Happiness is finally mine.

My MayMay said yes!!!

I don't know if I can hold it anymore, the happiness that's inside me.

I love her so much and I am ready to shout it to the entire world.

Diary,

I wish that I could marry her right away but that's not what she wants.

MayMay wants to get married on the same day as her sister Jade. It seems she might get her to wish from the way I am seeing how Jade and Jayden act when they think that no one is watching them.

I wish that I could tell him ' I told him so ' but I don't want to raise any suspicion that the fact I have been watching them.

In shaa Allah.

Patience pays.

And I am trying to be patient when it comes to marrying the love of my life.

It took us almost 5 years to get where we are and if I would do it again, the answer would be no.

I couldn't bare that she was far from me even if we would get to go to different colleges.

I should thank her parents for accepting me as their son and not their son-in-law.

Her family welcomed me with open arms and I will always be grateful for that no matter what people say.

My happiness lies in MayMay and only her.

Thank you, MayMay for making me so happy even if it's just an engagement.

I love you so much, Maya.

Signing Off,

Roc.