Peter had woken up a few minutes ago, more like a half hour ago. Yet he didn't move, it was going to be one of those days, where he doesn't feel like going anywhere. He can't even find the strength to get out of bed.

So he laid and stared at the ceiling, thinking nothing. It must gave been a few minutes when his door opened. Bruce stepped in, "oh Pete good thing you're awake we thought you were going to stay in here forever" he smiled

Peters eyebrows furrowed, "What do you mean? It's been like forty minutes"

"Pete, it's been at least 24 hours. I brought you up here the night before last night. You've been sleeping right"

"No..."

"What do you mean?"

"I've been laying here looking at the ceiling"

"Oh ok" he had dissociated, which for any amount of time is bad, but that long can be dangerous. "Let's go get breakfast"

"I-" he started with a sigh. He didn't want to tell Bruce he couldn't get up, because he could. He just couldn't.

"I'll go get you some and bring it up" Bruce smiled, at least he got it. Bruce turned to leave and walked out.

"Wait, before you go can you get Tony"

"Do you want to talk to him?" Bruce was hopeful, even though he knew it would be too soon for peter.

"No, not yet at least. I just want to sit with him. So I don't dissociate again"

"Ok. One tony and a plate of breakfast coming up. Although I should get him some too, he's probably down in his lab oblivious to the outside world" Bruce smiled. Peter laughed.

About ten minutes later Bruce walked in with a tray of breakfast foods and set it down on Peters bed. When he left Tony walked in with his tray, his hair was matted with grease.

"Hey kiddo, whatcha doing?" Tony asked, light heartedly.

"Nothing much, I wanted to watch a movie but I was too lazy to walk all the way to the living room"

"Well why didn't you say so, I can either get a wheel chair and push you there, I can have Cap, Thor, Clint, or Nat carry you there, I can have Strange open up a portal, or I can have Lokes float you there"

"Loki's back!" He exclaimed. He hadn't seen him in about a month. Loki knew about his thoughts and condition, when he was around he made peter feel better. The pain was somewhat manageable and when it wasn't he would comfort peter until it was.

"Yeah, Loki come on in" Tony called. A green mist appeared and Loki was in the room. He immediately jumped onto the bed, luckily tony took the tray of food off first.

"Hey Petey, I've missed you" Loki pulled Peter into a hug.

"I've missed you too Lokes" he said hugging back.

"So where do you want to go?"

"Hmmm. Float me to the living room" he laughed.

"Okay" he replied with a laugh. Loki climbed about of bed and green mist swirled around his hands.

"Be careful with him Loki" Tony warned, walking out of the room.

"Yes sir" Loki called back. " let's go" he walked out of the room and down the hall backwards peter floating on a cloud of green. Eventually they got the living room which was empty, the others had gone to train or work in the labs. One was probably in the vent somewhere but we don't need to talk about that. Setting Peter down he asked, "so how have you been?"

"Yeah, I've been great I haven't gotten hurt in patrol in a while an-"

"I mean how have you been?" He asked pulling peter onto his chest and covering them both with a blanket. (Btw Loki is 17 and Peter is 16 in this)

"Ugh, god it's been awful Loki. I just- just feel like I can't anymore. I'm guessing Tony told you about what I did, or tried to do" he sighed, tears were starting to form.

"Yeah, and I'm not going anywhere for a while now so if you need to talk I'll be here" he put on Peters favorite episode of Brooklyn 99 and they say quietly. Peter was falling asleep because he hadn't slept in a while, apparently just staring at the ceiling for 24 hours. "Are you asleep Pete?" He asked the silent figure. He got no response, "I wish I could tell you how it kills me that your mind makes you feel so worthless, I just wish there was something I could say to make it all stop hurting. But I can't" silent tears fell down his face and he soon fell asleep.