~"You all will bow down to me! I am your Luna and I control you all!" I laughed darkly. Everyone bowed at my feet and chanted Luna. I laughed as I forced silver chains on them and choked them.

I watched as Damien looked at me with hurt and fear in his eyes. There were a pile of dead bodies in the middle of the pack. Matthew and Emma were at the top of the pile.~

"I'M NOT EVIL!" I screamed.

"Iris my flower please wake up, you're not evil! You would never do such things to us,"

I opened my eyes and noticed Damien hovered over me with worry in his eyes.

"You saw my dream?" I whispered.

He nodded his head and I burst into tears.

"What is wrong with me?" I asked.

He pulled me up and engulfed me in a hug. Warmth spread throughout my body and I never wanted him to leave. This was the feeling I never had before.

"Nothing is wrong with you Iris, it's not you, you have to control that thing inside of you, don't let it take control," He said as he petted my head.

I flopped back onto the pillow as he let go of me.

"Please hold me again," I pleaded.

He chuckled and laid down next to me, placing his hand on my belly. It's been two months since I first found out I was pregnant and my belly has grown. Usually it takes a human about 9 months until they give birth. But for werewolves it's about 6 months since the pups grow fast.

The bump wasn't big but it was visible through clothes.

"Hi there pups. It's me your daddy," Damien began talking to my belly. He's been doing that for a while.

All of a sudden I felt a sudden craving for Oreos.

"Damien let's go get breakfast. I'll wake the kids up," I said. I had already started claiming the children as my own but I never let them forget about their actual mom and dad.

"Alright what do you want to eat?" He asked as he removed his face from my stomach. I felt cold when he stopped touching me but I ignored it.

"Oreos," I said excitedly.

Damien raised an eyebrow. "Iris it's 9:00 in the morning. You don't even like Oreos,"

I got up from the bed and crossed my arms.

"Look if I want Oreos then I want Oreos," I said angrily. Who was he to tell me when I could eat Oreos.

I went into the closet and got out a pair of sweat pants and a hoodie. I put them on but stayed barefoot. I walked out and went to the room next door ignoring Damien.

I opened the door and noticed Matthew sitting on Emma's bed reading to her.

"I'll huff and I'll puff and I'll blow your house down!" Matthew said.

Emma pointed at something in the book.

"No he's not bad, wolves aren't bad he was just upset and piggies made him sad. People do crazy things when they're sad," Matthew said hugging his sister.

Man I really do love this kid, he better not change when he gets older.

Emma pointed to her mouth and rubbed her belly. He nodded and got up.

"Matty what did that mean?" I asked fully opening the door.

"She's hungry. I taught her how to talk with her hands," Matty said running up to me.

He came over and hugged me, careful not to harm my stomach. He held his ear up to my stomach as if waiting for something to happen.

"Are my baby cousins in there?" He asked as he tapped on my belly.

I chuckled. "Yup they are in there Matty."

He grinned and grabbed Emma's hand and walked downstairs. As we got downstairs I noticed Danielle sitting on the couch with Blake talking.

These two months have been hard for Blake, losing a mate but not dying was a miracle but he didn't see it as such, I could tell he was in pain and it hurts him whenever he looks at me. Whenever he sees me I know he gets reminded of her and it breaks his heart every time.To lose your mate and not even knowing her for too long must be devastating. 

I cleared my throat and watched as they both jumped up from the couch.

Danielle smiled at me and for a moment I saw sadness and hurt flash in Blake's eyes.
I know, I felt his pain, Lillian dying was the worst thing ever happen to both of us and we both shared that pain being connected to her. I walked over to him and hugged him.

"Blake I feel your pain, you're not alone and I'm here for you," I whispered to him.

I felt his body relax and he returned the hug.

"Thank you Iris. You just look so much like her," He whispered into my ear.

I pulled away and smiled. I walked into the kitchen and made the children cereal. I reached into the top shelf and pulled out a pack of double stuffed Oreos. I don't normally like them but today it was all I wanted. I opened the pack and began stuffing my face as Damien walked in. I glared at him.

"Are you still mad about the cookie thing? He said as he rolled his eyes.

For some reason that pissed me off. I swallowed what I had in my mouth and turned to Damien.

"Oh no I'm just great! I shouldn't get mad at something stupid like you asking me why I want to get Oreos at 9:00 in the morning!" I shouted sarcastically.

As I said that out loud sounded ridiculous. Why was I getting so mad about this? I felt so stupid. I felt tears forming in my eyes as I thought about it.

"Damien I'm sorry this is stupid, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel fat and stupid," I cried.

Damn it these stupid hormones.

Damien ran up to me and hugged me.

 
"Baby it's okay I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything. You're not fat and stupid, you're pregnant and intelligent," He whispered to me.

I felt so warm in his hug it soothed me. He rubbed circles into my back to calm me down and they were doing doing more than calming.

"Damien stop," I moaned into his ear.

I heard him growl as he quickly stopped and walked away. I chuckled.

*3 months later...*

"Who ate all the pickles!!!" I roared.

I was currently looking through the fridge for my pickles when I noticed they were all gone.

