Why am I feeling jealous when I see him with her? Laughing, smiling, and even walking in the school together.

She is mine.

Only mine.

I can't let him take away what's mine.

Diary,

Why I am feeling like this? Like he might take her away from me and I can't have that.

Especially when I want her back as my future, as my wife, and as everything. The love I feel for her is something that can't be forgotten in just four years that I have been away from her.

I blame myself for this. I didn't fight for her when I had the chance but this time she will have to talk to me one way or the other.

I can't let her go because she is my future.

I have taken the advice of my brother and best friend Jayden on how I will get her back even if she is with him.

I know that she still feels the same way about me as I feel about her.

She is my entire world.

Ever since we were kids, she protected me and now I will have her back even if it's the last thing I do.

Maya is mine and not Hamza's.

This is it, my chance to get her back one way or the other.

Signing off,

Roc.