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  It was a fine morning with the sun shinning bright.  He was saying to her ..  "I will always love you till my entire life ..you are the one whom I got as a gift from God ...truly.  And the hero kissed heroine's hand and she blushed ..  A smile touched Madhu's lips but with the ad break ..she realized that nothing as such happening in her life ..nothing ..it was just a show ..not reality ..for her no such reality exist ..  She switch off the TV and picked up her bag and rushed towards the door as she has an appointment.  ~~~~0~~~~  While on her way  Madhu was remembering the day when she has written all in a letter and Sultan read it too ..  From past 2 and a half ..years she was trying too hard but than it was like high time and so she has taken the step ..  She remembered ..when he came and started shouting that what the hell is this ..why this letter and why she wants to end this marriage ?? why this sudden decision ?? why she is gonna leave the house ??  Why she is saying this relationship is dead?? Why this  ?? why that ?? so many ques from his side but she had answers and she calmly answered every ques ..     She said ..Listen to me now..you haven't and never tried  to listen to me ..you know in what circumstances we got married .. you agreed for your mom and I agreed for my father ..coz of their  illness and to fulfill their wish ..for their happiness ..though there was nothing wrong in doing marriage but I wanted to complete my studies and you were busy for your project too ..but we agreed and we get married and you told me  that you are an aspiring  scientist ..you are working on a project and it will take 6 months  minimum .. till than you won't be able to give me time ..your project is your everything  ..and I was foolish to believe you ..i didn't knew what was In your mind ? but thought ..if it will help to build your career and if it will fulfill your wish than its fine ..i can wait for 6 months ..and meanwhile I will complete my studies too ..but I was wrong..6 months ..8 months ..even after 1 year ..on our anniversary ..even on that day ..you were not there with me ..you were in your lab like always ..your mother supported me a lot ..and replied to all ques and taunts we used to receive ..about you ..about our marriage ..as girls are asked more ques ..but you were unaware ..or wanted to remain ignorant..  "What does it meant ? you are blaming me now for everything ? yes I was involved in my project so what!! I told you before hand that I will try but can't promise ..he said  "You told me to try atleast but have you tried ? never and I think ..you are not meant to be marry to any girl  infact ..you have no emotions ..and you don't care either..days became months and months became years ..but neither your project got completed ..nor you had time for me and for your mom too even..  Sometimes coz of money ..sometime coz of anything else ..our married life didn't started even..  Living like a stranger and just for show off ..we were husband -wife..anyways ..now no use of arguing ..i have made up my mind and I am going ..  "Now my mother and your father is no more ..so you are saying like this ? "he calmed down a lil and tried to be polite..  "Ya ofcourse ..they were the reason also that I was in this relationship but from my side..like an ideal wife..i tried a lot even after got tired of trying ..but when there is no ray of hope than what could I do ..still I managed to have smile on my face ..whether fake smile ..but why now ? you didn't changed afterwords too ..infact you are more busier than before ..so I thought to not disturb you much and just move on and live my own life ..  "Don't do this ..how can you do this ? I know I am busy but ..  "There are lots of professions but people do take out time for their family or they don't marriage..  "Yes I can't give you time ..i didn't wanted this marriage ..but I have to..  "And you thought I will keep living this life and look after your house too..this is not called married life ..if you are mistaken..     He was changing his tone every min and than when I didn't stop ..he  got angry and threw a glass of water on floor ..i got scared a bit but than calmed ..     "No need to show anger now ..  But he hold my hand and said ..Whether I have not given time to this marriage or not..fact is you are my wife and I can't leave you ..and remember ..i haven't took advantage of you ..i never tortured you ..and you infact never tried to be close to me..so don't blame me ..  "Loving your wife is not taking advantage ..and I ..oh!! I tried to talk to you ..to spent time with you ..but TIME ..is what you didn't had for me..and I am not  playing the blame game ..your heart knows too that how many times you come and tried to spent time with me..fine cut it short ..i can't live in this relationship and about torture ..you tortured me mentally ..i and many sleepless nights..alone ..me only even after marriage ..what about that ?? this relationship was a failure and I have accepted it ..if I am wrong ..i am but I don't want to live like this ..suffocating..  My words put fuel in his anger and he tightened his grip on my hand saying ..as if you are only right person ..what ever ..i won't leave you ..you should not have done this ..are you having affair with anyone else ..tell me ..!! he tried to pull me towards him ..he wanted to lock me I guessed ..  "Huh !! now you blaming me ..my affair with whom btw ? what rubbish ..and Don't try to do anything wrong Sultan ..i msgd Ms. Padmini ..who runs a NGO .. ..she will be here in some time ..to take me from here..  He got shocked of his life ..but actually my decision of going to NGO and took their help  is coz just few days back he was got arrested in a theft case..he stole money from the office in which he was working part time ..and rest of the time he was in his lab..i respected his selection that he wanted to do something in his field ..he was an scientist after all but could stole just to keep his experiment going on ..i never ever could thought ..moreover he had a fight with them too..the case could turn out to be worse but thank God ..and thanks to Mukund ..  