(Ash's POV)

I went to the bar that night. It was the last thing I could remember, the last thing I'd be able to remember.

All of my life, though, I'd been against getting too drunk, but that night..

That was the night I threw away that reluctance to drink and got what some would call wasted.

But, I guess an explanation would be nice.

My mother had been terrible, she hated me, but then I met Summer. I got into a relationship with her, but then we both met a few more people, Him being among them. I hated Him. I'd attack Him all the time when He'd get close to her.

Until one day I finally killed him.

His name was Hunter. He was perfectly capable of fighting back, but he never did. If I could, I'd wish now that I'd become friends with him. Maybe he would've been a good one, despite everything he'd done.

Back to that night, I was already drunk. I was so drunk that when I talked, my words were slurred, and I'd stumble when I walked. On top of that, I was still drinking.

I didn't realize how much drunk me would embarrass myself. I had tried to sing for everyone at that point. And by everyone, I mean it. I'd literally climbed onto the bar and tried to sing, but not only did I sound terrible but I also fell off of the countertop in front of them all.

At another point, I'd attacked a chair, thinking that it was Him. The sad part was that I think the chair won the battle. I had a black eye by the time I was done with it.

Eventually, I'd gotten the impulse to drive. Being the drunk I was, I went outside in a daze and started the car. It wasn't even my car. It was Summer's, but I'd taken it anyways. I didn't think that if be that irresponsible with it.

When I started driving, my vision kept going blurry, and I was swerving on the road without realizing it. I'd forgotten to put my seatbelt on. I should've known it wasn't sad. I was stupid.

That night, I crashed the car and flew out of the windshield in the front of the car. The last thing I heard was Summer's cry of agonizing emotional trauma before everything went black and dead.