MATURE!!

Lakshmi's P.O.V.

"Rishi ab tak kyu nahi aaya?" (Why hasn't Rishi come home yet?) I mumble to myself pacing around our room, there was a bad storm outside, and it was raining so much, and Rishi? He wasn't answering my phone, neither was he responding to any of my messages. "Itni derse wait karahi hoon, ye toh socha nahi hogya."  (I have been waiting for so long.)

Sitting down on the bed I call him again but it went to voicemail, "Rishi tum kaha ho? Kabse tumhari raha dekh rahi hoon. Ek baar phone karake baata toh do!" (Rishi where are you? I have been waiting forever, at least call me.)  I say before hanging up throwing the phone on the bed I stomp my foot irritatedly, fine when he comes now I am not going to talk to him. Whatever happens. 

Groaning I stormed into the bathroom changing my sari into something comfortable, "Itna acha intizaam kiya tha sab karab hogya." ( I had decorated everything so nicely, what a waste.) Pulling down the flowers and lights I fix the bed, I look over at the time, it was flashing at 10:30, I called him an hour ago...Where is he!

Taking a deep breath in I get the coach ready, before laying down on it...the rain hit the windows harshly, sighing I shut my eyes ignoring the sounds, trying to drown out all the negative thoughts going on in my mind. Struggling to go to sleep I move around on the sofa for another hour irritated I stared up at the ceiling, suddenly I hear the door open, "Lakshmi?" I hear Rishi call me, mad I shut my eyes pretending to sleep. I didn't want to talk to him, I wasnt going to talk to him, "Lakshmi?" He called again, "She fell asleep, shit...I promised to have dinner with her too."

He remembered? Wow, good to know. Keeping my eyes shut I turned my back to him lazily so it looked like I was moving in my sleep, Rishi turned on the lights keeping them dim, I heard him throw his things on the ground, "Change karleta hoon."  (I should change.)

As he shut the bathroom door I opened my eyes, sitting up, "Baat karo? Nahi karti, per pata toh chale ye kaha tha. Itni kya important meeting jo mujhe nahi bataya." I mumble to myself, "Hai Rabba, kya karu?" (Should I talk to him? No...but then how will I find out where he was? Oh God, what should I do?)

"Saap!" (Snake!)  Rishi exclaimed, "Saap, L-Lakshmi." (Snake, L-Lakshmi!)

"Rishi!" I yelled back quickly throwing the blankets off of me, "Rishi, Darwaza kolo!" (Rishi, open the door.)

"L-Lakshmi Saap hai yaha." (There is a snake here.)

"Haan toh bahaar aajo.'  (Come out.) I say knocking on the door, "Rishi, bahaar aao meri jaan nikali jaarahi hain. Rishi!" (Rishi you are scaring the life out of me, come out.)

"Acha, aata hoon. T-Tum darwase door hato." (Okay, move away from the door.)

"Door hoon."  (I have.) I say stepping back, my hands were shaking, a couple of minutes went by, when Rishi open the door a crack throwing something at me, I caught it. Snake! I let out a loud scream jumping on the bed, "Saap! Rishi kya karhae hoon." (Rishi what are you doing!)

He came out laughing holding his stomach, "Rishi, door haato, Rishi."  (Rishi move away, Rishi) Whimper scared my heart was hammering, "Rishi!"

Rishi continued to laugh stepping closer to the snake, he leaned down grabbing it by its tail, swinging it back in forth flinching I move away, "I-It's fake."

"Huh?" I say confused, 

"Chooke dekho." (Touch it)

"Nahi, keep it away from me Rishi, seriously." I say moving back more as he came to the edge of the bed, "Rishi, haatao." (Rishi, move it away.)

"Feel it." Rishi said shaking his head, "It's fake."

With a shaky hand, I gulp reaching to feel it, I grabbed it from him, it was fake. Irritated I threw it at him, "What the hell!"

"Lakshmi,"

Getting off the bed, "How could you!" I exclaim, I begin to hit his chest, "Tumhe pata hain mein kitna daargi thi! Ye koi maazak karne waali cheez nahi hain." (Do you have any idea how scared I got? This is not something to joke around about!)

Rishi tried to grab my hands but I continue to beat his chest, "You are so annoying Rishi! Pehle itna intazaar karwaya aur ab tab tumhe maafi mangi chahiye tumne meri jaan nikaldi!" (First you made me wait for so long and instead of apologizing you literally made my heart skip a beat.)

"L-Lakshmi," He tried to contain me, irritated I move away, "One minute."

Huffing I sit on the sofa, "Don't talk to me Rishi, go to bed."

Rishi inhaled sharply sitting down on the ground in front of me, "Why are you sitting here?"

"I'm sleeping here,"

"Then I'll sleep here too." He said stubbornly, Rishi scooched me over but I resisted, "Move Lakshmi."

"Tum jao nah, bed per."  (Go on the bed,) I snap, "Mujhe yaha rehna hain." (I am staying here.)

"Jaha tum waha mein." (Me too.)

"Rishi, tung mat karo." (Rishi, don't bother me)

"Mein tung karaha hoon?" (I'm bothering you?)

"Haan." (Yeah) I say pointedly, "I want to stay here, and you can't force me to sleep on the bed with you."

"Force kaun karaha hain?" (Who's forcing you?) Rishi asked, "I am going to sleep here with you."

"Rishi." I say firmly looking over at him finally his eyes were full of regret and something else, "Kya hai?" (What?)

"Tum gussa mein bohot koobsurat lagti ho." (You look beautiful when you are mad.) He whispered gently moving his hand to my face he brushed his thumb across my lips, "Yaad rakhogya ke jab tum aisa hooti ho toh..." (I'm trying to memorize your features so...)

The atmosphere in the room changed Rishi moved us somehow so I was sitting in his lap and he was fully leaning against the sofa, Rishi's eyes flickered down to my lips, "Sorry I was late, and I'm sorry I didn't call you either...my phone's battery died and I tried calling Ayush but he didn't pick up...sorry."

My eyes flickered down to my hands, "Sorry?"

"Tum iska wait nahi karahi thi?" (Weren't you waiting for it?) He asked cockily tilting my chin up so I was looking back up at him. My eyes fluttered alittle trying to move away from his grip but Rishi tighened it holding onto my waist, "Ya kuch aur ka intizaar tha?" (Or were you waiting for something else?)

"N-Nahi,"(N-No) I stuttered getting intimated by his gaze, Rishi smirked, pulling me so close that I was sure he could feel my heart hammering against his chest, gently brushing his thumb against my slightly parted lips he leaned forward my eyes fluttered shut, waiting for his lips to touch mine but I didn't feel anything, 

"Jhoot bolna achi baat nahi hoti, tumne hi to ye sikhaya," (Lying isnt a good thing, I mean that is what you taught me)  Rishi whispered in my ear, "Mrs. Lakshmi Oberoi, do you want me to kiss you?" Breathing in sharply I try to create some space between us but Rishi restricts any movement, "Mhm?"

 "I-I am tired," I manage to say, "T-Tum bhi thake lag rahe ho," (You look tired too)

"Mein nahi thake," (I'm not tired) He said firmly leaning in again, "Abhi to bohot kuch kare, tumhari thakaan bhi bhag jaagi." (I want to do a lot of things still, maybe even help you with your tiredness)

"Huh?"

Rishi grabbed my legs pulling them around his waist, licking his lips he lifted us up, taking the short walk to the bed laying me down on it before shrugging his jacket off, crawling on top of me, gently taking my dupatta away, I stare up at him lovingly, leaning down he began kissing down my neck bitting and licking any bare skin he could find. Shakily I bring my hand up tangling it in his hair, I felt Rishi's hand slide underneath me tugging my zipper down. "Rishi," I whisper, as my heart continued to hammer out of my chest, "I-Um..."

"Kya Hua?" (What happened?) He whispered huskily, his lips hovered over mine, "Rukhoon?" (Should I stop?)

"Meine ye..." (I...)  I swallowed harshly, "Mujhe-" (I...) I had never done anything like this before, I had waited for marriage, even my first kiss was with Rishi.

"Lakshmi, humhe kuch karne ki zaroorat nahi hain agar tum comfortable nahi ho." (We don't have to do anything if you aren't comfortable, Lakshmi.)

"Nahi woh," (No I just...) I say quickly, I lean up pecking his lips gently, "kuch nahi," (Nevermind)

Rishi searched my eyes, "Pakka?" (For sure?)

"Pakka," (For Sure.)

He leaned down again covering my lips with his, Rishi gently grabbed my hands pinning them beside my head as he began to rock against me, I gasped in the kiss, I never felt anything like this...Rishi was everywhere completely taking over my senses, unknowingly I began to rock my hips against his catching up with his pace. Rishi groaned leaving my lips, he began working down my neck again keeping my hands up with one hand as the other pulled my suit off revealing my bare skin to him. 

Pulling my hands away from his grip I gently tugged on his shirt signaling that I wanted it off, Rishi helped me pull it off revealing his well-built body, his eyes were covered in lust, as I am sure mine was too. 

Slowly we peeled away from our layers till where he was hovering above me bare, as I was completely exposed to him, Rishi gently brushed his fingers against my cheek, "This is might hurt a bit." He whispered, lining himself against my opening, "Tell me to stop, if it's too much."

I nodded, "Okay," I took a deep breath in Shalu had told me that it would hurt a bit, she said her friend Preeto told her after her and her husband's first night, but how bad did it hurt...she didn't say. 

Rishi began to push in, immediate discomfort filled my body as I stilled, he tried to make me feel comfortable as possible rubbing the side of my thighs, graoning in pain I dig my nails in his back gently, "Should I stop?" Rishi asked his voice was strained, 

I shook my head no, "Just give me a minute," 

"Lakshmi, I'm only halfway in." 

"Keep going Rishi," I say breathy, I could feel him pressing against the barrier stopping him from going further, Rishi pushed in the last of his member, wincing I grab onto him as the barrier broke, "Ow," I whispered, Rishi stilled, dropping his head in the crook of my neck, 

"Fuck," He moaned, gripping the sheets beside my head tightly, his breathing picked up, "Tell me when to move," 

Biting my lip I close my eyes we stayed like this for a bit slowly the pain subsided, bringing a new sensation, I wiggled a bit but Rishi quickly grabbed my hips, "Don't..." He groaned, "Don't do that,"

Swallowing harshly I say, "Move,"

Rishi lifted his head away from my neck, moving my hair away from my forehead that was covered in sweat, before beginning to move in and out, gasping my eyes rolled to the back of my head, the pain was long this was something else, something that felt so good, a different kind of pleasure. "God, you feel so good Lakshmi," Inhaling sharply I withered and moaned underneath, "I love you,"

"I love you too," I said back, as we got lost in each other for the rest of the night.