Trying new things is terrifying
This was meant to go up forever ago but since it didn't I'm going to add onto it lol here
For example, going from wearing jeans and a T-shirt every single day of your life to wearing what I wore today lol.
I... really, really wanna start wearing more things that are different and that I like and so I started buying more things that I think look really cool! And I was super excited!
And then I actually wore some new clothes today and went out and my god..... I was so anxious the whole time lol. Like, literally the entire time I just kept thinking everyone thought I looked weird or dumb and I hate that so much because I was so excited!!!! Why does anxiety exist?????? It's so frustrating sometimes
But even tho I did feel nervous I still do like it okay... even if I'm not really sure if I like it on me, exactly. So, I took some pictures anyways so here are those lol.
Annnnd that's all of those bc I still feel awkward and everything. But I did take a lot more pictures of Vaughn bc he's actually adorable so here have those
(Also yes that is Supernatural on in the background lol, I'm so close to being caught up with it!!!!)
Vaughn has also scratched up my legs so many times today. He had to run errands with us bc there were people at the house today(since we're trying to sell the house) so he sat with me in the car the whole time. We also went into pet smart and I took some pictures of the animals in there bc I love them
I... really want a bird lol. Honestly when I move out I don't want Vaughn to be lonely without any other dogs, but instead of getting a dog I was considering getting a bird and a rabbit instead lol. Isn't that a great idea? I love animals I want all of them-
I also found alien themed fish tank decorations!!!! They were so cool and I honestly want to buy another fish tank with only green glofish and fill it with alien themed decorations. That would be awesome. I mean, I really love my fish tanks now but an alien themed one??? That would be so cool!!!!
And this is where I left off last time, so I'm gonna start now with me wearing a dress because I'm going to my cousins wedding.
Lol it's actually a really nice dress and I don't mind wearing it very much. It is kinda funny tho that I went from wearing ripped jeans and this cool tank top with a skull on it and my pink boots
To a cute dress and sandals
I've also got some nice makeup on and I just finally put on lipstick cause I finished my drink so there's that
And one more picture of me and I need to get off to leave for the wedding.
I think I look pretty nice. I like this dress-which I wasn't expecting honestly. I thought the creepy sun and moon on it were a little weird but it's actually kinda nice. I like it.
Anyways, now I've gotta go. As soon as my dad gets back in here we've gotta leave, so thanks for listening to me ramble on here. Take care of yourselves. Bye!-Oliver
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro