"Ride with the mob, Alhamdulillah
Check in with me and do your job"

You can still hear the boys' playlist in the bathroom as you fix your hair one last time. They've kindly given you the mirror and bathroom space while they get ready in your and Jacob's bedroom, pre-partying along the way.

Before that, you all took a shower and got pizza, which you ate together in the hotelroom.

You've put on your last actually nice outfit that you had left in your bag and that you've never worn before on this trip. It's pretty sexy with a slightly cropped top with lacing in the back, under which you're only wearing a small bikini top because a bra would be too visible, and black high waisted destroyed jeans that flatter your figure so perfectly it gives your body that hourglass shape.

You're definitely not going to wear some bold heels with it like you intended to because of your foot injury, but that's okay.

Sneakers will do.

At first everyone was unsure whether you should still go partying after your accident, but you quickly realized that it shouldn't be a reason to cancel your plans and that you can all have a good night anyway.

After all, it's only today that you have the opportunity to go partying in a club again since forever. Your foot will survive somehow.

And you can also simply drink away the pain if necessary.

"We'll just carry you when you can't walk anymore", you remember Bene's words, which he said so naturally that you actually believe the boys would carry you around the club if you were in really bad pain.

Pleased with your loose hair, which is quite voluminous this time, and party make-up, you open the bathroom door and rejoin the boys in the bedroom.

Bene is standing in front of the mirror with his back to you and is still struggling with his curls, Jacob is sitting on the couch engrossed in his mobile phone and Tim is standing around with his cup in his hand and dancing to the music.

Tim is the first to notice you and his gaze wanders over your outfit. At first he seems overwhelmed and then starts to grin "God damn", he murmurs, "Look at her". At which Bene and Jacob also take notice and you hear a short, appreciative whistle.

"Can someone lace this tighter in the back for me?", you ask a bit innocently, pointing to the back of your top, which you could just about put on on your own and Tim is pretty quick to put his cup down on the coffee table to come to your rescue. "Sure. Lemme see." Jacob observes the situation and takes down his cell phone, puts it in his pocket and looks at you intensely while you feel Tim's hands on your back. You get hot and cold at the same time.

Jacob looks so handsome in his black half unbuttoned shirt and silver chain dangling around his neck.

And you can tell by the way he looks at you that he also quite likes his view right now.

"That stare dude", Bene points out amused and Jacob breaks the eye contact a bit caught and shakes his head with a smile when you embarrassedly focus on Tim's hands again, which courageously pull on the laces until your top is tight enough and you hold your breath a bit.

"Better now?", He whispers over your head. "Mhm", you breathe and feel your pulse quicken.

Do you feel this way now because of Jacob?

Or Tim?

Or the entire situation as a whole?

"Ok, done", you feel Tim's hands supportively touching your waist for a moment, and take a deep breath as you nod and move away from him fairly quickly. You're aware that Jacob and Bene are watching and that doesn't necessarily make it any less weird.

Are you imagining things, or is the air in this room getting thicker in a way?

Like for the first time since you've been around them, there's so much testosterone in the air that it's overwhelming you.

A dangerous mix.

"Thank you," you smile at Tim for a moment before you flee towards the coffee table, where the bottles of alcohol are, and help yourself to them to pour yourself a drink.

you need more alcohol.

Thankfully, that weird vibe that you're not sure you were the only one feeling dies down pretty quickly and you forget about your ambiguous thoughts as you laugh, get drunk, listen to music, and still help each other with your outfits.

"Can I go out like that Y/N?", Tim asks you and demonstratively stretches his arms out and your gaze falls on his somewhat loose fitting, sleeveless black shirt and several silver chains dangling from his neck. He's just changed his shirt again because he was unsure and is wearing black, ripped skinny jeans with it. Admittedly, the look suits him really damn well and in combination with his tatted arm and his rather messy hair it makes him look like a reckless bad boy, which he actually isn't at all. "Yeah totally", you nod appreciatively, "You look good" and he smiles at you with his flirty toothpaste-ad like grin "Thanks"

You notice that you all randomly picked out black clothes for tonight.

Bene is wearing the same black button up shirt he wore at the beach last night with all the silver jewelry, a black jeans and belt.

Jacob is also wearing a black shirt, but a looser fitting, unbuttoned one paired with white pants.

And then there's you with your black destroyed jeans and dark top.

"Uh, guys?" You ask the boys amused, "Are we going to the club? Or to a funeral?". They glance at each other and examine their clothes before they laugh. "Yeah fuck, that wasn't even on purpose", Tim laughs and you're amused by the cluelessness on their faces.

"Too dark?" Bene asks you worried and you can't help but giggle.

