Hey guys. I am extremely disappointed  in myself for the lack of updates and time spent on this story. Every time I hash out a chapter I just sit there looking at it unsatisfied. I want the best, I expect the best, because you deserve the best and I just feel like what I'm making at the moment isn't good enough for you guys.

I had such wonderful plans for all of this. Hell, I planned on it being a trilogy and had massive plans for the third book. Only in my search for satisfaction I got distracted with other projects. I want you to know I haven't forgotten about this story. I love it and I love the first one.

I'm angry at myself because I'm letting you guys down. Especially those who were such avid supporters for my first story. I don't want to be making excuses but I feel that you deserve to understand where I'm at for the moment. Please guys tell me your thoughts and emotions about this story in the comments.

Is it good? Is it living up to expectations? Am I just being too hard on myself? I just need to orient myself in order to continue this, I need a new surge of inspiration. Please guys, be patient and I give you my deepest apologies. I honestly hate myself right now for this.

~Emily