Chapter 15
The next several hours blurred into a kaleidoscope of harsh fluorescent lights, the antiseptic tang of disinfectant, and a constant backdrop of frenetic hospital activity swirling around me.
Through it all, Max remained an anchoring presence at my side.
He said little, seeming to instinctively understand that platitudes would ring hollow in the face of my silent, white-knuckled despair. Instead, he simply stood resolute vigil beside me - that devastating masculine strength reminding me how fortunate I was not to be enduring this torment entirely alone.
Eventually a somber-faced doctor emerged, her expression grave. Immediate dread plied my veins to ice as she approached, the air thickening around us like funereal sludge.
This was it - the unthinkable words I'd been dreading since hearing the news.
Beside me, Max tensed imperceptibly, the only outward sign of bracing for the crushing blow about to be delivered.
Yet instead of solemn condolences, the words that left the doctor's lips detonated like a blinding shock grenade through the leaden atmosphere.
"It's...well, it's quite remarkable, Ms. Bennett. Your father has rallied in a way I've rarely witnessed before. He's still very fragile but stabilized, and the next hours will be crucial but I',m optimistic that barring any further complications...he has a good chance of overcoming this crisis."
My knees threatened to buckle with the force of that tidal wave of delirious reprieve crashing over me. Max's steadying grip on my elbow was the only thing keeping me upright as giddy disbelief swamped my senses.
He was going to be...okay? After weathering the past hours steeled for tragedy, hearing that improbable prognosis unleashed a deluge of emotions too overwhelming to process all at once. Relief. Awe. Profound, humbling gratitude. Thank you God for hearing my pleas.
And an incredulous flicker of hope that maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't have to say goodbye to him just yet after all.
"Are...are you certain?" The tremulous whisper escaped my lips before I could call it back, tear-scorched cheeks still sheened with disbelief.
The doctor's somber expression eased into a reassuring smile, imbuing her delicately featured face with warmth.
"See for yourself," she invited, gesturing toward the hallway behind her with an incline of her head.
A strangled sound caught in my throat. With numb, wobbling steps, I lurched forward, barely registering the brief pressure of Max's hand on the small of my back as if to steady me.
And there he was - gray hair tousled and complexion waxy, yet gloriously, undeniably alive. His faded blue eyes met mine, creasing at the corners in that bone-deep weariness mixed with profound joy I knew so well.
"Lottie..."
The reverential rasp of my nickname tilted the room on its axis. I swayed drunkenly on my feet for a dazed heartbeat before staggering the final two steps and collapsing at his bedside in a torrent of hitching sobs.
My head pillowed against the scratchiness of the hospital gown where his skeletal chest lay beneath. A feeble hand stroked tremulously over my hair in the ritual comforting gesture from my childhood, gentled and slowed by time's cruel progression.
Yet now, instead of filling me with sorrow, that frail touch opened the floodgates of gratitude and sheer euphoria I never imagined I'd feel again in my father's presence. Not after the ravages of his devastating decline...
This was nothing short of a miracle. Not just Dad's seemingly impossible rally, but the idea that I wouldn't have to endure another shattering loss just yet. Not today.
So for one suspended, tenuous moment, I lost myself in the simple rapture of being my father's little girl again. Of treasuring the rare pockets of lucid softness glimpsed through the merciless fog of his dementia.
His fingers carding gently through my hair, crooning wordless susurrations of comfort against my crown. My hitching sobs slowly evening into the lullaby cadence of our mingled breaths - a visceral reminder of our primal parent/child bond, defying the cruel erosion of time and sickness.
I had no idea how much more precious time remained before Fate's hourglass on that connection finally ran out. But in this moment, none of that mattered. I simply drank in the roaring silence of defying our unthinkable loss.
At length, I became aware of a warm, grounding presence nearby - like the eye of the storm around us. Max had retreated a respectful distance into the hallway, one shoulder propped against the doorframe as he regarded the intimate tableau before him.
Our gazes locked across the dimly lit room. And although I'd expected to find his customary cynicism and remoteness, Max's stunning emerald stare held no judgment or indifference. Only that soul-deep solemnity and...
Yes, there it was again - that indecipherable flicker that jolted my pulse in a strangely visceral way. As if by witnessing my long-feared devastation miraculously averted, Max had somehow been equally altered on a primal level.
Gratitude swelled in my chest once more, imbuing my lungs until I thought they might burst. For him, this formidable man who by all accounts should want nothing to do with such shattering vulnerability. And yet here he remained, honoring the surreal magnitude of this moment with a sombered silence and resolute presence all his own.
Eventually, a bone-deep weariness began tugging at my frayed edges as the adrenaline ebb of Dad's miraculous rally gave way to a harsh comedown, my body felt the exhaustion in a wave of so powerful, I swayed dizzily on my feet, certain I would crumple to the tiles at any moment.
Max re-assuring and firm hold was the only reason I hadn't collapse. A week ago, I would have recoiled from such an intimate gesture, reading far too much into the simple human comfort it provided. But after the emotional vastation of nearly losing my father, I found myself clinging to Max's steady presence like a lifeline in the turbulent swell.
"You need to rest Charlotte," Max's low rumble sounded close to my ear, breaking through the cottony fog muffling my senses. "Allow me to call you a car home."
I wanted to protest, to insist I was fine and could manage on my own as always. But the thought of being alone right now after such a shattering emotional gauntlet made my throat thicken with dread.
Seeming to sense my turbulence, Max surprized me by crooking one arm around my waist, drawing me into the sheltering strength of his side. My cheek came to rest instinctively against the crisp linen of his shirt as he angled us away from the bustle of the hospital wing, guiding me toward a secluded alcove.
"I'm spending the night at your place to help you rest and recover from this ordeal. I'll call the office and clear both our schedules for Monday as well." he murmured in that deep, brooking-no-nonsense timbre that should have raised my hackles.
"No arguments." he added.
The fact that he issued the directive more as an expectation than a request should have triggered an automatic rebuttal, under normal circumstances. But normal seemed to have departed the premises long ago on this of all days.
So instead of the scathing rejoinder I knew was expected, I simply nuzzled deeper into the reassuring bulk of Max's chest with a murmur of wordless gratitude.
If he was taken aback by my uncharacteristic placidity, Max did an exceptional job of concealing it. His free hand simply drifted up to brush a stray tendril back from my brow in an unnervingly tender gesture.
"Let me take care of you tonight, Charlotte," he crooned in voices softer than I would have imagined possible from his harsh angles and relentless intensity. "You don't have to be so strong all the damn time."
Something inside me shuddered and splintered at the impassioned gravel lacing those words. It wasn't an edict or a lecture, but rather a plea - one laced with far more depth and unspoken understanding than I felt equipped to grapple with in my addled state.
So I simply surrendered to pure instinct instead of attempting to unravel Max's enigmatic duality yet again. Burrowing my face deeper into that clean, testosterone-laden warmth that was somehow so grounding and disarming all at once.
My eyes drifted shut, shuttering out the harsh fluorescents and constant human current swirling around the private sanctuary we'd momentarily carved out together. All that existed was the cadence of Max's breathing, the lub-dub of his heartbeat against my cheek, and the luxurious skim of his fingertips trailing through my disheveled hair like whisper-soft silk.
At length, the muted buzz of Max's phone sliced through the tranquil haven. He shifted against me with a low rumble that may have been a sigh or a curse - I couldn't be certain.
"It's the car service," he confirmed, the vibration of each word resonating through me in a strangely visceral way. "Are you ready to go?"
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