"Nah, I'm just messing with you.", You reply playfully, "Y'all look hot in black"

And you turn away from them briefly to get your phone off the bed. When you turn back to them, you notice the surprised smirks from them after such a straight forward compliment coming from you. Feeling caught, you giggle.

oops

"Why so flirty today, huh?", a grinning Bene breaks the silence, coming towards you to put an arm around your neck, "Did I miss something or-?" to which you give a sheepish shrug and lean into him "I'm just being honest".

You've never actually told them they look hot because you felt there was no point in pointing out something they already know.

But right now you're just tipsy and the alcohol in your blood makes you more honest and straightforward than usual.

"You think that'll do anything?", Bene asks you skeptically as you adjust the hair on the back of his head while swinging your hips to the music.

His curls suit him so well.

If only it wasn't so time-consuming to get them to look that way every time.

Bene has been frustrated with his hair ever since you came back from the beach. And normally he wouldn't let anyone touch his curls, but in this case he actually decided to ask you for help because he trusts your feminine opinion more than the other two.

"Mhm. Ja.", you murmur in concentration and walk around him again to fix his hair with hairspray again. "Woahhh...", he murmurs overwhelmed and makes a face, "Y/N!" "Don't be silly, it's just hairspray", you laugh, twirling a strand of hair on his head again. "Yeah. Right in the eye man!", Bene replies and you have to laugh.

"Okay, you two. Done now?", you hear Jacob ask a bit impatiently as he and Tim are already looking for their key cards, IDs and wallet. "Yeah, ready to go, I'd say", Bene examines the result in the mirror with relief, "Definitely better than before. Thank you Y/N" "No worries"

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(flashback a few hours ago)

"There's just one more thing I wanna ask you...", Jacob breathes as you lie relaxed on the soft pillows. Somehow neither of you seems to have felt the need to get out of bed. "Hm?"

"Did you mean it?"

"What?"

"What you said. Well... that you'd have a foursome with Bene, Tim and I"

Just hearing the words from him in a sober state overwhelms you immediately. "Ohh," you laugh nervously, "Whoa fuck that was such a heat of the moment thing. I wasn't thinking, if I'm honest."

How did you even come up with such an idea?

Were you really that high?

It sounds so wrong.

It is wrong.

Jacob briefly leans on his arm and looks at you with amusement. "That's what I thought", he replies and lays his head back on his pillow.

But you don't feel like he said everything he wanted to say.

"Why?", you ask him curiously and put your hand on his arm where he has a small tattoo of a cross, "Why'd you ask?" and you think you see a small smile on his lips.

"dunno", he dismisses lazily, "no reason" he turns his head towards you on the pillow as his green-brown eyes study you "just curious" And you return his gaze thoughtfully and try to read him.

Only this time you're not sure if you can read him.

Right now you can't classify his behavior at all.

You only notice one thing; He doesn't seem reluctant.

"Don't tell me you're now thinking about it, too", you finally say, surprised. Jacob smiles as he sits up again and rests his head on his hand. He seems to be thinking.

"I dunno. It's weird.", he hesitates and avoids your inquiring gaze, "ever since we talked about it yesterday, I can't get it out of my head." He frowns thoughtfully, "I mean, I'm not blind... I noticed what kind of dynamic we have as a group and how it kinda shifted yesterday. I feel like we're all just super open right now and in the mood to experience something. And I do find that exciting, to be honest."

You raise your eyebrows and your stomach turns nervously.

Maybe you weren't so wrong with your idea after all?

"Does that turn you on?", you ask him surprisingly straightforward and interested, while also resting your head on your hand and subconsciously imitating his body language, "The idea of ​​a foursome?"

"Yeah", he admits just as honestly, "I mean, I did wanna have a threesome sometime." He shrugs thoughtfully. "I just don't know what it'd be like with the four of us together." Now his gaze wanders back to you.

"Yeah, I feel the same way," you reply. And you start sharing your unfiltered thoughts with him. Similar to last night, only completely sober this time. "Actually, it's completely overwhelming when I think about it now. I mean... since you're all straight and I'm the only woman, I'd kind of be the center of attention. And it'd be weird for you, wouldn't it? You'd then have to watch me with Bene and Tim..." "I know.", Jacob replies honestly and looks at you thoughtfully.

He narrows his eyes a little as he looks at you and then rests his head on his hand again, "I realized something while we were partying yesterday." You raise your eyebrows questioningly and he starts to smile sheepishly, "I don't know how to tell you without sounding like a complete asshole" You make a face of surprise and partly amusement before encouraging him. "Just talk. It's okay." So he gets serious again.

"Well the thing is... I kind of... get off on it", he admits, pausing. Then he has to smile again and shake his head at himself, "That sounds so stupid and egoistic now." He turns to you and looks at you as he puts a hand on your hip and speaks honestly to you. "But I really enjoyed kissing you in front of Bene and Tim and feeling like it doesn't matter what they do because..."

