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|~ Name ~|
Ae-ra Yoon (Korean) / Arin Yoon (American)

|~ Age ~|
18

|~ Birthday ~|
December 14th

|~ Face Claim ~|
Kim Chanmi (AOA)

|~ Status/Category ~|

Archaic

|~ Personality ~|
She is a caring young lady, who puts everyone ahead of herself. Making sure everyone else is taken care of and happy, is what keeps her living and makes a point in her life. Seeing the smiles and laughs, brings a warmness to her soul, and she finds joy in others being happy. She hardly ever takes care of herself and it is very foreign to her to actually spend time on herself. She has never had such a thing before, nor does she really care to, not at all. She is focused on others, and is quite happy, sometimes stressed, on taking care of others. She is loyal, like a puppy, and no matter what the person does, she always tries to find the good in them. She knows there is good in everyone, and even is people appear to be bad, they aren't truly bad. They just act a certain way due to their reasons, and she understands. She understands quite a lot, and not many people fully know what she has gone through. She never really talks about her life, and has her guard up all the time, and only will give bits and pieces every so often, if she feels they need to be given. She truly is a wonderful girl, that everyone wishes to be, at times she can be counted as "shy" but she really isn't. She isn't really shy, as much as it is not knowing what to do or what to say, you could say. She is often quite, not saying a word, until she is spoken too. She isn't the one to be the center of attention and she could care less if she was being honest. She is soft spoken and really never butts in, unless it is justified and completely necessary for her to do. She has no problem with standing up for others, herself or whatever else, yet it does, like before, has to be the right time in order to do so. Now she isn't one to get a lot of compliments from people, mainly men, so, whenever she gets one, her face goes bright red. She gets so hot, and her cheeks grow bright red, a sheepish smile grew on her face. Only because she is a bit embarrassed by getting a compliment, and that may be odd to you, but to her it is all normal. She always knows what to say, and if just comes natural to her, since that is how she is. She remembers everything she is told, not because her brain is wired that way, but because she cares to remember. Not many people really care to remember the tiny details in life, and she cherishes the small things in life. Tiny things make her smile, but only when no one else is around, and on that note, she is one to like being alone. She finds that being alone is oddly comforting, yet she finds she can relax in times like that. She never really gets mad, when she does, it is for one good reason. Now she doesn't yell when she is mad, her madness turns into sensitive tears that stream warmly down her face. A bit out of humiliation of being talked in such way in publish and she knows humiliation way to much, and she hates it. But it ends up always happening as well as being hurt my peoples words. She has no idea why she gets so much hate when she is such an amazing and sweet person, the type everyone wants as a friend. She is always wearing a smile, even if she is hurting, she wears a smile to mask how she really feels. She knows it isn't the best thing to do, but she could care less, she doesn't want people to focus on herself when others needs help. Many people don't understand, but for her, others mean more than herself. She happens to get stressed out more often than not, and she can be a little tense looking when she is stressed. Mainly she is just tired when she is stressed, yet she knows she has to push through it before she starts doing something else. Now once you warm up to her and she warms up to you, she can be quite silly, especially around kids, to make them feel better.

|~ Likes ~|
~ Cuddling, she enjoys to cuddle close to a blanket, pillow or even person. The hugging-like contact makes her feel better and safe. She knows many people may think she is childish, but for her, it comforts her.

~ Nights, she enjoys the calmness of the night, she prefers it to the day time. She is often found sitting or walking outside at night, since it makes her feel a sense of calm.

~ Warm drinks, they just make her feel a sense of warmth and a nostalgical feeling of her childhood and happy memories.

~ Soft and comfy clothes, since it just feels more comfortable than anything else. (which she hates dresses)

~ Cats, she is such a cat person, and has her own cat that is currently at home with her family. It is a Persian cat that she had found as a kitten in an alleyway. She has a special heart for cats and small fluffy animals as well.

~ Ice cream, she is a sap for ice cream and will often eat it for a late night snack if she needs to. She loves hit fudge on top of all the ice cream, sprinkles on top as well, and lots of sprinkles or M&Ms.

~ All seasons, she enjoys each season and knows they each all have their own meaning behind them. She makes the most of each reason, no matter what time it is, she finds away to make the best of it.

~ Cooking and baking, like most people, she enjoys making food and giving it to people. Most of the food she makes she gives to those who don't have anything or very little.

~ Kids, she loves kids so much and finds each are a precious gift and miracle. She hopes to have her own kids, since she has always been fond if the idea of motherhood. She wants to experience what her mother had with her.

~ She enjoys to travel, although she may not get to very often, she has been to a few places. She loves each place and recalls every tiny little detail about them and what she did there for making memories.

~ Blankets, unlike most people, she has this obsession with having blankets. She has many warm and soft ones that she cuddles with or lays over her if she is cold. She also loves to give them away to people who need them as well.

~ Horses, she has always wanted to ride one, but has never be able to find time or one to ride. Her one wish is to ride a horse before the selection is over if she can, that would send her over the moon.

|~ Dislikes ~|
~ Sour Candy, she doesn't like the flavor, and the puckering makes her want to throw up. She just finds it disgusting and will easily turn away them if offered, and she will be polite as she does.

~ Humiliation, like most, she doesn't nor can take it very well. She will stay upset for a long time if she is humiliated, since that is something you don't just cast off. She will hide in her room, until she is able to come to peace with what had happened, yet she may have someone help her out.

