25. Under the rain
|Jungkook's perspective|
"You are sure you want to go alone? We can go with you if you want." Jimin hyung says to me and I smile at him.
"Yes hyung, I want to be alone for a while." I reply and then I look at Namjin( Jimin called Namjoon and Jin hyung like this) and they already smile at me.
"Be careful with you way back, Jungkook." Namjoon says to me and I nod.
"See you tomorrow, guys!" I say, then I go, leaving them behind.
I put on my jacket better and then look at the phone screen. It's past ten o'clock at night, and I'm walking the streets like a crazy. That's because I went out to the restaurant an hour ago with my friends, and then I wanted to go alone at the dorm. They said they had some more work to do, and I didn't want to wait for them. I wanted to have some time to think.
To think about my life now, and my life before to know them— Jin, Namjoon and Jimin hyung, but especially, before knowing Taehyung. My roommate it's the one who knows about the fact they I cut myself, the only one who tries to keeping me away from doing this. The one which tries to help me.
And I don't know that to feel about this. On q hand I feel like I have to thank him again and again, but at the other hand, I want to push him away— because he tries to understand me, and how he can do this, when I don't understand myself?
I'm scared. I'm scared he will find out things that should be hidden. Things that should be buried inside my mind and my heart. I'm scared he will succeed to discover me. And I can't afford this. I can't destroy him as well.
And I'm even more scared that I will start to feel something that I should not. That I will start to misunderstood his kindnesses, with another feelings. And I can't risk this. I can't even imagine what will happen if I... If I will like him.
I take a deep breath, and when some drops of water start to falling on me, I look at the sky. It's raining faster and faster with each and every second, and I look around. Just a empty street with some trees. Perfectly.
I start running, but the rain makes this difficult. I stop later and hide under the branches of a tree. Why I have this luck? I mean... Just why?
"What the hell I can do now?" I whisper to myself, feeling cold already.
I think a few seconds, and the first name that comes to my mind, it's him— the one I said I wanted to put him aside, the one who's been helping me more and more lately. I think and I think again. But when I hear even a tunder, I look after Taehyung's number then I call him.
When he picks up, I feel my cheeks hotter, even it's cold as fuck here.
"Ăăm... Taehyung, are you busy?"
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|Taehyung's perspective|
"This is killing me!" I say to myself then I sigh.
I hate the rain. It's one of the most hated things for me. And now, I'm on my car, driving like a stupid, while the sky keeps annoying me.
But I have a good reason. Jungkook called me. He was with his friends, but he gone away alone, then the rain started. And even if I hate this kind of weather more than anything, I'm glad he called me. I'm glad he has a little of trust in me. It makes me feel somehow... Helpful. Or maybe more than just helpful. It makes me feel I have a change to correct my mistake— accepting that stupid bet.
The directions Jungkook gave me on the phone are pretty lame, but when I see his silhouette under a tree, I close my eyes, feeling relieved. I stop the car exactly besides of him, then I get out, raning to him.
"Ta... Tae?" he calls my name and I sigh when I see him all wet, in this cold night.
"I'm here Jungkook, I'm here." I say then I help him to go into my car, and I do the same.
I turn on the heat and take my jacket off, then look at Jungkook. He has his eyes close while touching his hands between them, and I can see very easy that he shivers.
"Jungkook." I call him and he opens instantly his eyes. "Take of your jacket and take mine inside. It's not a big help, but at least maybe you can warm yourself a little."
He looks at me then gulps hardly.
"I... I can't." he reply in a hoarse voice, and I can tell that tomorrow he will probably sick.
"What, why?" I ask him and he just shivers even harder.
"You... You told me to not- to not touch your things." he manages to answer and I'm speechless a few seconds.
I remember when I told him this, in the first day when I met him. But even so, he is fucking serious right now?
"You are crazy." I whisper then I take his wet jacket of, then put mine on him.
He keeps looking at me confused, and when I take his hands in mine own, I can bet he start to shiver even more. His hands are cold as fuck, and I grits my teeth. Why you had to go alone, bunny?
"What- What are you—?"
"I try to warm your hands." I cut his reply and he nods hesitantly.
He glance at the window and I think that maybe I should start the car. But I kinda like this moment. His small hands between my big ones. Weird...
"I'm... I'm sorry, I watered your car. " I hear him and I smile a little.
This idiot really thinks I care about my car at this moment?
"You are really stupid sometimes, Jungkook."
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