"Because I'm with you?" you sheepishly try to find the words he's still looking for and put your hand on his neck as you feel the butterflies in your stomach. And his eyes meet yours directly in agreement as he nods. You raise an eyebrow in surprise as you scrutinize him and your gaze travels over his face, "That's really... asshole-y." Jacob can't help but laugh and you join in as he pulls you towards him and you swing your leg over his hip and wrap your arms around his neck.

"But also kind of... good", you then add absentmindedly while biting your lip and staring at his inviting lips.

And then you both seem speechless and thoughtful about your own words for a moment. Until you ask him directly again and your curious gaze wanders up to his eyes. "So you'd get off on that too?". You make eye contact because you want him to be looking at you. "Having a foursome with me, and Bene and Tim?" His eyes dart between yours before slowly nodding. "Fuck", he then whispers, overwhelmed, and laughs a little nervously as he puts his hand to his forehead, "yeah. Kinda."

"I mean, I think I can sum it up like this...", he finally says thoughtfully, playing with his hand on your waist, "I'm turned on by the idea of ​​the experience, you know? Sharing it with two good bros of mine and with you", he looks back at you, "because the sex with you's admittedly really... fucking amazing" he can't help but grin and you giggle flustered.

"And I'd actually be okay if it's with the three of you. 'Cause I don't think it'd work that well with anybody else." You nod as you consider his words.

You've admittedly been thinking the same thing.

You remember your thoughts from last night while talking to the boys about threesomes. In your intoxicated state you realized that it could actually work with them in theory.

Because you get along damn well as a group, and because you all seem to have an interest in each other.

You meant it with humor when you said it, but you still thought about it seriously at the moment.

It would be a lie to say that you don't find Bene and Tim attractive and that you're not in the mood for such an experience without commitment.

And now, even sober, half a day later, those thoughts are still strikingly accurate.

„As long as it's a one-time thing and I can be sure that nothing will change between you and me.", Jacob continues, raising his eyebrows as he emphasizes, "And both of 'em treat you with respect."

At first you don't even know what to say as your heart beats nervously and at least as fast as Jacob's while he's holding you and you're clasping his neck.

He notices that you're just as nervous as he is and tenderly strokes your thigh "Hey.", he speaks to you and demands your attention, which makes you look into his eyes again. You immediately see the spark of uncertainty in his green-brown eyes and his Adam's apple moves as he swallows. "That's not supposed to pressure you in any way.", he breathes, "I won't do anything you don't wanna do, okay?" And suddenly he seems so caring again that you can't help but smile flustered while you nod. "I know."

„It's completely new territory for me too and I don't even know if Bene and Tim would be down or if they'll straight up call us crazy." Jacob adds humorously to lighten the mood between you and runs a hand through his hair uncertainly. You chuckle as you think about how the two would react if you seriously brought the subject up with them.

"Fifty Fifty," you speak your mind and bite your lip.

„Huh?"

„Well, I think chances are fifty-fifty they'd be down." You think out loud, "I really can't tell."

"Yeah, no clue, man", Jacob agrees, overwhelmed, "I don't know, either."

„But we don't have to do anything at all.", he emphasizes again and puts his hand back on your hip for support, "I just wanted to know how you think about it."

And you just nod as you let your hand caress his shoulder and upper arm absentmindedly. "I'm glad we can be so honest with each other." Jacob pulls you closer to his body by the back of your knees as he sighs contentedly, "Me too." and tilts your head to plant a kiss on your lips, closing your eyes briefly in pleasure.

You feel the tight muscles of his arms under your fingers and let your hand explore up to his neck.

„Well, I guess we're all adults", you reply thoughtfully and draw small circles on the hairline on the back of his neck when you look at him again, "We can talk to them when the time's right. And if we're all down, why not?" You shrug.

He chuckles a bit and then gives you a scrutinizing look as he gets serious again.

„Would you actually like to do it?", Jacob now asks you straight up for the first time.

you nod.

"I'd be open to it. As long as we do this together", you answer him honestly, your hand finding his cheek, "as long as you're okay with it." The dark-haired listens attentively and nods when you share your thoughts with him.

„'Cause when it comes to you", you finally smile sheepishly, wrapping your fingers around his neck, "you know where I stand"

The corners of his mouth curl up as he smiles. "Good", before rolling you over so you land on your back on the mattress and he can make space between your legs before pulling the covers over you.

"I also know what I want.", he murmurs above you,  studying your still almost naked body, "Or should I say who"

(end of flashback)

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Authors Note:

shit is getting real :o

I hope you guys can understand the timeline of the chapters so far.

The last Part/Flashback in this chapter with the dialogue between Jacob and Y/N chronologically happened before Chapter 22 „Proteinshakes".

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