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30. Trying my best to be good enough

|Taehyung's perspective|

      "Where you was last night?" I ask Jungkook and he just keeps looking at his book, while I refrain hardly to not go at him and kneel in front of him, then apologize— yeah, I'm that desperate.

     After I kissed him, he ran away from our room, and even if I called him, he didn't answered. So I even started to search him on the streets, but without any result. I was worried as fuck, especially after what happened last time when he ran away. And  next day, I saw him at the university. But he tried his best to avoid me. So yeah... I was able just to watch him at the distance.

     I still have to apologize, but I must to think about a better way first of all. If I will say something like "Jungkook, I'm sorry I kissed you", it will be weird as fuck. And he will think it was just a mistake in my point of view. But hell no! It wasn't. And I have to show him this too.

      "At Jimin's room." he answers in a low tone, and I can tell for sure that he is still mad on me.

     So he was at Jimin all night? Alone? Just the two of them? Even if they are just friends, I hate this thought. Jungkook is really inocent, and I don't know what Jimin...

     Be serios Kim. This can't happen.

      "Jungkook." I call his name, but he seems focused at the book. "I... I want to talk about what—"

      "I have to go. Jackson is waiting for me. " he cuts my reply then gets up from his bed, while I try to understand what he means.

      Wait, Jackson? That stupid Jackson? That fucking idiot?

     He wants to go out from the room, but I stop him and grab his left wrist. He looks at me confused as his cheeks turn red instantly — cute.

      "I told you Jackson is not a good guy, Jungkook. Then why you are still talk with him?" I ask him in a serious tone, and he looks at me even more amazed.

     I'm not fucking kidding right now, bunny.

      "It's... It's not of your business." he tells at his turn, then pulls his hand out of my grip, and leaves. 

     I close my eyes and I take a deep breath. I feel frustrated. Because he has right. Is not my business. At least, not until I will show him what I feel towards him. Until I will not make him to understand that I really wanted to kiss him.

     But now, I can't just wait for him to come back. I have to go after him, to see what he will talk with Jackson. If that stupid shit will try something to Jungkook, I can't guarantee he will not be at the hospital the next day. Because nobody can hurt Jungkook— even if I did that. But from now on, I have to change myself, while I will try to be with Jungkook as well.

     I will protect him at all costs from now on.

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|Jungkook's perspective|

     "I'm glad you accepted to go out with me, Kookie." I hear Jackson then I smile a little.

    "Well... I like to... To make friends." I answer in a low tone and he smiles at his turn.

     Well, it's kinda a lie. I mean, I like to make friends but I'm sucks at this. I'm just not so friendly.

      At first I really wanted to decline Jackson's offer — to hang out with him today, but when I heard Taehyung (when he said he wants to talk about what happened) I panicked. So the first excuse was Jackson.

     And I don't know if Taehyung told me the truth when he talked about Jackson, because he is really a nice guy. We was at a movie, then he brought me some banana milk— he knew how he can impress me. After movie, we was at a restaurant, and at this moment we are in front of my room, outside. He really insisted to walk my back, even if I told him it's not necessary.

     "It was nice today, I really had fun." Jackson says and I nod.

      "Yeah, it was great. Thanks." I manage to reply without stuttering again, and he ruffles my hair after.

     "You are really pretty, Kookie." he says after and I gulp hardly, while my cheeks becomes redder instantly.

       I hate to receive compliments.

     "Ăă... I- Thanks?" that's all I can say, then I hear the door from my room opening.

     Taehyung looks at us with a weird glance, while Jackson rolls his eyes. I try my best to not run away again. I'm not ready to talk with him yet.

    "Sorry buddy, I destroyed your moment?" he asks Jackson and I frown, because I don't understand what he means.

      Jackson just looks at him bored, then turns his attention to me. I can feel Taehyung's glance on me. Fuck.

      What he wants this time?

      "Jungkook, you are free tomorrow after classes? We can go in a park after. So?" he asks and I don't have time to answer, because Taehyung pulls me into the room, then smiles forcedly at the boy in front of us.

     "No, he is not available tomorrow, or any time when you want." my roommate intervenes then close the door, exactly in Jackson's nose.
 
     I still try to proces what happened, then I look at my roommate. How he can do this? Who the fuck he thinks he is?

    "Why you did that?" I ask him in a ferm voice, while he just sighs.

     "Because that guy it's not good for you!" he answers and I start to laugh a little, because this time it's too much.

      He keeps messing up with me, but I'm done. I really can't do this anymore.

     "Then who is good for me, Taehyung? You?" I joke but when I hear his reply, my heart stops beating.

     "Not yet, but I will try my best."

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      Hello angels! The second chapter hehe^^ I hope u liked even a little bit and see u at the next one!!❤️

    
      

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