His assistant Mukund told me and he managed to bailed him out after recovery of money and he was fired from company too..but he didn't felt the need to tell me ..i got news from outsiders and was ashamed of him..  So I made my mind to not handle it alone ..as this man has so many hidden layers and he can do anything ..and I did the last attempt to make him listen me ..but he shouted at me..and after our heated argument ..in last he said..  "Shut up and don't open your mouth for every damn thing ..i will find a new job..you don't have to worry ..  Wow he was saying this  ..in this ..I have completed my post graduate degree and I was working as a librarian ..i was not in hand to mouth condition ..infact I was having my savings too ..my MIL always taught me to not to be dependent on your husband only..rather that become his support ..i love my MIL very much ..coz of them I could able to live and didn't loose hope but now..and esp after this blame game ..never ..  I cried a lot that day ..but I decided too to leave him forever ..and I went to Ms.Padmini  ..i got to know about them through  a regular reader in our library ..she knew her very well ..  Just than a voice came .. Padmini ji walked in and  asked my name..  He said what she is doing there ?  Padmini ji replied and told him that its for women's safety POV ..Madhu wants to go and you can't stop her ..till your case got finalized..she will be living in home given by us to her..  He misbehaved with them too..i guess frustration on both levels made him do this ..he tried to slap me for what I am doing ..i didn't knew what was right and what was wrong but I wanted to sort it out ..and he instead of understanding  ..shouting on me so I msgd Padmini ji ..  After Padminiji interferd ..  He could not did anything than but in last he changed his tone and tried to stop me ..but his words shown that he wants me to stop not for the sake of marriage but coz ..if I will go than how will he manage? I thought coz he was jobless that time and I was the one who was managing all expenses..and I thought ..for what I should stop there ? I tried to save this marriage to the best of my efforts but if he was unwilling than how can I ? we were not emotionally connected either..how can a relationship work than ..??  ~~~~o~~~~  I left his  house..and I started living in home provided by NGO ..i filed for divorce too..   I was trying to settle down there as its was not easy for me either to leave everything and live like that..while I was living there ..after some time ..one day Mukund came to meet me ..i talked with him but after sometime ..he started saying rubbish ..he said "Madam ..sir never gave you the respect your deserved..but you are not alone ..  I am with you always ..if you want..i will give you company..i mean I am always there for you ..i ..i just..  I smelled something fishy ..  I scolded him that what he is talking about ? he is his sir ..his mentor ..and how can he think about this for me ? i don't like this all and asked him to go just than ..seeing me furious ..he was bit scared as he has always been nice to me ..and than he said sorry and told me that Sultan has sent him with this proposal so that he could put blame on me of being characterless ..if I say yes or say something which will go in favor of him..but he forgot that I was not that type of girl ..and i didn't knew what was his intention..Sultan indeed was behaving strangely.. but one thing was clear that till date I was quite ..he has no prob ..now suddenly he has so many prob with me ..he is doing cheap tactics now ..may be coz I have hurted his ego ..and gave him reality check ..  I was more cautious after than ..he is going to  be harmful for me ..i thought ..if he loved his work and I am a barrier and he don't want to be in this marriage  than he will give me divorce but he was not honest to his work either ..that's why ..he lost his job ..and I heard ..after Mukund's incident ..he fired him too..he was  running short of money and his proposal for project also got rejected by a prestigious institution.. I felt bad too for him but he was responsible for his circumstances ..and he don't regret either  Soon I got to know that he got a job but not very good ..but now I have to think of me first..and  I was going to take next step ..in process..  ~~~~0~~~~  I met my councilor  ..  To my surprise ..he was a man with negative vibes ..he was taking his side more than me ..  Sultan didn't came for the session but instead Mr. Khanna [the councilor] said that I have to patch up and save this relationship ..may be I was ignorant towards him and I should have supported throughout ..i was shocked to hear that without listening to my POV ..he was giving lecture to  me ..i decided to tell Padmini ji ...she said ..don't worry ..this councilor is going to retired and new councilor will take his place next week..and even if there will be prob..she will see to it..  I was relieved ..  ~~~~0~~~~  My past was not good ..but my present can be ..and I am trying for that..  Today I have to meet him ..his name Mr.Rishabh Kundra and Rk his initials ..  When I entered in his cabin..i felt good..  He greeted me and shook hand with me gently ..  "Madhubala right !! "  "Ya I am Madhubala ..  "Your husband didn't came?  "No ..he is busy ..till now he didn't came as you see..  He told me that husband should also come but let's start than ..and I should not think that if he is calling Sultan ..means he wanted up patch up between you even after prob on both side..but its just an attempt if by chance both parties in anger took decision than atleast they should be given chance to talk and anything will be decided ..  He listened to me carefully and than was thinking something ..and i was waiting for his reply..  Whether he is also like prev one or a sensible person who can understand me.

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