I heard a gasp behind me. I turned around to see Matty with a shocked expression holding a pickle and Emma laughing silently.

I glared at Matthew and he took off running instantly. I heard him crunching away at the pickle as Emma dropped on the floor laughing.

"Matthew you evil child!" I said angrily. I couldn't run after him because my belly had grown too much. The twins were growing and they were growing fast.

Damien came walking in with a confused face.

"What's wrong, why were you shouting?" He asked as he wrapped his arms around my belly.

"Matthew ate all my pickles and then ran away," I whimpered.

He chuckled into my neck. "Were they for the babies?"

I nodded my head.

He inhaled into my neck and I felt his muscles relax.

"Ill go out and get you more," He said as he bent down to my stomach.

"Would you like daddy to get you more pickles? Daddy needs his pups to grow big and strong," He said talking to my stomach.

Emma ran over and began rubbing stomach.

I smiled at Emma, her and Matthew were so much like my children to me.

I would have to catch Matthew for eating my pickles though.

*4 months*

"Damien I felt a kick!" I squealed as I tried to get out the bed. Unfortunately that was difficult so I gave up  just stayed in bed.

Damien rushed out the bathroom and came to my side. As he placed his hands on my stomach I shivered from the sparks. After a minute or so I felt it again.

"Woah, that was a strong kick," Damien grinned as he kissed me. He was so happy to be having pups.

I sighed. "I just wished they would let me eat, I've thrown up twice today and I'm hungry,"

"We'll come lets go figure out what they want to eat." Damien suggested.

I nodded and slid my feet onto the floor, I sat up and slowly pushed myself off the bed. With help from Damien I got up. He held my arm as we walked to the kitchen.

'ALPHA! LUNA! Come outside quick!'

We heard someone mind link us.

Well damn there goes us trying to find something to eat. We walked outside and gasped at the sight we saw.

Jade was lying on the ground bleeding and clawing at Blake while Blake was gripping her neck dangerously, looking furious.

"Blake let her go!" Damien shouted but I already took action.

Damien told me that Jade was the reason why he was captured and he wouldn't be surprised if she helped with the kidnapping of Lillian. I was beyond furious. I felt darkness surrounding me.

I noticed someone went to get silver chains to lock Brittany up so I used them as an advantage. I felt the power running through my veins.

I raised my hand up in the air and watched as Blake was tossed backwards by an invisible force. I raised another hand and watched as the silver chains wrapped around Jade's neck. She screamed and squirmed around on the ground in pain.

I wanted her to die, I wanted her to feel the pain that my sister felt before she died. I felt myself slipping away and the darkness pushing me aside.

I felt something shoot into my back and I was immediately welcomed by a new darkness.

*5 months*

After the incident with Jade I was told to stay in bed for the rest of the pregnancy. I could have harmed myself and the children and Damien didn't like that. Jade was being held in prison until I was ready to talk to her about her punishment.

Damien came in grinning as I put the book down I was reading.

"Time to go see what the genders are," He smiled.

Damien really wanted a boy so that he may be his heir and he just couldn't wait to find out. My belly was huge and I was having so much trouble getting around. I slid my feet to the side and carefully and began standing up slowly. As I stood up I lost my balance and almost fell.

Almost. Luckily my loving mate rushed over and caught me.

"Thank you babe." I smiled and pecked him on the cheek. We slowly made our way down to the doctors for the ultrasound.
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I was currently sitting in the chair and watching the monitor while holding Damien's hand. The doctor was looking at the screen while checking my stomach.

"Well congratulations, your children are surprisingly healthy after all you've been through," The doctor said.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It actually made me dizzy as I released.

I turned to look at Damien and smiled.

"What are the genders?" Damien asked.

"Umm well it looks like you're having a baby boy and girl." The doctor said.

I looked up at Damien and noticed a genuine smile on his face.

A boy and a girl.

*6 months*

"Iris baby you're doing great just keep pushing," Damien whispered into my ear as I squeezed his hand in pain and frustration.

I couldn't think of anything else except the pain that I was currently in.

I was in the hospital in labor. I was rushed to the hospital a few days earlier but nothing really happened until a few hours ago.

I was in pain beyond pain right now. Similar to getting stabbed by celestial silver.

"Come on Luna one more push," The doctor said.

I pushed as hard as I could while squeezing Damien's hand hard. I heard a little baby cry as the nurse grabbed a towel to go and clean him off.

"It's the boy Luna." she smiled as she went to clean him up.
I smiled. One down and one more to go.

*5 minutes later*

I was holding boy baby boy and Damien was holding our baby girl. They were sound asleep in our arms.

"Oh my gosh names Damien!" I growled.

He chuckled and shook his head.

"I sort of already had names picked out. I was thinking she could be Lucie Lillian Rose and he be Adam Logan Rose." Damien said proudly.

I felt tears form in my eyes. Lillian did tell me once that I should name my children after our parents, maybe she's the one who gave Damien the idea. Either way I hope she's happy with the choice... I miss them all so much. I wish they were all here to witness the birth of my children.

I will never forget any of them.

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