The song is irrelevant I just felt like putting a song here.

also as you can tell by the name of this story and my username I hate coming up with names so if you have any ideas then feel free to message them to me

( @Insomniacproblemkid came up with the name thank you so much)

summary:

Deku has it been forced to become a guinea pig experimental and poisonous drugs and medicine by his parents resulting in him having to take medicine for his mood swings and mental state however this causes him to have issues showing his true emotions so when his 2 boyfriends break up with because they feel his is hiding something from them he doesn't know how to cope with it and decides to travel to America to train with a distant relative to escape his abusive parents and cope his breakup without being on his medication.

extra infomation:

Izuku has Multiple quirks due to the experimentations however the majority of Deku's quirks he cannot use as a result of the medication however he changed his medication just before the entrance exam allowing him to use one of his quirks

Todoroki, Bakugou and Midoriya were all dating

Izuku doesn't like what All Might stands for as he believes hero's have become too reliant on his abilities and not his mind him jumping into fights without strategizing has resulted in the death of innocent civilians that were then encored due to the number 1 hero beating the villain.

All Might also doesn't see value in anyone who isn't stereotypically heroic people e.g: people with villainous quirks, weak quirks or the quirkless

Deku uses a "fake" personality as a coping mechanism and uses a lot of different things as a coping mechanism some are harmless such as music related hobbies? and some are unhealthy such as self harm alcohol and smoking