know, the Yuqi that yells at everyone, the Yuqi that cracks up jokes, the Yuqi that looks like a scary person, but has the sweetest soul, is now crying. That hurts.

"My friend.. this isn't gonna sound serious because you just have a fever... but she died of a sickness. She died of Meningococcal disease. So every time someone I love gets sick, I get so fucking scared because I don't wanna risk losing them, even if it's as small as a cold or a fever, like you have," she sobbed a bit more.

"Is that... is that the reason why you are so serious about kissing and stuff?" she slowly nodded her head.

"I get so mad at Jungkook for doing it, and he thinks I'm just jealous. But it's because I don't wanna lose him like I lost my friend, I mean come on- he's my brother. I can't risk losing him," For some reason, that hit me like a truck. Hard.

"I'm more than happy for him if he finds someone he likes, but the problem is he never chooses. He's always hopping like a bunny from girl to girl like they are just there for their hearts to be broken. It's so messed up. His mind is messed up. It's always kissing or touching, and most of the time it escalates, but I don't know what he gets out of it," she continued to speak.

I don't like kissing and all that because I find it gross. She probably does too. But for the sake to not risk her brother dying? He could die? oh my gosh..

"I should probably go now. Are you gonna- choo! Be okay?" I asked her, tears still dripping down her face. She gave a weak smile, muttering a "I'll be fine."

I left the dorm, being upset and frustrated at the same time. Why does Jungkook do the things he does? Why does he do it when he knows how Yuqi feels about it? He's so rude. Ugh- he gets on my nerves.

I didn't expect him to be standing outside though. My breath hitched when we were so close. I looked down, hurriedly running to our dorm.

After shutting the door, I massaged my temples. There are so many things being told in a day, so many things going on. Honestly I wanted to slap that kid right then and there. Tch- so why didn't I?

I heard the door open, a worried Jungkook making steps towards me. "Is she okay? does she need anything? Tell her I'm so-" his words were halted by something I finally had the courage to do, but regretted a bit after.

I gave him a hard slap across the cheek, making his head turn to the side, his hand holding his cheek. "You asshole," I whispered, tears dripping down my face. It's just so upsetting when someone tells you something for your own good, but they still don't listen. And I know this from experience.

"What the hell was that for?!" Jungkook yelled, making me even more pissed than I already was. I harshly turned my heel around, going full rage mode.

"What was it for? Really? FOR NOT LISTENING TO YOUR SISTER!! SHE CARES ABOUT YOU SO MUCH, YET YOU STILL BE THE STUPID ASS PLAYBOY YOU ARE!! YOUR NOT ONLY HURTING HER, YOUR HURTING YOURSELF TOO!! WHEN WILL YOU LEA-"

I started to uncontrollably cough, I couldn't stop myself. I think I yelled too loud, and for too long. My throat literally felt like it was dry, kinda like my skin.

"Whoah whoah whoah, you okay?" Jungkook put his hand in my back. I pushed it away, still coughing and making steps towards my room.

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After drinking a lot of water and taking a bath, I felt better in general. Not my mind though. I was still mad at Jungkook. I just can't believe even after Yuqi told him countless times, he doesn't give a shit and just goes on, hopping from girl to girl. What does he think they are, barbies? Aside from that, I wanted to check on Yuqi, so I went to her dorm, covering myself in a blanket.

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"You better now?" Yuqi put her hand on my forehead, making me chuckle. "I'm fine now, it was just a small cold," her eyes softened, but I could tell she was still worried.

"Hey... don't worry about him. I'll make sure he doesn't get into any smoochie-coochie business," Yuqi blasted out laughing, slapping her knee like she was a grandma. Ah, that's the Yuqi I know now.

"D-don't say 'smoochie-coochie' EVER again," she said, still laughing her ass off. Not gonna lie, I started cracking up too.

"Feeling better now?" I asked Yuqi, and she nodded her head, her laughter dying off slowly. "Soojin, everyone needs one of you in their lives, it's ridiculous how easily I can crack up from you. Thank you," she laid her head in my lap, and I smiled softly, stroking her soft hair with my hand. She really is a big baby, just like her brother.

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BEEP BEEP. BEEP BEEP. BEEP BEE- "SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP!!" Yuqi slapped her phone, throwing it across the room. I woke up, rubbing my eyes and sniffling my nose a little.

"What the hell?" I murmured, stretching my arms out and plopping my back on the couch again. "Wow, we fell asleep here again?" Yuqi snorted, and I chuckled a bit. What is up with this couch? So comfy.

"Go get ready and meet me back here. We'll go to class together," Yuqi tied her hair into a messy bun, going to her bathroom. I left Yuqi's room, going to my dorm and opening the door, automatically coughing again. But this time it wasn't from my cold. It was from how smelly the room was.

I inspected the room a little more, beer bottles scattered everywhere, red cups on the floor and table, I think I saw one in the sink too. And there were pizza boxes stacked up on each other like they were playing Jenga or something, the dorm even reeked of alcohol. It was a mess.

I almost tripped over a cup, but luckily I didn't. And that's when I saw them. Four boys who seemed to have passed out, snoring soundly while their bodies were spread freely among the living room. Jungkook was sleeping like a tarantula as always. What the hell even happened while I was gone?

I tried to ignore it, even though I couldn't ignore the odor of the room, and I made steps towards my bedroom, until I accidentally stepped on a cup. "Shit," I whispered under my breath, slowly turning around to meet Jungkook's big brown orbs. Shirtless. Uh oh.

"Hi babygirl."
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HII GUYS! here is chapter 8, i personally didn't like this chapter as much but you guys let me know how it is. aside from that, stay safe and healthy everyone. remember you are so beautiful and loved, always. bye!
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