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Omkara was so much in guilt. He knew his mistakes are not any small mistakes they are sins, big sins. He felt bad remembering how he left Gauri there to in hands of Kali. He had a very strong feeling towards Gauri that was the reason his anger was more stronger too.

He had always tried to find reasons to hate her but since he noticed her in his home there was none, still he couldn't accept her innocence. He has bitter past regarding the matter of trust.

He had a worst picture of Gauri in his canvas from their Bareilly meeting, but when he started seeing her as daughter in law of his home, he couldn't drew a single line against her. Still his mind wasn't ready to accept the truth of her being innocent.

After Bua ma thing he realised there was pure care in her eyes for him just like chulbul had.

Care

is a word for which he had yearned most in his entire life. His own mom wasn't able to give that to him. She was in her own misery but he understood her situation.

He never has the enough courage to see in Gauri's eyes, but when he saw there was fear but not for her life but for his and relief of saving him.

When she was leaving after Bua Ma's chapter finished.
Things were different this time in his life, his heart was aching for her. He knew the moment that he can't let her Go. The care he wanted in his whole life time, for which he had gone through heartbreak finally it was here.

The girl he hurted the most was there to offer her undying care. She risked Her life for him more than once. Still he kept hurting her.

He knew that he doesn't need to know her past before accepting her, he had accepted her the moment he had asked her to stay in his home. But it was a closure for his memories which kept saying her wrong. Bareilly had given so much painful memories that he can't forgot ever.

Witnessing a death is not something you forgot. Specially when he had connected that woman so much to his mom. His love for his mom was something more stronger that he could ever explain.

his heart was on Gauri's side, even after seeing all, his heart was always in her side. He could never forgot the fiery eyes. Her eyes were burning with confidence of trust. When she crushed his car with bulldozer.

Once he had trust in love. Just like her trust on God. He used to believe love is God. Maybe he still believes.

But for him there is no love, no God. Because he doesn't feel anything like love and care of God.

He was seeing same kind of confidence which once he has in his eyes. But when he realised his judgement was wrong. He felt more hurt because his heart did once again mistake in judging.

He thought he will stop using heart and become like Shivaay. But he didn't know that he is gifted with a heart of purity he can't kill it with his wish. His heart is very important part of him.

But in his own pain he shut the all options of her being innocent and took the decision from head.

But his heart was always aching with a sight of her tears. Whenever he hurted her he felt guilty beyond he can justify to his ownself.

Now finally he is more than guilty but for the first time he have strength too. He knows he needs to protect her give her all the happiness which she deserves. He can't seat on his on darkness, he had always feared from that after this big sin he knew darkness will come once again to pull him. This time he knew he has someone to protect him.

So this time he is not going to get weak. His guilt can't get best of him. Because he is no more living for himself. This life is her. Whom he had hurted without knowing her innocence.

He will give her his whole life, he will love her. Yes love because she doesn't deserve anything less than love.

He loves her, he had loved her since long. The guy who helped other in understanding love wasn't able to see when he finally found his.

Maybe the moment she fight against bua ma to save him, maybe when she smartly helped him with Svetlana, maybe when he saved his mom, maybe when She became his first friend, maybe when she saved him multiple times or maybe when she looked into his eyes and said 'Gauri Kumari Sarma, naam yaad rakhna'

Now he wants to win her heart, not because he is her husband. Not because he had saved her. He wants her to love him like a girl love her partner, like he is her prince.

Prince

He is not prince and he knows it so well.

She is his Princess, a princess who saved him from the cruel world handled his all darkness but never leaved him.

Now he is going to be her prince. There won't be any wish which he won't complete.

"Omkaraji" he heard her voice ans came out of his deep thoughts.

"Yeah...said anything" he asked looking at her.

"I was calling you since long you was lost in your own world" she said confusedly

"Oh.. it's nothing, tell me what you were saying?" He asked so softly.

"Omkaraji, you are behaving differently" she said with confusion and sadness.

"Gauri what happened?" He held her hands and asked with concern.

"Please be like before, I m habitual to that Nandi Omkaraji" she said like baby.

"Gauri don't you like me? Like this?" He asked little sadly.

"It's not like that, It's...umm.. I just never see you like this...with me" she said last part in whisper.

"This is the real me, things happened in past that changed me but I m glad you came in my life and changed things in a good way" he wasn't going to get in his old self. That was too good for this world.

But he won't leave his soft side and he will be more strong to protect her. He knew very well for protecting her he needs to protect himself too.

"Thank you Gauri" he said.

"Omkaraji" before she could say anything he kept his finger on her lips shutting her mouth.

"You don't have idea what I was before, but from today I m going to be my best version" he said with so much love that Gauri hugged him.

"Thank you Omkaraji" Om rubs her back.

"Gauri, will you give me one thing if i will ask?" He asked still hugging her lovingly.

"If it's on my hand than surely I will, whatever you want" she said looking into his eyes.

He felt guilty for doubting this dove shaped honey coloured eyes.

He held her face in this both big palms, her face was so small. Her hot face felt so good in his cold hands.

Her body shivered with his cold hands touch. Her body was on fire of emotions. Unknown desires.

"Can you call me Om or Omkara?" He asked softly.

Gauri who's mind was already weak with his touch didn't realise what he asked "huhh?"

"Please Gauri I don't want to be your god, like pati parmeshwar. Please make me your friend, your Om" he was almost pleading.

"But...how can I call my husband like that?" She asked to herself.

"Not even for me?" Om made sad face "And honestly it's should be like this only, I don't want you to think me someone higher than you, we are qual" he said.

"Ok" she smiled though she wasn't still sure.

"Call me"

"Om" her word sound so soft. Omkara loved it the way she shyly called him.

She was looking down feeling shy with his loving gaze.

Omkara kissed her cheek making her realise, It's not a dream it's reality.

Finally fate has embraced her with happiness

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