|Jungkook's perspective|

    "I still don't understand why you accepted." I hear my roommate then I will my eyes.

    He is still talking about the movie that I will see with Jackson hyung tomorrow. I don't get it why he seems so disturbed by the fact that I accepted.
   
     "I just wanted to be nice." I say and it's his turn to rolls his eyes.

     "Well, you don't have to be so nice to him. It's a possibility that he will misunderstood your politeness." he says after and I glance at him, because I really don't understand what he wants to say.

     "What do you mean?" I want to make clear, then he sits on the chair, next to me.

     "Maybe he will think that you like him. And... He is not such a good guy like how pretends to be." he explains and I'm even more confused now.

     "I... I don't like him!" I revolt and he smiles a little— I don't know why.

     "It's a good thing then. But you still have to be careful around him, ok? I can't be with you tomorrow, but if something happens, I'm just at a call further. You have to call me, if you want to get out from there. Deal?" he asks and I look at him amused, trying to not laugh.

     "You act like he is a murderer or something." I reply in an amused tone, but he doesn't seems to have fun at all.

      "I'm serious, Jungkook. I still don't like the fact that you will be with him, but it's up to you." he says in a low tone, and his voice becomes even more thick than usual.

     Why I feel he wants to stop me with any cost? Is Jackson so dangerous like he keep saying?

     "Taehyung... Why you don't get along with Jackson hyung?" I ask him then I meet his dark yet beautiful eyes.

     "It's just... It's a boring story anyway." he reply and I smile.

     "I like to listen stories." I whisper and he smiles at me, them nods.

     "We used to be really good friends in the past, even if now we pretend to be just two strangers." he begins and I listen carefully. "We really was very close, like two brothers. But... with the time past, he changed. He became more selfish, he started to drink, to smoke, to use drugs." he says then I see a tear falling on his left cheek; and I don't understand why me heart aching instantly. "And after my mom died... he kept saying that I was... the reason of her death. That's why I couldn't be friend with him anymore. Because... somehow I started to believe him. I started to telling myself that I should be the one dead, not her." he finishes then shrugs and gets up from the chair, while I feel my own cheeks wet.

     His mom died? His friend— Jackson— said that is his fault? I can't even imagine how hurt had to be for him.

     I get up from my sit too. I don't have any reply prepared, because moments like this, can not be resolved in words. So I just take some steps closer to him, while I feel my heart smaller and smaller— he cries, this scene it's really painful for me.

   I look at him a few seconds, then I don't wait anymore. I hug him, then I close my eyes. He seems confused at first, but after he responds to my hug. It's not like I didn't hugged him before, I did that. But before it was because I needed, but this time is exactly the opposite.

    "It's not your fault, Tae." I whisper to him, but he seems to hear, because the next thing that he does, is to hugging me tighter.

     And I promise myself to be here for him, exactly how he is here, for me.

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|Taehyung's perspective|

     "What happened with you?" Yoongi asks me and I roll my eyes.

     "What happened with me?" I ask at my turn, trying to understand what he means.

     "Why you are so happy today?" he asks me again, and I just smile more.

     Jungkook said that he will skip 'the friendly date' with Jackson today. And in other days as well. After I told him what happened in the past, he promised to be away from Jackson. And yeah... It's really something that relaxed me a little bit. Jungkook really can't he near to that idiot.

     "I don't have math today, that's why." I lie and he nods, then points at someone.

     I look after what he points, then I see a blonde girl, drinking water form a bottle.

      "Look what tits she has! Damn... I would fuck her instantly!" he says and I just look at him bored.

      "Yeah... She doesn't look very bad." I agree to him, but he seems confused.

     He looks again at the girl, then glance at me with a his left eyebrow raised.

     "What's wrong with you? She seems like a fucking snack! I can bet you can take her in your bed." he reply but I just decline with a head move.

      "I'm not in the mood." I day then I look at my phone.

     The truth it's... Since I started to know Jungkook, to be there with him, to find out some of his secrets, I stopped from wishing to have sex with any hot girl. And it's kinda making me to ask myself why. What can be the reason?

      "Don't tell me you are in love, you stupid head. This can be a huge mistake for your playboy life." I hear him but my mind stops at the first part.

     "Don't tell me you are in love."

     If he had been saying this a few weeks ago, I would probably laughed the shit out of me. But now (when it's about Jungkook) I don't understand why I don't find this idea so childish or crazy. And even more, I kinda like it.

     So maybe... maybe I should ask myself if I'm really so straight as I thought.

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     I was able to update again today hehe^^

     Tomorrow I will start the school again, and I kinda want to dieeeeee 🤡👀

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