Being eighteen and living with Reece has been the best decision that I have ever made.

I considered him to be my brother even though we weren't blood-related.

He was there whenever I needed him and he knows what I have gone through to get to where I am today.

But sometimes I think of her. Where could she be?

Is she happy?

Does she remember me?

After a few months, I couldn't help but notice that the house which was empty had a moving van in front of it.

New neighbors?

Dear,

Diary.

I hoped and hoped that I could see her even if it was one last time but I know that if it was possible I would have seen her already.

Anyways the house next to me has been empty for almost 2 years and has new occupants.

I wonder who they could be.

New neighbors arrived today; I just hope they aren't going to be nosy as the ones before them.

I look through the window seeing a young girl my age looking at the house in front of her. And another girl was standing there with her hands in her pocket staring at the house in front of them.

She wore a blue and white hijab that matched her trousers.

Their parents come out of their car.

A family.

She intrigued me by the way she dressed. She's beautiful.

I guess it isn't going to be bad if she and her family are my neighbors.

She walked back to the car and took something out. It was a cat carrier.

I couldn't stop staring at how she was.

It couldn't be her as she doesn't have any siblings. Seeing her makes me wonder about MayMay.

Sometimes things don't work out the way we expect them to because no matter what we do nothing will change what has happened in the past.

I wish you were here with me, MayMay. I just need you so much in my life right now.

Until next time.

Signing Off, Roc.