Flashback

The lady, Abigal, leads me up the stairs. My cheeks are tear stained; I had just left my pack, and experiencing the worst day of my life. I'm only sixteen, too young to be a rogue. Especially for the reason.

Abigal rubbs my back soothingly as she opens the door to the room, we walk in and I look around. A queen size bed, yellow comforter on it, a gray rug underneath it, the walls are pale yellow. The floors a dark gray wood.

"This is your room, we can decorate it how ever you like," I nod my head at her words, wanting nothing more than to cry on the bed right now.

"Would you like to try to call your parents?" Abigal asks nicely.

A sob escapes my lips at her words. I look to her, her eyes hold sympathy and a little confusion.

"They said I am dead to them," My shoulder shake as I surrender to the sobs going through my body, Abigal takes me in her arms, whispering soothing words in my ear, while rubbing my back.

Telling me that I had a new family, I would never be alone.

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I sigh at the memory, if only Abigal knew, just how truly alone I would be. I shake my head as I stand from the bed. I take my back pack off and set it on the floor, I take the dress out of the bag and hang it up. Then step into the bathroom after grabbing black panties and bra.

I quickly shower and shave.

Stepping out I take the blow dryer and dry the mirror so I could see. Black eyes stare at me. I take a brush through my long wavy black hair, then blow dry it quickly, my pale skin made my hair seem darker.

I bite my lip making my pointed canines stand out. Ever since that happened my canines have sharpened. I had small lips with a cupid's bow. My bottom lip slightly pouty.

I apply a coat of mascara and then slip the tight black dress on, I walk into the closet and grab some strappy heels and slip them on.

I open the door to see Zeke with his hand up about to knock.

"Took you long enough, the party is in full swing!" Zeke exclaims as he grabs my hand and brings me along the hallway, down the stairs, and sure enough people are here grinding against each other while drinking.

Zeke hands me a glass as he takes it from a table. I take a couple sips tasting a fruity substance. I drink it a little heavier and look towards Zeke who is looking into the crowd like it's the best thing he has ever seen. I sigh as I look over and smile. The feeling of loneliness still kept my heart company, I wonder how, in a crowd of people, I could still feel lonely.

I squeeze through the crowd and start to rock my hips to the beat. Letting the thoughts leave me as I focus on the beat of the music.

I take more sips of my drink. The thumping of the beat vibrating through my body.

I feel hands on my hips and a body come from behind me. I knock back the rest of my drink and then turn to the man, if I did breath, my breath would be taken away right now. I stare into golden eyes.

That color means something, but my brain is a little fuzzy from the strong content in my drink.

The man wears a hoodie with his hood up, because that isn't suspicious at all, with it already being dark I can't see much of his features, his skin is tan and his eyes are golden.

I decide not to worry who he is and continue to dance with him. He holds my waist lightly, as if he could break me. Making me giggle at the thought.

I need another drink.

I break away from the man and twist and turn my way through the group of people before getting to the kitchen. A few people linger in the kitchen talking to each other and drinking. I grab a red cup and bring it to my lips, agreeing with the flavor I drink on it on my way back to the crowd.

I start jumping with the crowd at the change of beat as a more of a rock song comes on changing the dance of the crowd. I chug some of my drink, making sure not to over do it so I don't get sick. There is a lot of people here. I haven't even seen Abigal, Zeke or Danny. My eyes glance around looking for them. I spot Abigal and Danny dancing and drinking, I then turn to my left and see Zeke flirting with a girl.

"One flesh abiding strong and unifying," the crowd sings to the song as we all bob our heads. Some laugh at those that go off key while others encourage those that can carry a tune. At least barely.

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If you ask me what time it is, I would not be able to tell you, I am definitely over the limit. I giggle at the joke,I normally would not laugh at sober, from the man with greasy hair and dirty brown eyes.

"So we should get dinner sometime." I laugh again at his words.
How funny he is to think I would actually date him. I'm not even looking for a relationship.

"Is that a yes," I open my mouth to say no but a deep voice interrupts me.

"No."

The voice sends shivers down my spine, goose bumps on my skin. I turn my head and see gold eyes glaring at the man infront of me.

The same man I danced earlier with, I thought he left? Why is he back? I turn to the greasy haired man whose eyes are wide and alert. "Sorry man I didn't know she was taken," the guy throws his hands up in surrender.

I tilt my head as my mouth opens "I'm not," I state, causing a smirk to appear on the greasy haired man's face.

Greasy hair, he needs a shower.

Shower.

I'd like to take a shower, I think I did earlier, what time is it.

"Oh so you want to go out then," the man states smirking at me making me scrunch my nose up in disgust.

"Absolutely not, I mean you can at least take a shower before shooting your shot," I state waving my hand infront of my nose.

The man growls at me. Making me giggle again.

Aww he growled like a little puppy.

I want a puppy. I want a puppy, wait I already thought that. I want to name the puppy max.

The gold eyed man growls back at the greasy haired man. His growl does not sound like a puppy more like Godzilla.

Does Godzilla growl?

I giggle at that thought. I then focus my gaze at the greasy hair man. "Can you go away now, I'm tired, I think I'm going to bed." I say in one sentence, causing the man to smirk as he goes to grab me, which leads golden ey-fuck, we are just going to call him goldy cause that's to much thought process. Anyway that causes goldy to growl again.

The man throws his hands up in surrender again as he rolls his eyes muttering something and walking away.

I turn to goldy. "Well it was fun Goldy, but I'm going to bed." I say as I pat his cheek. I then squeeze it a little and see amusement cross through his eyes. I walk around him towards the staircase. I stumble up them slowly.

Just dragging my feet up the stairs. Up the stairs I drag my feet.

I get to my door and look down the hallway towards where I came from and see goldy. "Goldy its rude to stalk someone." Goldy doesn't say anything as he walks towards me. He opens the door for me and grabs my arm gently, leading me in the room. He goes to the drawer in my room and takes out a tank top and shorts.

Okay then perv.

He sets them on the bed and looks at me. "Change," he states as he turns around, his back to me and crosses his arms.

I giggle at his big back, he is huge, tall, muscles ripple under his shirt as he breaths. For once I am envious of not being able to breath.

I go to take the dress off but it's to tight, I whine. "I can't get it off, help me." I stomp my foot to get my point across. I hear him sigh as he turns around.

I giggle as I lift my arms, he grasps the ends of the dress and then closes his eyes as he tugs the dress over my head. With out opening his eyes he turns around and throws the dress on the floor. I giggle as I then take my bra off and put my tank top on and shorts.

What a gentlemen, closing his eyes to respect my privacy.

"Thank you for your kindness. I'm going to bed now," I state as I go to the bed and climb in. "Since you were so kind, you can lay down with me."

I then give him a stern look "but you can't try anything, or else, I'll kill you," I end with a smirk as I then lay my head on the pillow.

I don't stay awake long, as soon as my head hits the pillow, I'm out.

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