~ Rude people, really anyone who is the opposite of wonderful and nice people. She finds them disrespectful and not the right type of people who would be running a kingdom, or really, getting anything they want.

~ Being told she isn't worth something. That hurts her the most yet she knows it to be true at times. Even if it isn't actually true, she believes it to be true, and she knows that is bad, but she doesn't care.

~ Not being able to help, she loves to help people and when she is unable to help, it makes her feel so bad. She will try her best to help, just sometimes she is withheld from helping someone for whatever reason it is.

~ Loud music, she doesn't like it to be loud, because she can't hear herself speak or think and it is annoying and distracting.

~ Surprises, she doesn't like not knowing what has been planned or happened. She has never been fond of the unknown, she just didn't like it at all.

~ Alcohol, she stays far away from it knowing that it is dangerous and how it can be easily be life or death sometimes.

|~ Fears ~|
~ Water, only because she has a small accident as a child involving a large body of water. From then up until know, she freezes when she is pretty close to the sea. She knows how cliche it may be, but for her, this is a terrifying place and she steers clear as much as she can. But she can  around them, it takes her time, but it is like putting a band-aid on a bullet wound, it's only temporary.

~ Her family being hurt or killed, as you have seen, she cares so much about people and her family is gold to her. She loves them so much, she is willing to give her own life to protect the ones she loves so much.

~ Death, for herself. She is quite scared of dying and not being able to finish out the rest of her life. She doesn't like people taking care of things she does, since she has a special way of doing such. Plus the idea of not knowing what is going on, isn't one she likes to think about.

|~ Flaws ~|
~ A major part of her personality is one big flaw, according to most people, and as much as she knows it is, she likes who she is, and doesn't want to change herself. She knows who people would think she isn't fit to rule ot anything, honestly, she could care less, she loves helping people. It may be a flaw to others, but to her it isn't.

~ The way when certain things happen, she will freeze, like in her fears, and under stress, she will take a while before she is able to break out. People need to be understanding of it, but most the time people make it worse for ber by yelling at her.

|~ Strengths ~|
~ Being told that she can do something, gives her strength to do what she knows she needs too. She honestly doesn't have many, but as long as she has people to help boost her confidence and tell her she can do it, she will do it.

~ Her need to help others, since she will do anything (within the law) to make sure everyone is okay in the end. It doesn't matter who they are, if someone needs help, she will help them, even if she is being told not to.

|~ Weaknesses ~|
~ Seeing others hurt, since that is just one thing that will shut her down and not really be able to do anything. The only thing she can do is plead and beg for her to do whatever they want so they won't hurt her family or anything, since that is horrible to her.

~ Weapons, (guns, swords, big weapons) she is not fond of them and will cower at the sight even if it is being pointed at her, she may pass out from the stress, which stress is a huge weakness as well, since when she is stressed she can't think.

~ Given a ultimatum, most of the time she will just cave in and pick on, the one she knows the person giving it likes so she can get it over with

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{ The ones above will be added more as I rp her out, because I like to keep it simple and have her grow as a person throughout rps so check back often to see what I have added if you can that is}

|~ Thoughts on Selection ~|
Well, to begin with, she isn't here nor there when she first found out about the selection that was being held. She thought it was interesting, and that finding love that way was also very risky. She found it to be quite unorthodox and not her forte, since she isn't one to play a game for love. She likes it when love finds her, if she is in the line for it, she accepts it either way. If not, she is all fine with staying single and helping as many people as she can.

Now, when she found out her parents had enrolled her into the selection without her knowledge, her whole thoughts changed. No way was she going to let herself get hurt for loving a prince! That went against all she stood for, well, not really, but you get the gist. She doesn't want to find out what heartbreak is, she couldn't bare the thought of loving someone so much yet they don't return it. That just stresses her out just thinking about it, so she does her best to not think on that. She wants to keep an open mind and keep her guard up for as long as she is able to. Then, if she feels this is right and that she feels safe, she will let her guard down.

|~ Family ~|
She is really close with her family, they mean the world to her, and she will do anything for them. She carries a locket around her neck with a picture of her and her family. It gives her comfort to see them when she is away and she knows that they will be waiting for her to come home. Like most families, she use to fight with her younger siblings all the time, every so often she may, but now that she is busy with work, she has matured in that aspect.

{ Father | Do Sung }

{ Mother | Seraphina }

{ Sister | Kailee | 13 }

{ Brother | Rocki | 7 }

|~ Other ~|
~ She speaks Korean, English, a small bit of Spanish and French, but she isn't to fluent in those too.

~ She sings, but only in private since she is very self continuous about her voice and thinks that it isn't as good as many others. She also does a little bit of dancing, but not much.

~ She has a animal poncho that is soft and fuzzy, that is a panda, that she wears all the time, and she was able to sneak it into the castle. It was a gift from her dad and she has font memories in it.

~ She likes to doodle even if she isn't good at drawing, she does like to doodle. It just helps her get her mind off if things if needed, but she rarely is able to.

|~ Play List ~|

Gee ~ Girl's Generation

Heart Attack ~ AOA

Tell Me ~ Wonder Girls

I'll Be Yours ~ Girl's Day

Playing With Fire ~ Blackpink

TT ~ Twice

Russian Roulette~ Red Velvet

Electric Shock ~ F(x)

Mirror ~ Fiestar

HyunA ~ Lip & Hip

Baby ~ Astro

Run ~ BTS

View ~ SHINee ( don't kill me people ;-; )

|~ Aesthetic ~|

|~ Gifs ~|