42. Embracing the darkness
|Taehyung's perspective|
"You want me to do what?" Jimin asks, then raise his left eyebrow, while I refrain myself from rolling my eyes.
"You have to make Jungkook to share a tent with you. That stupid Jackson can't be near to him again." I reply and he looks at me amused.
"Woah, you really don't try to hide your jealousy, right?" he asks while I straight my voice.
I'm not jealous. It's for Jungkook's safety.
"You know very well why I don't like Jackson. You know already what he tried at the party, don't you?"
He nods hesitantly, and I smile.
"I have a condition though." he comments after and my smiles falls.
I knew it had to be something tricky at the middle. He can not help anyone without receiving something at his turn. Even if it's for a friend good.
"What condition? You want money?"
I hope he wants just money.
"My ass is very rich by himself, thank you!" he says in a sassy tone, and I wait for his condition. " I have to talk with Yoongi, in private. You have to bring him where I will tell you." he explains and I grit my teeth.
Last time when I talked with him, wasn't exactly the best discussion, or the best moment. But I can't be so idiot to say that I hate him— I can not hate him. He is my friend. Even if he kinda... messed up everything between me and Jungkook.
But why Jimin wants to talk with him? About what? It's not like I really care, I'm just a little curios. I mean... They are not exactly very sociable with one and each other. Then?
"Fine." I answer later, and he just smiles. "But you have to be with Jungkook in the same tent, ok? And... Maybe you can tell him to talk with me, please?" I try my luck and he looks at me in a weird way— I don't really know what this expression means.
"I really need to clear a thing." he says and I frown, not knowing what he means.
"What?"
"Do you really love Jungkook?" he asks in a serious tone, and I don't wait even a second to answer him.
"More than anything else." I honestly reply and he look satisfied with my answer.
"Then I will help you." I hear him and I glance at him.
"You will help me?" I want to be sure and he nods, rolling his eyes.
"I don't do this for you, to be clear. I do this for Jungkook. He really changed when you was in a relationship with him, that's why I want to help." he explains and I want to understand something.
"What do you mean he changed?"
He smiles then takes a deep breath.
"He was truly happy." he answers and I wait a second for understanding his words. "He began to be more open with his feelings, to smile without putting a mask on his face. And yeah... I want that Jungkook back." he finishes and I smile a little.
"You are a good friend."
"And you a shitty boyfriend." he says at his turn, and I giggle.
Yeah, he is right. But I have in plan to change that.
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|Jungkook's perspective|
"But I already told Jackson that we can share a tent." I say and Jimin looks at me bored, then shrugs.
"I don't care bitch. Best friends before friends. You care about him more than about me?" he dramatically asks, then I roll my eyes.
"Fine, I will tell him that you forced me." I reply and he nods proudly.
He straightens after his voice, then looks straight into my eyes. I realize he wants to talk to me about something more important than the tent business.
"Jungkook, I... I talked with Taehyung." I hear him, and I refrain myself for smiling when I hear his name( because yeah, I used to do that before).
"And? None of my business." I simply answer and he sits next to me, on the ground.
We are at the moment near a lake. We had already prepared the tents, and Jimin wanted to talk to me. That's why we chose to talk here. Even if it's pretty cold outside.
"Jungkook, maybe you should let him to explain everything. He was kinda desperate, y'know?" he asks me then I get up from the ground.
I shake off my dusty pants a little, then get closer to the edge of the lake. I look at the moon and smile. It is very bright. I hear the faint water's sound, and I feel more relaxed.
"I don't care about what he wants to tell me, Jimin. I was just a toy for him, nothing more than just a bet. I was a fool because I gave up my heart to him." I say then I hear some steps behind me.
Jimin comes closer to me, then catch my attention.
"You still love him, right? You want to be with him again, but you don't want to forgive him in the same time, I have right?" he starts to say, and I move my glance to the sky again.
I don't want to answer. I can not answer. Because yeah, he is right. But I can't admit that.
I want to move my left foot a little further, but I slip because of the umidity, and the next thing that I see, is how I start falling. In a few seconds, I can feel the cold water, and my nose, my ears and my mouth, are full with it.
I don't have time to react, I don't have time to scream. I can hear Jimin's voice, but I can't understand what he says.
I feel frozen. The water is really cold, and I can't move my hands, or my legs. I want to yell for help, but I don't have the strength.
I don't really know what is happening with me, but I feel my eyes heavy. I start to tremble a little, and the last thing that I can see before closing my eyes, is a figure that seems too familiar to me.
Then I embrace the darkness. Again.
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Hi angels! A new chapter pam-pam! Maybe is not so interesting, but hey, better than nothing, right?')
See ya at the next one and I wait for your opinions!!
I'm soft rn🥺
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