After long planning, I finally knew what to do of course with the help of her family, especially her mother who wants to win a bet against her brother.

Yeah, I don't want to get in between them.

Diary,

Sometimes you need to wait for the right moment to get the love of your life back. I never thought that her favorite author would accept my plan.

Alhamdulillah, she did and on top of that, she even signed the book for her. Maya's mother was right.

All I needed was to be a little patient except I am not, especially when other teachers at school are asking her out.

Alhamdulillah, for us being Muslims she denied them.

Yeah, I know. But I can't help but be overprotective towards her. She helped understand me myself more even if I somehow broke her heart all those years ago.

But I am thankful that she hasn't moved on with anyone else. And I am glad that she told me that Hamza is her cousin.

Yes, I know that I was jealous but I do have a right to be. She is and had always been mine.

No matter what anyone says to us.

And now that we are engaged and I have permission from her parents. I can't wait to make her mine.

In shaa Allah.

But I am kind of worried about two people and they are Jayden and Hamza who have been somewhat distant from the family.

I can understand Jayden but Hamza is a different story. That's what Maya tells me.

It is his story and when he is ready to share he will.

Anyways, Maya wants a long engagement. I don't know what's going on in my fiancee's head.

Does she want to make me suffer more than I did all those years of staying away from her?

Or maybe she had the plan to get Jade and Jayden together so that her mother could get her to wish?

I will wait for her as long as she wants and as long as she has my ring on her finger. I am fine with waiting for her.

That's how much I love her.

And I made a promise to her father that I wouldn't hurt her again. And that I would love her always.

I am so thankful to her favorite author who made my wish come true. And I will need to invite her to our wedding.

In shaa Allah.

Before I forget, how do I tell MayMay that she can plan the wedding the way she wants?

Never mind. I change my mind about that.

Signing off,

Roc.

{MayMay's love}