Authors note : sorry for not updating for a while ! I finally graduated middle school and I'm off to highschool ! Yeah I had a lot of work , that's why I haven't updated . But anyways , ima try something new in this fanfic , by that I mean a new writing form . Again sorry for not updating !

- XOXO Jenny

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Jenny POV.

It was a month after touring and I was finally back at my apartment , well , out apartment . Riker was in his room doing I don't know what , and I was in mine . Watching some old janoskians videos. I was actually good friends with the brooks , we went to the same school when we were younger , and I actually had a crush on luke, I haven't talked to them since I went to private school . Selena , she was back in Nebraska , Ross being the good boyfriend he is , stayed over there for a couple of weeks . I wanted to be the teen I was and go out , party, and drink. Riker on the other hand , has a reputation to keep. I don't . I'm on a limb if riker will always care about his rep and never about what he actually wants to do . For fuck sakes he's 22! I walked out of my room and knocked on Riker's door . I was still in my Pjs considering it was 10 am. Riker soon came to the door and greeted me

"Hey babe" he said with a warm smile

"Hey " I greeted softly

"What's up ?" He said as he plopped down on his bed and looking at his phone

" I wanted to know if we could go out today ..." I said warmly wanting to go to a club or something

" Jen , you know I can't ..." He said still looking at his phone

" for fuck sakes riker ! You're 22 , you have to go out and have some fun ! I have to have fun ! " I raised my voice , I didn't mean too

" Jen " he said all calmly . "You know why I can't go out , the band -"

" YOU AND YOUR DUMB DISNEY BAND I SWEAR RIKER , YOU ALWAYS CARE MORE ABOUT THE BAND THAN YOUR LOVE LIFE " oh my god , I didn't mean anything I just said ...

" you know what , get out, now .I will always care more about my band than anything else ." He said stiffly and angrily .

" I WILL " I ran out his room throwing his door closed . At this point , I was PIST . How could he say that ... His words replayed in my head. Tears grew in my eyes as I began to sob ...

Selena's POV

I was at Ross's hotel cuddling in the couch with his watching some chick flick . I was in my shorts and tank and Ross was in his sweats and tank. We were Laughing and being weird . I was trying I aim a grape in Ross's mouth but I kept failing at it .

" Ross stop laughing! " I depended giggling trying to aim the grape in his mouth

" I can't ! You just have a horrible aim " he said with a smirk on his face .

"I do not ! I probably have a better one than you ! " I playfully hit his arm . Damn they were buff .

" nah look" he said grabbing a grape from me . " open you mouth and watch" he said causing me to giggle a bit as I opened my mouth . " on 3" Ross said getting ready to throw the grape . "1,2,3!" The grape landed perfectly in my mouth .

" you always have to be good at everything ! God I hate you !" I joked

"Nah you love me ! " he said kissing my cheek causing me to blush .

I heard my computer ring with a skype call . I got up and went to go get my lap top and sat it on the glass coffee table in front of the couch. It was Jen .

" hey Jen " I said answering her call .

"Sel...." Was all she got out . At this point she was balling .

" woah Jen , you okay ?" Ross asked worried .

"No... " her voice cracked .

" what's wrong jelly bean " I asked her .

" I don't know how long I can do this . " she said looking down on the keys of her MacBook.

" do what ?" I questioned

" me and riker . I mean every time I wanna have fun or something he never wants to go and says " I can't because of my rep blah blah blah" I mean come on you're 22!" She sobbed . Man I waned to hug her.

" woah... Riker would never pass out on partying ! That's so strange ... " Ross said .

" well he does it every time , and earlier I asked the same question and he kicked me out his room !" She was crying , Jen NEVER cries ... NEVER

I don't know what to say, what to tell her . I don't know how to cheer her up. Before I could speak , Ross spoke.

" maybe you two should take a break ..." He said , I can't believe I'm thinking this but , I think he's right .

" maybe he's right " I coed .

