Back at the castle, I try pushing back what the crazy dragon lady had told me only moments ago. I couldn't seem to wrap my head around her words, so I decide to pretend the encounter never happened.

My eyes scan over the bare meeting room, white walls, wood floors, made the room seem meaningless. Yet many historical events happened here; this room held more memories than furniture. 
I clap my hands together getting everyone's attention. "So you guys ready to go on the rogue tour?" I say with a slight laugh. My words cause Destiny to glare at me. Her eyes glistened with a hatred that burned bright, but it is obvious it isn't just for me. The burning hatred that burned deep in her, ready to erupt like a volcano, is directed at everything I am and stood for. To her I am like a standing monument for all rogues that must be torn down.  

"Is this some joke to you? People are being kidnapped and possibly killed." Destiny growls at me and I roll my eyes at her words. I don't think this girl knew what it was like to not have a stick shoved so far up her ass.

"Of course I'm taking it seriously, if I didn't I wouldn't be taking you to Valentine." I cross my arms as I return the glare.
Valentine is not someone you make a trip to go see, more like you avoid him. Rogues don't actively jump to see him, if anyone is seeing Valentine it's because he has summoned them, which is normally a death sentence. 

Colt walks in my line of vision, "well, where does he live? we need to get everything ready to fly-"

"Fly?" I question as I put my hand on my hip. "Why would we fly? there isn't a large body of water blocking us." I explain wondering why they would even mention flying if it wasn't needed.

"If you don't want to fly we could dri-" a laugh leaves me at his words.

"I don't want to drive either," I shake my head at the audacity, how royal life has turned them into lazy wolves that depend on human things to get them places. "I'm talking about running, you know the thing wolves do to get place to place." I over explain to get my point across.

"We don't have time for that, people are dying!" The overreacting Destiny exclaims, and I wonder if I could offer to take the stick from her ass and giver her a personality. I roll my eyes at her words.

"Yes people are dying everyday, but I promise you its not hurting the population any." I look to Colt and Decker, "Plus we could check out the places these wolves were taken from." I shrug at my own idea, and Colt's eyes brighten as Decker gives me a look of admiration. As cliche as it is, I wait for my heart to skip a beat before remembering that my heart doesn't do that anymore. A nice looking guy like Decker looking at someone like that would make anyone's heart skip a beat, mine just doesn't have that ability anymore. Instead the bitterness that fills my heart now, returns and my face hardens.

"That is a nice idea, that could give us some clues." Colt nods as he looks to Decker, who nods in agreement. 

I fist pump the air as I exclaim, "Lets scooby-doo this bitch!" I hear Destiny scoff and I roll my eyes. she probably doesn't even know who I'm talking about. The scooby-doo movies were at least a hundred years old, the only reason I knew anything about them is because my sister had a thing for old shows and movies. 

"I know a couple places we can stay in between packs," I say as I look between Colt and Decker, "And I promise to keep you three safe." At my words Destiny laughs out loud, in a very obnoxious manner. 

"You, a rogue, think we, royals, need protection?" Destiny ask in between giggles. 

Her words cause me to raise a brow. "Well, yeah, Rogues, Packs, and royals all have different fighting styles." I explain. "Royals fight very formally, complete uniform style, packs fight in a more loose uniform way. Both focus on fighting patterns. Rogues do not. Rogues fight extremely dirty and there is no pattern." 

Colt raises an eyebrow at my words, "You know all three fighting styles?" I nod my head at his words.

"I ran into a Rogue military royal years ago, shortly after being kicked out of my pack. He showed me some moves before he lost his humanity and I killed him." I sigh at the memory of Roger, he had lost his mate weeks before, he left the royal military with out a word. He found me getting attacked by Rogues and took me under his wings, knowing he didn't have long, he trained me everyday till his last breath.

Colt nods and smiles in understanding, Decker looks in deep thought before looking me in the eyes. 

"Alright, We will take your lead Sin, guide us through the packs to Valentine so we can help these Lunas, and introduce you as queen." Decker states nonchalantly. my eyes widen at his words.

"What?!" Destiny and I both screech in unison.  She then looks at me and glares. I growl at her and she growls back taking a step closer.

"I hope rogues come stealing the princess." I growl at her, she opens her mouth to respond but Colt cuts her off.

"Destiny, why don't you get packed so we can go." Destiny looks to Colt at his words, nonetheless she rolls her eyes and leaves the room. Colt then looks at me and sends me a smile that seems more like a grimace. "She isn't so hostile once you get to know her." I glare at Colt causing his smile to fall.

"I don't want to get to know her, I don't want to get to know any of you, I want to get this luna situation figured out so I can go back to my simple life." I growl, "So get your shit together so we can leave immediately," I growl out as I rush past a confused looking  Colt and surprised looking Decker. 

I rush down the hallway until I find the room Decker had put my stuff in. I sigh as I look around the room, some familiarity to it. Like I had been in this room before, even though this is the first time I had ever been in the castle.  I walk to the bed and flop on it carelessly. 

With the silence came thoughts I had pushed back, into the basement of my mind, the dragon lady. Her words played through my mind like a record. The Moon Goddess was my mother. I wanted to laugh at the idea, I already had a mother, a snobby one at that. The Moon goddess didn't seem any better, why leave your children in the dark? Why keep your twins apart. I have never met a pair of twins that did well apart from each other. 

Though if my sister was Navi, I don't think I want to meet her. 

I sigh harshly at the knock  on my door. I stand from the bed and open the door to see Decker. 

"We are ready." He states strongly as he glances down at my lips, I grab my bag from beside the door and put it on my back quickly. 

"Great lets go." I state as I walk around him and down the hall.

"Sin." I turn to Decker with a raised eyebrow.

"What?" I ask harshly, I didn't want him to try to have a moment with me, I am ready to go and get this over with.

"The front door is this way." Decker says softly as he points down the hall, opposite of the direction I was going, with a small smile on his face. My face burns crimson as well as my  neck.

"Oh." Is all I can muster as I walk to him. We then start down the hall without a word, secretly basking in each others presence, the common affect of the mate pull, that I still refuse to believe exists.

Time will show, I'll find out how he is making me feel this way, or I'll have to accept that maybe he is telling the truth.

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Hello everyone!

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I can say that someone has commented right on what one of the goddesses are. I will not say who or what book they commented on but i will say that person guessed right!

anyway i need to explain why i had not updated in a while. i normally update pretty fast but  these last couple days have been hard.

My Husband and I decided to start trying  for a baby, I got off my birth control in June.

Thursday October 17, I missed my period, i didnt think to much of it because its normal for me to be a day or two late with my period but day 3 of my missed period i took a test, it was negative. 

day 5 of my missed period i took another test a it was another negative. at this point im confused and angry, i just want to know if im pregnant or not. at this point i would be fine having a period and being okay that im not pregnant, atleast i would know. 

day 8(friday oct 25) of my missed period and another negative test and other people telling me they had gone through the same thing and it  turned out they were pregnant i start feeling more optimistic (im normally more pessimistc) I start  thinking of how to tell my husband my husband my family, how to decorate the nursery and names. i start really getting excited and believing i am actually pregnant.  

that night though, my period starts and i just feel so let down and disappointed and mad. i was so mad my body could tease me like that. i get in bed and just cry. 

i feel better, more accepting that im not pregnant but i could still cry. it takes a lot for me to get optimistic for something and falling from that height sucks ass. 

anyhow i just wanted to explain, i hadnt forgotten you guys i just couldnt write while stressing over no period and negative test. and i wanted to wait and see if i got a positive so i could tell you guys!!!

until next time!