Jen looked at us her eyes , cleared . She had no emotion what so ever. No sobs, no years . Just her plain face Staring at her computer lens looking at us .

"Jen ?" Ross questioned "you okay there ?"

" that's exactly what I'm going to do ." Jen said emotion less . I never knew someone could be this emotionless . Wow .

" thanks guys , bye , love you guys " she smiled as she hung up the call . I could tell her smile was evil . Oh god.

I looked at Ross who was looking at me .

" I have a feeling this isn't going to be good ..." I said looking into his big beautiful eyes.

" same .." He said still looking at me with a worried face.

Jenny's POV

I got up . Cleared my face . Did my make up . And put on my ripped skinny jeans with a floral crop top with the words "love " on it . And finally my red lip stick and my black high heal pumps . I gabbed my hair and put it into a messy bun . It looked pretty cool considering I had blue dipped dyed hair . So the bun was pure blue. I walked out meeting riker who was coming out of his room.

" look Jen I'm sorry -" I cut him off

" save it , I say we're on a break riker . I can't keep doing this . You need to grow up . " I said walking past him

" what ?! where are you going ? " he said looking at my outfit .

" I'm going to go have fun. " I said as I grabbed my phone and debit card and put them in my pocket .

" break ?! What do you mean "break "

Jen I love you but my band comes-" I cut him off again.

" when you love someone , everything comes before everything . " I said as I walked out the door slamming it behind me.

I decided to go find the brooks brothers , I knew they would remember me if I came up to them . Maybe they wanted to party . I walked to my little black Honda civic and drove around Beverly Hills looking for the brooks. I finally found their house after about 30 mins of looking . It was exactly like the one in the videos . I parked and got out the car walking toward their door .

Riker's POV

What just happened ? Did Jen just walk out on me ? For caring more about my band than her ... Oh shit . Now that I hear myself I sound so selfish ... Shit man SHIT . I REALLY FUCKED UP THIS TIME ! I ran out the apartment to see Jen already driving off to who knows where ... My neighbor just looked at me and she started giggling.

" what ?!" I asked as she pointed to me . Shit I was in shorts and shirtless . Crap.i walked back inside and slammed the door . That poor door .i punched the wall letting all my anger out. I made a dent in it . Why did I just lose the love of my life ? Why ....

Jenny POV

I reached the door and knocked softly . I heard someone yell from the inside . And soon enough the door flew open . It was Daniel (aka Skip)

" hey !" He said

" hello !" I smiled at him

" guys it's a fan ! Come down here ... " he eyed me up and down . " and she's pretty hot too ! " I giggled

The boys ran downstairs

" HEYYYY" they all said in unison

" wait ... You look ... Familiar ... " jai said in his sexy Aussie accent

"Jen is that you?!" Beau said .

" sure is ! " I laughed

" OMFG ITS JEN I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN LOKE FORVER ! " like said hugging me as James and skip just looked confused .

" she's an old school friend boys !" Jai said .

" ohhhh" James and Skip said .

" what brings you here ?!" Beau asked pulling my hand inside their lovely house .

" well , I know how much you love to party and have fun , and was wondering if you wanted to hang out ! Go to the club ! " I was so filled with excitement

" HELL YEAH !" Luke yelled . Damn he was hot ... His Aussie accent and everything ... Oh my .

" damn puberty hit you like a bitch ! " beau said causing me to laugh

" she got ... Hot !" Jai basically yelled

" nah I didn't ! You guys did !" I eyed the boys .

They laughed and we talked some, drank a few and had fun . I have a feeling this is going to be an amazing night .

Selena POV

I'm feeling on a "shoppy" mood . So I wanted to go to the mall .

" Ross we should totally hit the mall up !" I said as I was picking out some closed I packed .

"Sure! I could totally need some new sweats !" He said looking at his pair he was wearing .

" alright get ready ! Cuz we're going shopping !" I smiled going to the bathroom to change . It's gunna be a fun day !

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